I had an affair with Colonel Gaddafi in the late 80s

Well I for one,am glad you're here. No one can force,nor sell you again.

Wealth? No. I loved him for who he was, he had a very endearing personality. I grew up in ‘privilege’ and monetary wealth did not impress me.

You're a good sport. :)

I live a somewhat normal life, I work, cook, clean, ect. But I can’t deny that I still love him. My other attempts at relationships ended poorly, why live in denial. Some people are just pure monogamists I suppose.

I suppose not, especially after my dad died, I don’t have anything to worry about.

I knew a woman who escaped being with leader of Hezbollah . . . truly . . . she had a few minutes where she knew nobody would be watching her . . . and *escaped* to her grandmother's house that was far in the countryside and somehow met a pilot who fell in love with her and got her out of the country.

It was at this time I met her lounging around the hotel pool in Abu Dhabi.

A few years later she attended the Cannes film festival and her photos were all over the place,because she was nominated for a Lebanese film about a hair salon.

Every time I saw her I felt like BRAVO!

Courageous brave woman.

Well if you can’t laugh at yourself...

Did he Hate Ronald Reagan ?

That’s crazy, glad she made it out ok!

But you were just a child Anna.

We didn’t discuss Reagan, but I’d imagine he did, since he blew up his house and all. It caused him to have a nervous disposition, which he self medicated with cocaine.

You and most likely 20 other girls. That’s how they live.

You must have a beautiful spirit. Demons are good at attacking the best.

Don’t accept this destiny Satan has forced on you. This is not from God.

I understand, more than I can say


Jeremiah 29:11 New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I was, but I was also a physically and emotionally abused one who needed someone to protect me. My father liked to use me as a punching bag when he was frustrated sometimes. Papa (this is what Muammar asked me to call him) was the only man I’ve ever known to treat me kindly. He said he wanted to take me away from all of that.

Perhaps. Though I’ve fairly well reached a pinnacle in my life. I teach school, and that brings me a sense of accomplishment. My problems ten more so from my father, if I were to venture a guess.

You were still a child, that is what predators do.. They look for vulnerable people so they can play a hero role. You form what is called a trauma bond in these kinds of experiences. That is what it sounds from what you are describing. Look into stockholm syndrome. Im very sorry that you are suffering because of this.

Ghadaffi was a perv,and like most pervs,he knew exactly what to say. Your Dad was vile beyond words!
I'm so sorry you went through that!

Thank you, I accept it as a possibility.

The second night we were together I confided in him that my father beat me, he was angry, frighteningly so. He got a gun out of the nightstand drawer and said he was going to kill my father. I grabbed onto his leg and begged him not to. He said he’d like to see if my father would hit him (‘if he think he real man’). I seriously doubt he’d of actually shot my dad, but I talked him out of it anyway.

He himself had an anxiety attack that night, he was prone to them after the Tripoli raids. I comforted him the best I knew how, but I could tell he wasn’t used to having people see him in a vulnerable state.

Afterwards he treated me slightly different, was much more affectionate.

It’s ok...my father was an addict, he wasn’t himself when he did these things...

“I’m still here because in his last letter he said ‘I want nothing but happiness for you Anna, even if it’s not with me by your side. Look to the face of your child and know that I’ll always love you.’ So I owe that much to him, to try to be happy. I don’t think I’ll ever fall in love again, and I’m at peace with that.”


GIRL, ooh hell no! It’s time you wake up.

You need a strong Black Christian woman and a proper Southern lady to slap you senseless.

I can be that Southern lady, let’s pray for the strong Black woman to show up.

You think it’s okay to be at “peace” with accepting what you thought was love? Listen very closely, it wasn’t love


Darling, I can see you and raise you one, if all you got is a week with Gaddafi



Turn to Jesus. If you are not getting what you need in your church, find another church.
A Bible believing church may help

Here is a link to a good online church that follows Jesus:
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Here is a link to past sermons:
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You made me chuckle, heh.

I’m from Atlanta, and my father’s people are all from Georgia, so I suppose we’re not too far off geographically ha!

That being said, what’s wrong with choosing to be celibate? I’m ok with it, I don’t want any other men...We had some sort of bond, call it love or not. No man continues to attempt contact with a girl for over a decade if he only wanted to use her for his sexual gratification. At least not normal men. And it’s not a nice thought to believe I was pregnant by a demon possessed man lol.

Anyway, I’m content in my spiritual life, he was a-ok with me being Catholic, oddly. Who knows, maybe I could of brought him into Christianity, he was not a very faithful Muslim, though he put up a good front.

No judgement from me Anna.

Still, I cannot accept Islam if I accept Jesus. I will leave it at that.

You really have no idea how much empathy I have for you. I truely understand.

Maybe, in the end, your dad did right by you. One thing for sure, the men in your life deeply hurt you.

Consider what I’ve said

I pray you find joy and true love

So you should be able to answer this simple question then. He always carried something made of gold with him...what was it?

So what your saying is that you really don't know how Muslim men treat women other than what you read or see on MSM news sites. If every Muslim man was as vile as the MSM makes them out to be I think the women would of breed them out of existence, or not having a understanding of how the culture differences are as to what is acceptable as compared to your moral code so your just talking out your ass with assumptions.

Now those who seek out extremely young women are vile but you also seem to not know that as late as the 1920 people as young as 12 were getting married and had happy life long relationships with their husband's and wife's, and most of those weren't older men marring younger girls, it was younger boys and girls being married together because the girl was pregnant. Yes unlike your grandmother or great grandmother, if your are fortunate enough to of met her, wanted you to think, just like today kids got sexual and were fucking. What made it worse was they didn't have shit to do and being stuck in smaller quarters with sexual active parents, they actually saw and knew more than modern kids do, well that's until they find out how to get past the parental filter on the computer and find porn. Kids back then weren't as sexual naive as those today because most people didn't try to hide it from them like all these sexual repressed tight ass's nowdays. It's so bad here in the US that most kids think sex is something dirty and unnatural. Is it no wonder that most are confused, deviant, violent, and lacking of social skills when dealing with members of the opposite sex, shit like this is why there's rapes, violent assaults, homosexuality, Transgenderism, and now even people who are pushing for pedophilia as a sexual orientation. I'm not saying I'm for complete sexual education from a young age but damn some people treat sex like it's dirty and should never be something a normal person should do, ever. Do you understand how fucked up that can make children feel when they are just starting to be a raging hormone factory? Girls having their first menstrual cycle and not knowing what the hell is going on. Or boys who start having sexual attraction for girls for the first time ever while everyone around them still think girls are a total different species. That there does not have to be penetration to still have the chance to get pregnant, just vaginal semem contact. Or how to plan when in the month you should stop having sex so you hopefully don't get pregnant. Or the best even for the older adults that pharmaceutical type contraceptives have to put warnings labels on them that they only prevent pregnancy not sexual transmitted diseases, really? Adults still don't know that condoms can help stop 5hem, but no sex at all is the only way to avoid that.

Shit I think I went off on a wild tangent here and should of just said don't judge everyone off your morals, or tell her she doesn't feel what she feels because the way we're doing here today sure as hell isn't working with as high as the devorce rate, teenage and unwed pregnancy is.

Last Edited by Daggo on 09/29/2018 03:33 AM

Depends on what you’re referring to. He had a golden bracelet which I believe was a Muslim prayer bracelet and his wedding ring, which I could of easily stolen since he left it on the nightstand during my stay. His gun perhaps? That stayed in the nightstand drawer.

Anna... I don't really think you would have actually wanted to be with Gaddafi :P



I think you were just in a situation in ur life which made you want some kind of escape.... and Gaddafi seemed like a savior



And like... maybe he just stuck with you as the potential solution to all ur problems in your childhood?

:P

:P

Not saying u guys weren't in love....



Just that like..... everything you guys felt for each other was perfectly fitted for everything that came to pass

I think that everything that happened was the best outcome


I mean you were still very young..... and I'm not sure you would had wanted to stay with him for a long time anyway.... given how young you were

It is a shame the way the world is nowadays isn’t it? I was sexually naive at 15 being raised by a single dad who never discussed sex with me. When I first showed early pregnancy symptoms I was utterly confused and thought I was dying (y-you can’t get pregnant the first time you have sex...right?).

And yeah, he was a good person to me, regardless of his religion.

Kids tend to make immature decisions : )