The VOID

I was so on and off glp back then it’s probable I didn’t see it.
Which thread did you post it on?

Anyway I have no plans to disappear anymore. Unless I am banned again I suppose

yes, i am aware.

the energy that those women are fighting over is dissipating.

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lol

I'm just warming up my arm. Just getting the first few pitches out.

Don’t keep me in suspense

well, i'm pretty predictable. lol

Same person you've been talking to all day..



I was overly guarded at that point..and for reasons that were my own.

Idk.

My dreams would take a another turn, a couple weeks later that I still struggle with.

I've mentioned repeatedly.

Is what it is.


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Couldn't say for sure.

I had the church dream not long after..we both drown at the end.


I was praying all the time at that point.

It worked..kinda.



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By we, do you mean us?
What was the rest of the dream about?

It's a female that is/was in a lot of my dreams. She's always right next to me.

I'm not sure who it was for sure.


She suggested we make a jump across the water, that was spilling out of the church. I knew the jump was physically impossible. I told her we wouldn't make it. Thus resigned us both to our fate.

I remember thinking just before I(we) drown..I should have at least tried to make the jump.


That was the lesson I took from it.


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Lol ac, come back. You got some splaining to do.

I like to think he was trying to offer me comfort. Which is what I needed at the time.


That was a rough month for me. Followed up by more rough months.


People forget all the things that happened from then to now, easier than I do.


But I can watch cookie videos until I get tired enough to sleep . And get inspired to do the same.



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It's a female that is/was in a lot of my dreams. She's always right next to me.

I'm not sure who it was for sure.


She suggested we make a jump across the water, that was spilling out of the church. I knew the jump was physically impossible. I told her we wouldn't make it. Thus resigned us both to our fate.

I remember thinking just before I(we) drown..I should have at least tried to make the jump.


That was the lesson I took from it.


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Hmm...are you bitter that I wasn’t around?

Life wasn’t a cakewalk for me either this past year...

Not at all.


I didn't want anyone around me at that point.

I tried to shut it all out.

It didn't work.


Telepathy isn't something you can hide from. I had to exhaust all potentials..to make sure.

I had some things I had to force myself to accept and once I did, things got a bit smoother..

For the time.


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:naval:

Morning...

I'm caramelizing some onions.