I started Hospice at home, prayers and emotional support appreciated. UPDATE: Our Beloved Monkey Flower Has Passed - 7 April 2020 - ljs

Wanted to add that when I do this, I envision Jesus touching my son,,,while a light moves over my son's body...a beautiful healing light... it works. I pray you don't have another bad day..i extend prayers and intentions of warmth, comfort and 💘..

There is fear of death, but no fear in death. We have been shown this is so. Trust God with your life and death. You are loved. You will be shown this. Peace with you now.

..GIVING ANY THOUGHTS TO ONE LAST 'SPECIAL TRIP' B 4 U TAKE THAT UBER DMT JOURNEY?

I WANT TO COMMEND YOU ON AND FOR YOUR BRAVERY HERE..AND THANK YOU!..FOR YOUR COURAGE, STRENGTH AND 'GUIDANCE'. I'D BE TOO MUCH OF A 'PUSS' TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. CAPS.



BUMPING FOR YOU AND PAGE 1 AND PIN ! ENJOY THE DAY..UH.


Thanks for the pine UH

If I were up to traveling I would want one last vacation with my family. My husband, sons and their wives, my daughter in my heart...all of the grandkids. It would be nice to have my husband along for a change. He likes to be home and I like to travel. And I have been lucky enough to travel more than many people ever do.

Kentucky or Tennessee would be nice, or Arizona. Cabins for sleeping (and because I like hear and air conditioning and to have a bed) although I have done lots of camping as well.

I guess the location wouldn't much matter, but I love the outdoors, I love mountains and water and dirt! And rocks!

A swimming pool would be nice as well. I love to swim. On last vacation we have always hiked. I miss hiking. This past summer was the first summer I haven't hiked or fine my bicycle in decades.

Anyways, just being with my family, doing our usual vacation stuff would be perfect. Campfires at night. Taking turns cooking, swimming, telling stories, lots of music. Lots of hugs. I have a family of huggers. (Told you I am lucky!)

I did travel today, with my beautiful 14 year old grandson and my great granddaughter who is not yet 5 months old. My grandson is her uncle BTW...

My grandson and I and the baby were snuggled up on my bed and my grandson told us stories and sang us songs and we talked about vacations we have shared, memories we have made. The pure and absolute love we felt was simply stunning. His mom, who is also my closest friend and my granddaughter, mommy to that tiny smiling baby who is fascinated by her tiny perfect toes.

I think I have been given an incredible gift. I know my life here is winding down. Every single second is special, precious to me. I have always loved life and loved with my whole heart. Now I have the gift of making everything count. I'll not waste my seconds on fear of hate or bitterness. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world...



Thank you for the pine UH (and thank you to everyone who has pined this thread.

Also, I read and re-read this thread often. My GLP family helps keep me strong on my journey. Thank you.





Good morning, Monkey Flower. Thanks so much for this interesting and uplifting post. I love to travel too- or did before I became a germaphobe a couple of years ago. Now I hope to get a nice RV soon so that my husband and upcoming child can travel without public transportation, hotels, etc.
I have already been fortunate to see a few other countries. I also enjoy camping. One of my favorite places was out in the boonies kind of near Jackson, Tennessee. I'd never seen stars so close looking and bright, shining in different colors!- and such a display of falling stars.

You are a special lady and I enjoy reading about your experiences and thoughts.

Much love!

I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I pray for this season to bring unexpected, fully complete joy for you and your family. Thank you for reaching out and allowing others, like me, to love your family through this like I hope others will love mine.
Do you have people with you through the day?

Wow, how could anybody be so hurtful?

What a despicable thing to say.

hi monkeyflower, been with you since page uno
but haven't had much luck posting anywhere here lately
meeting a lot of brickwalls, block-ages and stuff, hopefully this one goes through......................

praying for you and reading your posts often
even though I have experienced close ones eager to go home
literally asking to be let go, it doesn't ease the sadness for our trapped consciousness still here.
we are all together beyond here anyway, (we are right now)as our 'dreams' do attest, but the small fragment of our consciousness caught up in this dark drama still feel the pain of loss so very intensely from this material perspective. the ones that have departed know that it doesn't matter really and they sometimes linger a bit to try and tell us. still doesn't make it any easier to let go, ever.

I know the idea of hospice seems so final and in many ways can rush things along compared to say a convalescent cabin in the mountains where one is fighting to hold on or get better for whatever reasons .... (without a script and 'support team') .... hospice and hospitals seem to make it an inevitability (I have a lot of experience in the real reason for these institutions even though I am sure many will not agree and I know you do not wish to discuss)

nothing is written in stone, don't give up, don't accept the pathway that is being prepared for you by others.
but only you know if you wish to or need to stay ... or are able ....
may your spirit family surround you and guide you in the best way that is beneficial to yourself and your family.
I say that to you and anyone else going through similar.

I wish you well .... may God bless you always
with love
dave

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May God grant you peace. I hope to be as brave as you are when the lord calls me home!

Prayers sent. Since I experienced a near death experience, I would like to share something with you. When you transition, you are first in the Astral plane. This is where disembodied souls stay until they figure out how to move along, and up to the higher planes. There are many planes above earth plane, and astral.

You will see a bright light... brighter than you can even imagine. Look only at the light, and go towards it. Do no look to your left or right because these disembodied souls will try to trap you there. The white light is God.

As hard as this is for you right now, you are blessed in that you can make plans, say goodbye to those you cherish, as well, have them show you love back.

We will all meet you on the other side... God bless...

For a Good Day!

"He sent His word and healed them, And delivered them from their destructions."


God's Christ IS the The WORD OF GOD

There will come a time when you just want to rest and be at peace. Go to our Savior and rest your head on His sacred heart, just as His favorite apostle St. John did at the last supper.
No words are necessary, just rest there, and allow His peace to envelop you and His love to comfort you and allow Him to bring you to the “place that has been prepared for you from the foundations of the world”.
Be assured of my prayers, friend.

Hoping your day is going good and keeping you in my prayers.

Prayers sent.

Ho Spice was always my favorite Spice Girl...

Just kidding, OP. Just trying to make you smile with my lame joke. Hope you feel loved. Blessings.

Prayers and may your exit from this life to your new forever life be peace filled.

Love

God Bless you and protect you and your family.

Just seen this thread and wanted to wish you good luck on your journey wherever it takes you!.

I will pray for you. Please get right with the Lord. Confess your sins and beg for His mercy. The Law is for believers. Please look into 119 Ministries on YouTube and spend some time in study of the Bible.

Sending prayers your way op

A huge hug from me and have you decided what kind of wings you want?

One thing is sure we die, you can not make it off this planet alive but you can be re-inserted as a Mongolian non chitosan person if you choose.

Prayers are with you.

Prayers sent!

Dear monkeyflower...A few roses for you for the words I want to say won't come out of my heart.

May our Lord bless you

May Our Lady hold you in Her embrace

And may your Guardian Angel deliver you quickly into our loving Father's arms.

Hello again friends,

I had a much better day today. This may have been the quietest day but I've had since hospice began for me. My husband I used today to get a few things done around the house. For my part it was getting things around my bed. I wanted better lighting to draw And to read and wander around online. As much and as I enjoy company The quiet day was nice too.

Last night when I could not figure out Why was so out of balance And not feeling like myself I found what I needed by watching movie. Pee wee Herman's big Adventure. My husband sons and I Used to watch this movie kind of often. I had forgotten how much this movie makes me laugh. I simply need to laugh. That was the missing part of my balance, Laughter. I feel much better now.

Please know I keep everyone here in my thoughts and prayers. Everyone here on a hospice journey right now with your loved ones or for themselves I pray for a little extra. I myself love hospice It's brought so much peace into my life. Overall I actually feel better than I have in a long time. I feel better physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally. Of course I pray and hope for a miracle, but I have a plan too. I have a structure to my days that was missing before hospice. I have met my hospice team and I like them.

Members of my hospice team will be here on scheduled days. This will be Monday through friday With help available on weekends if I need it. I know have medications I need when I need the medications. Things have mostly fallen into place and I expect by the end of the week I will know better what my days will be like with hospice.

Hospice hoe made me laugh, as did hoe spice. Thank you.

Now I have to think about what kind of wings I would like to have. Now I have something to draw Something to design. Thank you.

I have also started writing in notebook. This notebook Is things I want handy When I am not online little things I just wanna remember, to have on hand next to my bed. Knowledge and comfort things. You guys are great!

Before I call to get my fix of all things GLP,I just want to say thank you again You have added so much to my life you will never know how much. I'm sending hugs and love to everyone.



BTW Ignore the random caps as I am trying to voice to text and it is kind of hard to get used to using. My Midwestern USA accent doesn't help.

Edit to ask where Tangy found my cat's picture. I didn't know Jinxie is still involved in the world of kitty porn.

Last Edited by monkeyflower on 01/26/2020 11:41 PM