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I started Hospice at home, prayers and emotional support appreciated. UPDATE: Our Beloved Monkey Flower Has Passed - 7 April 2020 - ljs

 
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I reconfigured my home so that my Icon is in the right place, and I pray for you and Dakota (BBQBoys son) thrice daily.
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Thank you from my whole heart for your prayers Lance! I have kept a candle burning for Dakota since I first read about his health issues. I pray for him often. I had kidney failure a few years ago. I was so very lucky my kidneys started to work normally after 14 dialysis treatments. I was so lucky. I call it a miracle.

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Passing is not something to be stressed over. It is a release. That release will matter more to those you leave behind then to you. Gather your clan, your family. Make amends so they do not go through angst or anguish for holding unsaid words in. Get all of the unsaid words out even if they might be harsh. At least you can address them. And they will not hold onto your passing with more anguish then there will already be.

I don't mean to be harsh. But if you are in hospice, those are issues that should/need be dealt with. With the clarity of cleaning up conundrums of what ever sort that may have occurred in your Clan or family, you will have a far more peaceful passing, and you can clear up any kerfuffle and forgive those who would otherwise hold regrets.

Try not to leave others regrets behind, those are the things you can no longer shape when you are gone. And I will keep praying.
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I agree with this wholeheartedly. Unfortunately, it's one of those messy things we don't like to talk about, but it's important. My dad had dementia and once I realized I had so much to say to him, it was far too late and I have felt guilty ever since. I do understand that we all have those regrets and I have learned to process those negative feelings, and I know he always knew I loved him regardless of any trouble we had with each other. It's just so very important to get these things laid out while we still can. I learned a lesson from it and I have made all amends with my mother. She didn't think I needed to because she said I've never done or said anything that changed how she thought of me. I guess that's just how parents are, but I still needed that closure for how I treated my parents as a teen.
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Hello again friendshugs

Wow! Thank you everyone. I am awestruck by the loving support and selfless kindness in this thread.

Yesterday my eldest granddaughter and her daughter spent the day at my house. My beautiful granddaughter is making my room (actually the family room) all cozy and comfy for me. My job was to play with the baby and snuggle her. (I am sooo blessed)

We talked, ate raspberry/BlackBerry pie warm from the oven. We laughed and cried and it was beautiful. My precious beautiful granddaughter promised me she will stay til the end. She promised me that her daughter and all of my grandchildren will know me. She is so strong, loving, brave and beautiful.

By the time she and my great granddaughter went home I was very tired but felt so spoiled and lucky. She will be back to finish making my living space cozy in a few days. I really can't imagine a better day. It was to me, a perfect day.

I haven't slept well the last couple of nights, and days have been so busy. Meeting my hospice team, getting into a hospice routine. Finally today I slept, a lot. Yay! My only visitor was my nurse. I already love her. She is gentle, open, caring and honest. I came to this thread to write but mostly dozed off when I started to type. The best thing is when I do sleep I sleep peacefully now. No fears,(Except for my concerns about my husband when I am gone). I sleep well because I know I am loved. By my blood family, my family of friends, and my GLP family.

I truly can not find the words to thank my GLP family. I shared things from this thread with my granddaughter yesterday and you guys made my badass granddaughter cry. She was so moved by what she read and heard and saw. You all have my granddaughter hope hugshugs

She has more hope now for the future and what the future might hold for her daughter. Hope, what a beautiful gift you all have her. Thank you.hugs

I met my husband thru friends years ago. We didn't realize we were dating until people told us. We were both newly divorced and had told ourselves no dating, no relationships. We were both done. This year we will be together 31 years. We have been and stayed close since the day we met. I am not sure exactly how long we have been married. I could wake my husband to ask him but he would probably have to look for our marriage license. We married for health insurance and tax reasons. Our commitment is the love and trust we share. For he and i, that is and was our reason for marrying. Also, I was a package deal. We share my(our) sons from my first marriage. My husband must be doing the dad stuff right, as he was best man at all 3 of their weddings. He played a big and important role in raising them to be loving, compassionate respectable men they are now.

Thanks for reading my written babbling. Physically I could feel a bit better, but mentally, spiritually and emotionally I am floating on my own soft and gentle safe cloud. I might write more later.

Sending hugs and love to all of you...

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Like I told you, this song reminds me of you. Even in times like these you give people hope and comfort them. The positive energy you give. I think that is amazing. You are amazing. Much love beautiful Flower. hugs
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Keeping you and your family in my prayers. You are loved!
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PS - Where I live, in the mountains of California, the hills positively glow in yellow monkeyflowers in the Spring. I'll think of you when I'm among the flowers, that is unless I too am called away to cross over sooner than I imagine. Your post is a reminder that we should all indeed gather rosebuds while we may!
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Yay! You know about fields of monkeyflowers! They have tiny faces. I love monkeyflowers!hugs

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..GIVING ANY THOUGHTS TO ONE LAST 'SPECIAL TRIP' B 4 U TAKE THAT UBER DMT JOURNEY?

I WANT TO COMMEND YOU ON AND FOR YOUR BRAVERY HERE..AND THANK YOU!..FOR YOUR COURAGE, STRENGTH AND 'GUIDANCE'. I'D BE TOO MUCH OF A 'PUSS' TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. CAPS.
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BUMPING FOR YOU AND PAGE 1 AND PIN ! ENJOY THE DAY..UH.
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Keeping you in my thoughts.

Initiating good vibes protocol.

All is well.
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..GIVING ANY THOUGHTS TO ONE LAST 'SPECIAL TRIP' B 4 U TAKE THAT UBER DMT JOURNEY?

I WANT TO COMMEND YOU ON AND FOR YOUR BRAVERY HERE..AND THANK YOU!..FOR YOUR COURAGE, STRENGTH AND 'GUIDANCE'. I'D BE TOO MUCH OF A 'PUSS' TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. CAPS.



BUMPING FOR YOU AND PAGE 1 AND PIN ! ENJOY THE DAY..UH.


Thanks for the pine UH hugs

If I were up to traveling I would want one last vacation with my family. My husband, sons and their wives, my daughter in my heart...all of the grandkids. It would be nice to have my husband along for a change. He likes to be home and I like to travel. And I have been lucky enough to travel more than many people ever do.

Kentucky or Tennessee would be nice, or Arizona. Cabins for sleeping (and because I like hear and air conditioning and to have a bed) although I have done lots of camping as well.

I guess the location wouldn't much matter, but I love the outdoors, I love mountains and water and dirt! And rocks!

A swimming pool would be nice as well. I love to swim. On last vacation we have always hiked. I miss hiking. This past summer was the first summer I haven't hiked or fine my bicycle in decades.

Anyways, just being with my family, doing our usual vacation stuff would be perfect. Campfires at night. Taking turns cooking, swimming, telling stories, lots of music. Lots of hugs. I have a family of huggers. (Told you I am lucky!)

I did travel today, with my beautiful 14 year old grandson and my great granddaughter who is not yet 5 months old. My grandson is her uncle BTW...chuckle

My grandson and I and the baby were snuggled up on my bed and my grandson told us stories and sang us songs and we talked about vacations we have shared, memories we have made. The pure and absolute love we felt was simply stunning. His mom, who is also my closest friend and my granddaughter, mommy to that tiny smiling baby who is fascinated by her tiny perfect toes.

I think I have been given an incredible gift. I know my life here is winding down. Every single second is special, precious to me. I have always loved life and loved with my whole heart. Now I have the gift of making everything count. I'll not waste my seconds on fear of hate or bitterness. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world...

hugskittyrose

Thank you for the pine UH (and thank you to everyone who has pined this thread.

Also, I read and re-read this thread often. My GLP family helps keep me strong on my journey. Thank you. woohoo

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Hello GLP friends

I began hospice care at home a few days ago. I am requesting prayers please so I can remain strong for my family and others I am close to. If anyone can give a bit of emotional support please, it is always very welcome as well.

If anyone would like, I can write about life with hospice as well, in this thread.

Also, one amazing wonderful friend here on GLP has been by my side on this journey for a while now. Much love and many hugs to that friend. Thank you! (You know who you arehugs)

~monkeyflower

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..GIVING ANY THOUGHTS TO ONE LAST 'SPECIAL TRIP' B 4 U TAKE THAT UBER DMT JOURNEY?

I WANT TO COMMEND YOU ON AND FOR YOUR BRAVERY HERE..AND THANK YOU!..FOR YOUR COURAGE, STRENGTH AND 'GUIDANCE'. I'D BE TOO MUCH OF A 'PUSS' TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. CAPS.



BUMPING FOR YOU AND PAGE 1 AND PIN ! ENJOY THE DAY..UH.


Thanks for the pine UH hugs

If I were up to traveling I would want one last vacation with my family. My husband, sons and their wives, my daughter in my heart...all of the grandkids. It would be nice to have my husband along for a change. He likes to be home and I like to travel. And I have been lucky enough to travel more than many people ever do.

Kentucky or Tennessee would be nice, or Arizona. Cabins for sleeping (and because I like hear and air conditioning and to have a bed) although I have done lots of camping as well.

I guess the location wouldn't much matter, but I love the outdoors, I love mountains and water and dirt! And rocks!

A swimming pool would be nice as well. I love to swim. On last vacation we have always hiked. I miss hiking. This past summer was the first summer I haven't hiked or fine my bicycle in decades.

Anyways, just being with my family, doing our usual vacation stuff would be perfect. Campfires at night. Taking turns cooking, swimming, telling stories, lots of music. Lots of hugs. I have a family of huggers. (Told you I am lucky!)

I did travel today, with my beautiful 14 year old grandson and my great granddaughter who is not yet 5 months old. My grandson is her uncle BTW...chuckle

My grandson and I and the baby were snuggled up on my bed and my grandson told us stories and sang us songs and we talked about vacations we have shared, memories we have made. The pure and absolute love we felt was simply stunning. His mom, who is also my closest friend and my granddaughter, mommy to that tiny smiling baby who is fascinated by her tiny perfect toes.

I think I have been given an incredible gift. I know my life here is winding down. Every single second is special, precious to me. I have always loved life and loved with my whole heart. Now I have the gift of making everything count. I'll not waste my seconds on fear of hate or bitterness. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world...

hugskittyrose

Thank you for the pine UH (and thank you to everyone who has pined this thread.

Also, I read and re-read this thread often. My GLP family helps keep me strong on my journey. Thank you. woohoo


THANK U 4 THE REPLY!.....I WAS ACTUALLY REFERRING TO A 'TRIP' OF THE METAPHYSICAL...OR CHEMICAL...EVEN 'ON THE WAY OUT'...DMT LSD THC
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...AND
IT IS WONDERFUL FOR EVERYONE....GLAD THAT IT APPEARS THAT U R N0T IN PAIN...AND NOT NEED PILLS...THAT U HAVE A CLEAR MIND......IM A COWARD AT HEART, BASICALLY...AND WOULD NEED TO 'BLURR' OUT ....WHEN IT COMES MY TURN.
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THANK U 4 THE REPLY!.....I WAS ACTUALLY REFERRING TO A 'TRIP' OF THE METAPHYSICAL...OR CHEMICAL...EVEN 'ON THE WAY OUT'...DMT LSD THC
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...AND
IT IS WONDERFUL FOR EVERYONE....GLAD THAT IT APPEARS THAT U R N0T IN PAIN...AND NOT NEED PILLS...THAT U HAVE A CLEAR MIND......IM A COWARD AT HEART, BASICALLY...AND WOULD NEED TO 'BLURR' OUT ....WHEN IT COMES MY TURN.



Geez UH, I am slow sometimes...laugh

I use THC for pain issues. Where I live it has been legal for medical use for a few years, and more recently for recreational use. Hospice is awards of this. I have always given this information to all of my health care providers traditional and alternative. I use edibles, provided by a trusted family member. I micro-dose when I need to.

That is all I will say about pain control medication I use. I also will not debate this with anyone.

I'd not try other trips without leaving the farm at this point. Things seem very balanced to me right now, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to lose that balance. hugs

I will be laughing all night now...laugh

hugskittyrose

I have rib pain now from laughing...Thank you!ratdance

Edit to add: I also use music, art, meditation, massage therapy, visualization, prayer and my cat to keep my mind clear and to keep pain manageable.

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THANK U 4 THE REPLY!.....I WAS ACTUALLY REFERRING TO A 'TRIP' OF THE METAPHYSICAL...OR CHEMICAL...EVEN 'ON THE WAY OUT'...DMT LSD THC
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...AND
IT IS WONDERFUL FOR EVERYONE....GLAD THAT IT APPEARS THAT U R N0T IN PAIN...AND NOT NEED PILLS...THAT U HAVE A CLEAR MIND......IM A COWARD AT HEART, BASICALLY...AND WOULD NEED TO 'BLURR' OUT ....WHEN IT COMES MY TURN.
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Geez UH, I am slow sometimes...laugh

I use THC for pain issues. Where I live it has been legal for medical use for a few years, and more recently for recreational use. Hospice is awards of this. I have always given this information to all of my health care providers traditional and alternative. I use edibles, provided by a trusted family member. I micro-dose when I need to.

That is all I will say about pain control medication I use. I also will not debate this with anyone.

I'd not try other trips without leaving the farm at this point. Things seem very balanced to me right now, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to lose that balance. hugs

I will be laughing all night now...laugh

hugskittyrose

I have rib pain now from laughing...Thank you!ratdance


..'I' WAS BORN SLOW....OVER COOKED FOR ABOUT A MONTH...STILL WAS UNDER WEIGHT...HAD TO INCUBATE ME FOR 4 DAYS....THEY ALMOST FORCED/INDUCED MY BIRTH...SORRY FOR THE 'HAPPY' PAIN....GLAD YOU HAVE AN IDEAL 'BALANCE'......NOT EVEN SHROOMZ?..GOOD FOR YOU! AGAIN, IM A COWARD...
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THANK U 4 THE REPLY!.....I WAS ACTUALLY REFERRING TO A 'TRIP' OF THE METAPHYSICAL...OR CHEMICAL...EVEN 'ON THE WAY OUT'...DMT LSD THC
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...AND
IT IS WONDERFUL FOR EVERYONE....GLAD THAT IT APPEARS THAT U R N0T IN PAIN...AND NOT NEED PILLS...THAT U HAVE A CLEAR MIND......IM A COWARD AT HEART, BASICALLY...AND WOULD NEED TO 'BLURR' OUT ....WHEN IT COMES MY TURN.
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Geez UH, I am slow sometimes...laugh

I use THC for pain issues. Where I live it has been legal for medical use for a few years, and more recently for recreational use. Hospice is awards of this. I have always given this information to all of my health care providers traditional and alternative. I use edibles, provided by a trusted family member. I micro-dose when I need to.

That is all I will say about pain control medication I use. I also will not debate this with anyone.

I'd not try other trips without leaving the farm at this point. Things seem very balanced to me right now, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to lose that balance. hugs

I will be laughing all night now...laugh

hugskittyrose

I have rib pain now from laughing...Thank you!ratdance
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..'I' WAS BORN SLOW....OVER COOKED FOR ABOUT A MONTH...STILL WAS UNDER WEIGHT...HAD TO INCUBATE ME FOR 4 DAYS....THEY ALMOST FORCED/INDUCED MY BIRTH...SORRY FOR THE 'HAPPY' PAIN....GLAD YOU HAVE AN IDEAL 'BALANCE'......NOT EVEN SHROOMZ?..GOOD FOR YOU! AGAIN, IM A COWARD...


I love shroomz, but nope, as of now those days are behind me. And don't apologize for the pain caused by laughing. Sooo worth it in exchange for laughter.

Also, I don't think you are slow or overbaked. I remember from the volcano thread learning from things you posted. I think you are baked just right hfhugs
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THANK U 4 THE REPLY!.....I WAS ACTUALLY REFERRING TO A 'TRIP' OF THE METAPHYSICAL...OR CHEMICAL...EVEN 'ON THE WAY OUT'...DMT LSD THC
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR LOVED ONES...AND
IT IS WONDERFUL FOR EVERYONE....GLAD THAT IT APPEARS THAT U R N0T IN PAIN...AND NOT NEED PILLS...THAT U HAVE A CLEAR MIND......IM A COWARD AT HEART, BASICALLY...AND WOULD NEED TO 'BLURR' OUT ....WHEN IT COMES MY TURN.
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Geez UH, I am slow sometimes...laugh

I use THC for pain issues. Where I live it has been legal for medical use for a few years, and more recently for recreational use. Hospice is awards of this. I have always given this information to all of my health care providers traditional and alternative. I use edibles, provided by a trusted family member. I micro-dose when I need to.

That is all I will say about pain control medication I use. I also will not debate this with anyone.

I'd not try other trips without leaving the farm at this point. Things seem very balanced to me right now, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I don't want to lose that balance. hugs

I will be laughing all night now...laugh

hugskittyrose

I have rib pain now from laughing...Thank you!ratdance
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..'I' WAS BORN SLOW....OVER COOKED FOR ABOUT A MONTH...STILL WAS UNDER WEIGHT...HAD TO INCUBATE ME FOR 4 DAYS....THEY ALMOST FORCED/INDUCED MY BIRTH...SORRY FOR THE 'HAPPY' PAIN....GLAD YOU HAVE AN IDEAL 'BALANCE'......NOT EVEN SHROOMZ?..GOOD FOR YOU! AGAIN, IM A COWARD...
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I love shroomz, but nope, as of now those days are behind me. And don't apologize for the pain caused by laughing. Sooo worth it in exchange for laughter.

Also, I don't think you are slow or overbaked. I remember from the volcano thread learning from things you posted. I think you are baked just right hfhugs


U R TOO KIND...I HAVE ALMOST A MINOR IN GEOLOGY....15 TO 18 HRS OF INTRO...NO UPPER DIVISION COURSES...BUT, MY ROOMMATE WAS A GEO CHEMIST PHYSICAL CHEMIST...SO, I GOT ADDITIONAL SCHOOLING THAT WAY...HE WENT ON TO THE PHD PROGRAM AT F.A.U. ...HAD A FULL RIDE TO FSU BUT, WAS BURNT OUT BY THE TIME HE GOT THERE...IT HAPPENS.
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U R TOO KIND...I HAVE ALMOST A MINOR IN GEOLOGY....15 TO 18 HRS OF INTRO...NO UPPER DIVISION COURSES...BUT, MY ROOMMATE WAS A GEO CHEMIST PHYSICAL CHEMIST...SO, I GOT ADDITIONAL SCHOOLING THAT WAY...HE WENT ON TO THE PHD PROGRAM AT F.A.U. ...HAD A FULL RIDE TO FSU BUT, WAS BURNT OUT BY THE TIME HE GOT THERE...IT HAPPENS.


So really, you simply lack the piece of paper stating you know what you know hugspilot

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Music gets me through my days. I have a playlist of the music posted to this thread. I share some of the music with my family. This song made it to 3 playlists today. Thank you Mezz, and thank you to everyone who has shared music and poetry, prayers, good vibes, best wishes, hugs, love and everything else in this these. I really wish I could share how good I feel emotionally,spiritually, mentally...so supported. Thank you...

hugskittyrose






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Like I told you, this song reminds me of you. Even in times like these you give people hope and comfort them. The positive energy you give. I think that is amazing. You are amazing. Much love beautiful Flower. hugs

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Just dropping in to send you some good thoughts. :FlowerSmiley2:

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My day was good my day was bad. I am feeling unwell, But I feel at peace. When Things were less than easy today I was at this thread to read and listen And just feel the love and support. Thank you everyone, I do not have the words to thank everyone who has posted to this thread. GLP Is my home online And this thread is my own special place now. The place where come to get my balance back. Or just to keep my balance good. In my mind I try to keep to keep balance in everything.

This thread got me through today. That is all for now, I will Post again soon, probably tomorrow.

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Praying for you, Monkey ! hugs
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
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"Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others."

Everyone has to work out their own salvation.

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may comfort come to you, OP, on swift wings.

my wife is advanced stage 4 pancreatic cancer- hospice is in the near future for us also.
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While you can, write down your wants, needs, desires.

If you want to stay awake late at night, tell them it’s okay, no need for schedules.

Enjoy soft music, fresh cut flowers, reminiscing with loved ones. Keep pets near - they know and want to be with you. They take their jobs very seriously .

Enjoy some yoghurt, apple juice, try to stay hydrated.

Be very clear if you plan to ‘graduate’ at home that no matter how scary it can become - for you, your caregivers- that you want to stay at home.

We’re all here for you, if not in person, in Spirit.

Remember, you do not die, you just change form.
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Re: I started Hospice at home, prayers and emotional support appreciated. UPDATE: Our Beloved Monkey Flower Has Passed - 7 April 2020 - ljs
I’m still praying for you n will continue to do so!! I don’t know all about your health issues but I’ve been going thru something similar with sepsis ecoli n kidney stones n cysts! On second stent!! I know some wonderful friends at a church in Texas n called yesterday n asked for prayers n the changes in my health are miraculous!!the weakness nausea n pain are majority gone! N I awakened soaked in sweat after 12 days of various antibiotics n meds!! Praying ppls make tremendous difference!! Their phone is 281 843 4000 restoration house church!! I sincerely hope you’ll call them!! I nearly died in hospital but God’s mercy n prayers saved me!! God bless n heal you speedily!!
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I’m still praying for you n will continue to do so!! I don’t know all about your health issues but I’ve been going thru something similar with sepsis ecoli n kidney stones n cysts! On second stent!! I know some wonderful friends at a church in Texas n called yesterday n asked for prayers n the changes in my health are miraculous!!the weakness nausea n pain are majority gone! N I awakened soaked in sweat after 12 days of various antibiotics n meds!! Praying ppls make tremendous difference!! Their phone is 281 843 4000 restoration house church!! I sincerely hope you’ll call them!! I nearly died in hospital but God’s mercy n prayers saved me!! God bless n heal you speedily!!
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Miracles really do happen...im praying and visualizing for you also. I've had a few near misses myself. It's not over until creator says so...God bless you. Op, wanted to drop in and remind you we are still praying, thinking of you and visualizing...when I do visualization of jesus Christ sitting next to my chronically ill son's bed, he ALWAYS feels better. May I ask that we all on this thread do this for monkeyflower? Love exceeds every earthly boundary. hf





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