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Ricky M
Senior Forum Moderator User ID: 71504938 United States 09/03/2019 06:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This idea that if I could just achieve X and Y and Z, that everything would be okay. There's a thing in the book about how when somebody leaps from a burning skyscraper, it's not that they're not afraid of falling anymore. It's that the alternative is so awful. And so then you're invited to consider what could be so awful that leaping to your death would seem like an escape from it. I don't know if you have any experience with this kind of thing. But it's worse than any kind of physical injury. It may be in the old days what was known as a spiritual crisis feeling as though every axiom in your life turned out to be false and there was actually nothing. And that you were nothing. And that it's all a delusion and you're so much better than everybody 'cause you can see how this is just a delusion, and you're so much worse because you can't fucking function. It's really horrible. I don't think that we ever change. I'm sure that I still have those same parts of me. Guess I'm trying really hard to find a way not to let them drive. You know? Read more: [link to www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk (secure)] Last Edited by R!€k¥ M on 09/03/2019 06:36 PM |
Ricky M
Senior Forum Moderator User ID: 71504938 United States 09/03/2019 06:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why transparent? Stop trying to be something you're not may help. Ok, well how can I explain? Imagine seer in her own body like she's piloting a mech. This is the natural order of things. When she uses her mark or turns her lights on, she stops being the pilot and is the mech instead. While she's doing that (which is often), demons are trying to rip her out of the pilot seat. When that happens, she will only be left as the mech, and the devil will be the pilot. This is always happening anyway, because it's how the system works. In her case it's accelerated and her demons likely answer to Tammuz or Mammon. This goes back to December. But again, it happens anyway. In effect I keep the ones from here away from her, but not the demons. |
Seer777
(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 09/03/2019 06:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That's what I read. I never invoked it, I just Googled it and read that particular bit back in 2013. Quoting: Seer777 The way 'their embrace' was described, was exactly what I was experiencing. It didn't help that the one describing was called 'seer' either. It really bent me. That's what it is like, if I lose control. It feels amazing but with terrible consequence. The only thing I can do it try to avoid it getting to that point. I don't always win the wrestling match. If I lose..I can lose days to it..and my mind. I've tried to avoid all things Enochian ever since other than warn people away. But it keeps coming back. What's more dangerous? You wrestling the thing every day until you die or finally understanding everything there is to know about it. You warning people is just going to have them running faster towards it. You describe it being rapture and better than an orgasm. Where did you first hear about Enochian magic? I'm certain this will kill me. It's only a matter of time. But then..that's all anyone has. That's why I've been looking for a way out, because I don't want to die. I want to live. And see a..better potential future. I know the risks. People are gonna do what they are going to do. I heard heroin feels amazing too, but that was never enough to warrant, for me doing it. Same with a lot of things. It is Rapture. That's what it is. And when you get there, you know how difficult it is to leave there, and then balance there. Endless wrestling. But it keeps you sharp. I heard about it here. From AGC whom I considered one of the most intelligent poster if not incredibly brash. When I saw his reaction to it, I knew to pay attention. He was right. After he left, I kinda took over his spot of warning people. It just comes to me. I don't have a choice. If I fight it, it often just holds tighter. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Ricky M
Senior Forum Moderator User ID: 71504938 United States 09/03/2019 07:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Can God steer a hurricane? Quoting: Seer777 Is prayer powerful or simply a temporary salve? [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Satellite photos show early devastation of Hurricane Dorian, with much of the Bahamas underwater [link to www.cnbc.com (secure)] [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Now, I'm fixing to do something the devil, he ain't never done for you. I'm gonna cut you loose. But before I do, you can take this with you. Whether we is rich or whether we is poor or some in-between. We is all homeless. Every last one of us. Just working our way back home. Read more: [link to www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 09/03/2019 07:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | daemon network phrase fits one or more things that are neither you or seer to cause that to be more realistic in the context of your phrase choses to utilize a word that mean two different things. me thinkest you, a homonymph! lol |
Ricky M
Senior Forum Moderator User ID: 71504938 United States 09/03/2019 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The Neverending Story (8/10) Movie CLIP - The Power of The Nothing (1984) HD [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] No...all the land is gone.. Thread: Ho Lee Fuk Abaco Bahamas...... Gone [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] 'We are not going to stop until we get everybody out,' Bahamian resident on water rescues After a group of men helped rescue a young boy and his family from a flooded neighborhood in Freeport, CNN's Patrick Oppmann briefly spoke with one of them. Oppmann: "How many people are still out there?" Unidentified man: "A few hundred." Oppmann: "How long are you going to keep doing it?" Unidentified man: "Until we get everybody. We are Bahamians, we are not going to stop until we get everybody out." [link to www.cnn.com (secure)] |
aether
User ID: 77772031 Spain 09/03/2019 07:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | daemon network phrase fits one or more things that are neither you or seer to cause that to be more realistic in the context of your phrase choses to utilize a word that mean two different things. me thinkest you, a homonymph! lol telepathy test failure is particle priest delight kiss |
Seer777
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Seer777
(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 09/03/2019 07:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ..aether Tomorrow is my 8th birthday. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Lizard King User ID: 77865450 United States 09/03/2019 08:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What if you could explore new dimensions...new worlds Quoting: Seer777 Where dreams become Reality...and Imagination has no limits. Virtual worlds built over our physical environment Explore with and play with others. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Why play a game, when you can live it? What's up Seer777 You know who it is.... |
Seer777
(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 09/03/2019 08:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My tomorrow, is your today.. Quoting: Seer777 I waited a whole year. To talk to you. Again. A whole year.. is a lot. your next day until my today brings both of us onto the same day today This song started the very split second, I quoted without any thought, to direction... It was the same song that came on randomly when K made her..thread.. I said to her, it wasn't one I'd normally listen to. And here it is..again. In the..same moment bent by weeks. I don't know what to make of you, aether. It scares me. As you know. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Lizard King User ID: 77865450 United States 09/03/2019 08:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What if you could explore new dimensions...new worlds Quoting: Seer777 Where dreams become Reality...and Imagination has no limits. Virtual worlds built over our physical environment Explore with and play with others. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Why play a game, when you can live it? |
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Lizard King User ID: 77865450 United States 09/03/2019 08:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, you were one of the guides that helped wake me up! Do you remember this thread? : I have the answers. You have the questions & I am never wrong. Thread: I have the answers. You have the questions & I am never wrong. Sending Massive Love and Respect (Y)our Way! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77865450 United States 09/03/2019 09:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, Quoting: Lizard King 77865450 you Do you remember this thread? : I have the answers. You have the questions & I am never wrong. Thread: I have the answers. You have the questions & I am never wrong. Sending Massive Love and Respect (Y)our Way! Fixed! |
Seer777
(OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 09/03/2019 09:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | How could I forget, IV(Memuse)? 222 signals often. The number anyway. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Last Edited by Seer777 on 09/03/2019 09:04 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 09/03/2019 10:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | daemon network phrase fits one or more things that are neither you or seer to cause that to be more realistic in the context of your phrase choses to utilize a word that mean two different things. me thinkest you, a homonymph! lol telepathy test failure is particle priest delight kiss chose a number between one and three! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 09/03/2019 10:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: aether daemon network phrase fits one or more things that are neither you or seer to cause that to be more realistic in the context of your phrase choses to utilize a word that mean two different things. me thinkest you, a homonymph! lol telepathy test failure is particle priest delight kiss chose a number between one and three! lol i'll give three guesses! lol |
Seer777
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