What is the freaking deal with human longing?

You lie. You want everyone to despair and lose hope and think everyone is against them and people need to only look within and remain alone because everything else is fleeting, but to think like that is to be the true energy vampire, the true destroyer of faith and hope.

Love is never lost and never ends. You lie. Love is never lost.

I love poesy.

There once was a girl from Bermuda,
Who fell for a guy named MacGruder,
She thought she'd be shrewd,
and swim in the nude,
But MacGruder was shrewder and screwed her.

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Thank you so much and I'm sure it's probably been opened at the shelter and it's contents dispersed so hopefully the things went to someone who needed them more than I did. You are a beautiful soul and a good friend. Thank you.

I absolutely loved this story. Thank you for sharing it!

I'm glad my ponderings could be right on point with the alignment of the stars.

Longing is coveting. Coveting is a grave sin:


10th Commandment

Ex. 20:17
You shall not covet your neighbor’s house; you shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his male servant, or his female servant, or his ox, or his donkey, or anything that is your neighbor’s.




David coveted Bathsheba. Ahab coveted Naboth’s vineyard. The result? Sin and murder.

Say what? What I said is absolutely true and in line with the teachings of Jesus Christ. This world's treasures are illusions. You should hope, but place that hope in the right place.

No this is a prison, a simulated prison, we live a lot longer than our current life span, we are sent in this crappy simulation to do our time because we fucked up, how your life is in the simulation depends on what crime you did. Other wealthy people are part of the simulation to piss you off and make you unhappy, criminals of all kinds are simulations to scare you. The earlier you die the shorter your sentence was.

Lol actually that would make a great ending for a movie !

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Where is home o p?

"Everything has already died.
This is the other world."

Denial don't make reality go away.

If you can't even state that you are "happy" on a longterm basis, then what you have is a dysfunction.

What you "believe" don't matter... evil in this world does seek to serve satan. The bankers of Wall St. and City of London who funded the Russian Revolution which led to over 50 million deaths in E. Europe, Spain, and another 85 million in China and 2 million in Cambodia... Can you identify them as evil men seeking profit by murdering the richest man in the world, the Czar? They put up the money that let the djini out of the bottle.

Murder is plainly evil, and murder for profit the most evil of all...


Nice of you to reply. There are no atheists in foxholes... If you ever Loved God with a True Heart, even if only as a child, HE will not allow you to be lost.

Your life can be what you choose to allow, or it can be aligned with and given Unto God. In my experience, Being Aligned With and Guided By HIS Holy Spirit is more fulfilling than I ever hoped for.

SW tx, gulf coast region.

Thank you...

Indeed he has blessed me.

Extensive prayer to him, he's eliminated my need for human companionship, the desire for relationships for women, the desire for sex, the desire for large sums of money, and the desire to fit into a world which I don't belong.

Now, I'm patiently waiting for it to all be over so I can get out of this world, and onto a dimension where I would do much better.

I'm convinced, some of us incarnate into this realm not for the benefit of ourselves, but for the benefit of others. 

I sure wish the rest of you would get your shit together, you're bringing me down and keeping me here.

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I don't have the answers to your questions. The one thing I come away with when I ponder these things is "Why do we feel all this love? And, the sometimes pain from when love is not enough (lovers lost, family and friends lost to death)? If all the fallout from love lost and death is for nothing, the life means nothing. I can't buy that. Just due to all I mentioned above. It has to mean *something*. What that is, I will not profess to know. I just know what I feel and what I feel is that this will all mean something in the long run.

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Yes to the few who live it and breathe it in..

Agape Love IS an action word the kind that is acted upon in the Spirit of Truth..

It IS the balance seemlessly and effortlessly creating and mulitiplying in both the spirit and flesh..

Marty Jo

Are you a man or a woman o p.

Oddly enough I am somewhat content now. I definitely was born to walk alone as the song says. Since I've had enough loss for several lifetimes I've embraced the aloneness.

Let go

It's all too Much

There are people who are very satisfied with the little they have and having time to become. I've been like that for most of my life.

It comes with appreciating what you have and understanding that you don't need more to be happy. It comes with loving and appreciating yourself and looking forward to the self you will create in the future.

Before you can do this, you will need to read every word of what I said above very carefully, then seek to really understand each concept I've described. -Or you can read what other people like me have written.

Out of all the concepts I've studied about this fucked up existence combined with my own personal experience, this seems to be the only thing that makes sense.

Perhaps it is your love of self that intensifies the stark contrast between your drive for your desires verses not having your desires?

I don't speak with a judgmental heart! I ponder the very same for myself!

I believe passion can be crippling!

Perhaps it is why Jesus taught us that if we'll lose our lives for His sake, we'll find it, yet if we seek to save our lives...we will lose it!

Always frittering to and fro, from one thing to another hoping to find something...anything, besides God, to fulfill our passions on our terms because we want what we want when we want it!

So...if we are losing...or, "not finding", perhaps it is because we are seeking to save our lives on our own passionate terms!

I know that many that believe themselves followers of Christ, are, in truth, not followers of Christ because they refuse to lose their lives for His sake! Such people lack fidelity and will turn to any other "god" that offers promises of fulfillment!

There is only One True and Living God and we do well to lose our lives for His sake, for, that's how we find it!

There is no other way that leads to fulfillment!

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THE KNEE OF LISTENING

The Life and Understanding

of

Franklin Jones

By Franklin Jones

All rights reserved

Epilogue: The Man of Understanding

The man of understanding is not entranced. He is not elsewhere. He is not having an experience. He is not passionless and inoffensive. He is awake. He is present. He knows no obstruction in the form of mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He uses mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He is passionate. His quality is an offense to those who are entranced, elsewhere, contained in the mechanics of experience, asleep, living as various forms of identity, separation and dependence. He is acceptable only to those who understand.

He may appear no different from any other man. How could he appear otherwise? There is nothing by which to appear except the qualities of life. He may appear to have learned nothing. He may seem to be addicted to every kind of foolishness and error. How could it be otherwise? Understanding is not a different communication than the ordinary. There is only the ordinary. There is no special and exclusive communication that is the truth. There is no exclusive state of truth. But there is the understanding of the ordinary.

Therefore, the man of understanding cannot be found. He cannot be followed. He can only be understood as the ordinary. He is not spiritual. He is not religious. He is not philosophical. He is not moral. He is not fastidious, lean and lawful. He always appears to be the opposite of what you are.

He always seems to sympathize with what you deny. Therefore, at times and over time he appears as every kind of persuasion. He is not consistent. He has no image. At times he denies. At times he asserts. At times he asserts what he has already denied. At times he denies what he has already asserted. He is not useful. His teaching is every kind of nonsense. His wisdom is vanished. Altogether, that is his wisdom.

At last he represents no truth at all. Therefore, his living coaxes everyone only to understand. His existence denies every truth, every path by which men depend on certain truths, certain experiences, certain simulations of freedom and enjoyment. He is a seducer, a madman, a hoax, a libertine, a fool, a moralist, a sayer of truths, a bearer of all experience, a righteous knave, a prince, a child, an old one, an ascetic, a god. He demonstrates the futility of all things. Therefore, he makes understanding the only possibility. And understanding makes no difference at all. Except it is reality, which was already the case.

Heartless one, Narcissus, friend, loved one, he weeps for you to understand. After all of this, why haven't you understood? The only thing you have not done is understanding.

You have seen everything, but you do not understand. Therefore, the man of understanding leaps for joy that you have already understood. He looks at the world and sees that every one and every thing has always understood. He sees that there is only understanding. Thus, the man of understanding is constantly happy with you. He is overwhelmed with happiness. He says to you: See how there is only this world of perfect enjoyment, where every one is happy, and every thing is blissful. His heart is always tearful with the endless happiness of the world.

He has grasped it, but no one is interested. He is of interest to no one. He is fascinating. He is unnoticed. Since no one understands, how could they notice him? Because there is only understanding, he is beloved, and no one comes to see him. Because there is only truth, he is likely to become famous. Since there is only joy, he will not be remembered. Because you have already understood, you find it necessary to touch his hand. Since you love so much and are not understood, you find it possible to touch his ears. He smiles at you. You notice it. Everything has already died. This is the other world.



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Unless of course you turn your life over to The One that created it!

A young 23 yo satisfies my desires

As opposed to what

an old 23 yo?

Because you are ignoble!