The VOID

Bring it fucking in

That's a long ride.

Kudos to your friends for doing something for others.

It is definitely nice to have my phone again.

It may be ironic or strange to say this about where I am, because the people here are pretty odd, but...

Yeah, it’s hard being around so many “normies”

Is there heavy emphasis on Judaism or religious observance as part of the treatment?

They are legitimate doctors?

Yep they hire therapists and clinical staff in addition to the spiritual staff which is made up of rabbis and chaplains. They also have addiction counselors. So yeah everyone is accredited in their specific area of treatment.

They are certainly not your traditional religious folk, but there are services on friday nights and saturday mornings. A lot of music during those. We also have torah studies every weekday in the morning. But they are okay with people believing whatever they want. We have some atheists and some catholics and whatever else. I haven’t exactly volunteered that I’m an occultist but I don’t think they’d care if I did.

But everyone IS expected to attend services regardless and to show up for torah study and stuff.

Good to know.

I'd imagine living in L.A., they would have to be pretty open-minded regarding the myriad of belief systems.

Do you enjoy the Torah studies? Learn anything specifically interesting regarding?

Hopefully he rides like the wind
Thank you for the support. Just by reposting that song you have contributed.

Yes. And they do lots of community events and stuff of that nature.

Thus far in torah study...not much I can really think of at the moment. Although they have a lot of books in their library and among them is the famous kabbalistic work, I think it’s sephir yetzirah, thats pretty interesting

I was also reading this book about a psychiatrist who is also a genuine psychic. Pretty crazy story. I started wondering what different forms a psychic gift can manifest in.

That seems like a rather conflicting skillset

Yeah. Apparently, she was aware of her psychic nature as a young adult, and when she went into medical school, the dissonace between her experiences and what they were teaching her deeply confused her. She talks about how she was a resident in a psych ward and a woman was brought into the ward who “thought she was psychic”. And the psychiatrist lady realized she could have been the one in the psych ward.

But then later, when she had her own practice, she had a vision of one of her patients attempting suicide and she disregarded it. And then it came true, and she realized she had to find a way to integrate her abilities into her work.

Well I got put into a psych ward because I said that I am from the future. Personally I did not think it was a big deal to say something like that but apparently that shit will get you locked up for seven days.

Sounds familiar.

I can definitely resonate with that. I went into psychology because I find human behavior both terrifying and fascinating.

In one of my smaller lectures I asked the prof if people could have lucid and deep visual dream experience, while having a seizure. He had no answer for me.

I found out years later that it is very common in temporal lobe seizures.


My experience was very vivid, and set the course for my life at 16. Finding out what happened exactly..was part of that journey.

She worked at an institute at UCLA which studies psychic phenomena.

At some point, fast approaching, I believe that science will integrate the psychic with traditional psychology. They are not by any means mutually exclusive.

And I’m meeting with the creative matters department again next week to talk about an assignment, I just have to send them like three pieces as a portfolio. I’ve done so much writing, but a lot of it is conspiratorial...so I have to seriously consider what I want to send. I should probably do it no later than tomorrow...

I know that there are one or two people here I could prove the existence of telepathy with. I even devised the test, to prove it. To what end though?

I, they..know it's real. What does that prove to the world? What good would it do if people knew?


I can tell you one thing, people generally think they are alone with their thoughts, when it suddenly feels like you aren't, observer effect kicks in. The reasoning behind the myth of Santa.

Learning to watch one's thoughts and stop them before they manifest, is a mighty discipline that took years of constant attentiveness and practice.

I think that is why I developed 'avoidance' as a coping mechanism. Not sure I'd go that direction again, looking back. Certainly made it harder on myself.

My 3rd eye felt like it was going to crack open, for hours this morning.

It rarely gets like that, but does seem to happen in October for some reason.

I mentioned it in chat in Oct 2016.

Hey Seer...what do you think about this?

In what regard?

You told me your dream in chat and suddenly everything changed. You stopped eating and it has been going on ever since.

The test I devised is straight forward and simple, and easy to set up.


Me/other, on camera, separated by normal distance. Click a stopwatch when ping is sent(other)/felt(me).

Essentially since I am the receiver, I would be indicating when I felt the ping of the sender..

Very easy. Could probably even work on FaceTime with blindfolds.


Spoiler: It's almost instant. There would need to be discipline on just sending a *ping*.

Once entangled it gets faster.

Cheers old friend. :)

I know you feel it too.

It is so comforting to know, there are others. It's why I keep this up.

What do you think about it?

I don’t know. I go back to that dream. It took place in LA, where I am now. And what’s REALLY fucking strange to me is that the place I worked, where I lost my mind, is RIGHT across the street from Beit T’Shuvah, the treatment center I am in. It’s mind blowingly weird that I am back here again. And living here no less. I don’t know what to make of it. It seems like God is involved. Or Satan. I can’t tell...

Thought I'd point out, that the way hotpot is eaten.. does allow for a more 'vegetarian' option..if one eats fish and has the split bowl, even more so.


In the vids..the veggies (bok choy, mushrooms, cilantro, etc) go in the broth first..then the beef/pork meat, then the fish..due to fish flavor changing the flavor of the broth..but can be added whenever, if one likes fish.

Lunch was cuttlefish balls and veggies.. I was surprised that cuttlefish was a thing people eat. It was good. Kinda sweet.


Since I don't eat pork/beef/bird..we did the veggies and the then the fish balls..after I was finished, he added the thinly sliced beef/pork.

It was cool to watch. It cooked in seconds.

Almost tempted. :P


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Maybe you should tell them that's where this started.

You had that dream, and then everything went sour really fast.

Those were bad times for us both..


I'd like to think that you have gained wisdom and skill over these last years.


You know what they say..There is only God..and God while drinking..

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Maybe...but I’m not sure they’d understand. I’m not sure I understand.

I certainly think I’ve gained a lot of wisdom. I mean GLP destroyed me back in the day. And now it hardly phases me.

You said in that post though you think you could have made a deal with the devil without knowing. Was there anything to that statement or was it just a passing thought?

Man though...I can’t believe it. I’ve had so many bizarre experiences in Culver City, which is within LA. Why do I keep ending up here? My Dad’s old house was down the road from where I am as well. And I had a mushroom trip here. There is something weird about everything. Which I already knew, but I can’t puzzle it out.

I asked God for help recently when I was having a really hard time in this place. Shortly thereafter, I wrote that speech and delivered it and got this internship opportunity and overwhelming support from the community at Beit T’Shuvah. It was just like it was when I was accepted to come here and when I survived my suicide attempt. Something vaguely magical.

Would God still be willing to help me if I made a deal with the devil?
I have had some meditation about this question and I thought about it.
In the dream, the contract I signed was not voluntary. I think that either I was born into that contract or coerced into it.

There seems to be an ancestral component or...perhaps it is spiritual ancestry of some kind. But there is a component of bondage.

The Annunaki are in a sense the children of Satan. But I have this strong, steong feeling of spiritual connection with the Annunaki. And the Annunaki are historically the origins of the Illuminati Preisthood.

El, whom in my daydreams spearheaded the psychological programming of Klus Arc, is the name of the God of the jewish. Isn’t that trippy? Because I didn’t know that at the time.

The programming I always wrote about turns out to be ASTRAL in nature. And now it all makes sense. We were being groomed.

In the Poppy story, she makes a deal with the devil.

Did you ever watch Crash?

Highly recommend.



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The deal I made with Mike.. It wasn't for my 'soul' though. It was for my time. Every day. .

It never worked, so I never held to it. Not without fighting. Maybe that is why it didn't work. IDK. I was desperate and in distress and I hear contracts are not applicable in such cases. I like to think..

Annunaki resonate with me too. It was one of the subjects that brought me to GLP.

I prayed to God, Jesus, the angels, endlessly..


Angels help.


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What do you think about “astral handlers”?
I have this idea that entities are very aware of certain human beings and participate in their lives in some way.
I think they choose certain people to carry out tasks and help facilitate their destinies.
When I come here, when I talk to you, Seer, I feel some kind of electricity coursing through me. Some inspiration, inspired by what I don’t know, connecting me to my soul and elevating my perception in some way, heightening it.

At times like that, I’m starkly aware of these entities...in daydreams, I can intuit or understand them and their whispers. They are ghostlike astral figures that stand behind the people they feel represent them.

I talked a lot about Eve before I got in here. I don’t think she was wrong to listen to the serpent. It is the origin of free will, the ability to defy God is what makes us human and not obedient automotan.

God made the choice never to allow the Annunaki into paradise. Supposedly this decision was eternal and final. Is the legacy of the Annunaki, who copulated with mankind (or rather Womankind) a literal physical ancestry? Or is the intercourse between Annunaki and human woman actually an astral or spiritual intermingling?

That is why I wonder if the so-called Illuminati bloodlines exist outside of space and time, if somehow these entities are involved with human destiny and anomalous psychic/magical experiences. And perhaps because those experiences are tied to fallen angels, that is why they are considered demonic.

No different than the belief in guardian angels..I do think they are around. .

A Khodam.. was something I was attracted to many years ago..and so it has gone.

I do continue to see it as training because wisdom comes with experience and pain and failure reap a perceivable cost and reward.


I know what I feel and can only go on what others tell me they feel in return.


When I think of 'paradise' I think it is often synonymous with sexual pleasure and I think Game of Thrones spelled it out perfectly.

Maybe God locked the Annunaki(Fallen angels) out of sexual congress with human women.

At least physically..


The original purpose of 'veiling women' was to hide them from the 'angels'..or beings that were far better able, to take what they wanted. Kill the men, pillage then goods, take the women.

Sounds like history.


It makes sense of a lot of things.



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