I was a victim of child psychological experimentation in the 80's and 90's

I was abused by my Mother's friends husband as a 7 or 8 year old child.

Then abused by middle school athletes in early teens and the school would do nothing.

I began getting phone calls at home (on a landline) from one a MUCH older male who knew me from school, knew personal stuff, would say super sick shit to me on the phone, I never told my parents and so never learned who he was. But he threatened me like you wouldn't believe to the point I was afraid to leave my house.

Btw. I was in a segregated program for 'gifted students' that they used to give us in the 70's that once you tested into it, you were pretty much starred for the rest of your education and kept separated from 'other students' and they were all told basically how much smarter you were than them, therefore, you got a lot of hate back.

Buried all this mentally until I had a TIA that unlocked my childhood like it happened yesterday. Why I could not recall a lot of this before I think is a mix of things, but I still can't recall the outings and things I did with the other kids in this group, except for one fossil dig.

Needless to say, I'm 53 and in therapy. 2 of these people are likely dead, maybe more. I'll Keep Going. Fuck them.

The children given head injuries grieve for you - wanna cookie?

No I got plenty of those, to a point I have had part of my skull removed, I just left that part out, intentionally, cuz its too much to share...but thanks for bringing it up.

I am so, so very sad to hear this my friend.

Keep talking.
You need to work through this.
I am listening.
There are others here who have very similar memories.

You did nothing wrong.

Justice will be served eventually.
The Lord does not look upon child molesters fondly.

Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
I send you my unconditional love.

Statue of limitations begins after discovery of new facts associated with the claim.

So for example if you turned up a contract from the CIA for the research the statute begins tolling upon the discovery of new facts.

Some states give specific leeway to the statute for child abuse, New York for example re priest molestations.

You file a federal civil rights lawsuit, any reasonable claim opens the door to discovery, subpoenas for documents, etc..

Generally 42 US Code Section 1983.

western society is run by a rainbow mafia snake witch cult full of lesbian baby murdrers and demonic sodomite pedo tyrant fascist enforcers whose daily occupation is policing the doublespeak mental prison clown world matrix control grid

That's different - a brain injury is a REAL problem, a lot bigger than having your pee pee touched

I speak for all the children who received head injuries, dismemberment, became blind, deaf, or paraplegic, when i say that getting your pee pee touched is the worse thing that can happen to a kid at the hands of another. Yeah, sure

Amen. This is the way to be supportive.
God bless and heal you.

After being sexually assaulted by my neighbor in 1987 I was then sexually assaulted by my first grade teacher the same year, her name was Mrs. Hill, teacher at Jackson elementary in Everett, Washington.

After the sexual assault I flipped out on her and attacked her in class some weeks after the assault.
She was able to convince everyone that I was retarded (her words) and I was sent to the special Ed program at another school.

My second grade teacher was a sadist, her name was Mrs. Green. Lowell elementary in Everett, Washington. She liked to antagonize us into outbursts and then restrain us by ripping us out of our chairs and slamming our backs onto the floor and pressing on our chest with her knee. She would laugh at us as our faces turned red.

The effects of this caused them to diagnose me as emotionally disturbed and I was sent to Luther Child Center/day treatment (now owned by compass health) and this is where the real horror began.

They would do different experiments on us to see how we react. They would take us on field trips and expose us to different situations to see how we responded.
I recall once being led down a path with a group of other Children where we view a man sitting naked on a bench with his clothing neatly folded beside him and reading a news paper.

Other experiments would involve sex play with the staff, including actual intercourse with a female staff member.
We were told individually that we weren't allowed to discuss our therapy, but kids talk and you could tell with the girls what had happened even if they refused to tell.

Sometimes they would lock us in closets. Sometimes we would be beaten.
All of it was regarded as therapy.

Of the few kids I stayed friends with all but one died through self destruction while we were teenagers. My last friend died at 27 because of drug abuse.

I have been told that because the statute of limitations has expired that I can't sue so I will never see justice.
So instead I have decided to begin talking about my experiences both to tell the story so that people know, but also because I now realize that I'm still suffering from what happened to me as a kid and I'm trying to come to terms with it.

My childhood was a long series of horrors and it destroyed me in many ways that I'm just now beginning to understand.

Wow that's awful. So sorry.

No I got plenty of those, to a point I have had part of my skull removed, I just left that part out, intentionally, cuz its too much to share...but thanks for bringing it up.

This hurts my heart so much.
I’m so very sorry.
I am listening and I hear you.
Keep talking.
Keep healing.
Keep Living.

You are loved very much.
I send you unconditional love.

Sorry to hear what you went through.
I was subjected to a "therapeutic reform" school in the 80's. Now closed because of a multitude of illegal and abusive practices. The type of therapies they used there are illegal now but there are programs still using the remnants of it. By the time I broke my programming and realized and affirmed with other who attended the abuse my statute of limitations was over too.
It was an experiment to re-educate us into who they told us we should be. None of the kids were bad kids prior to being sent there. All of the families they came from had a lot of money. Many kids from famous families and political families. An example is the grandson of Margaret Singer and ambassadors children. It was indeed partially funded by a CIA program. I don't want to hijack your thread so I won't go into the types of abuse. Basically the experiment focused on controlling by means very similar to what you see occuring with covid and the media pitting people against eachother to control. They took slightly rebellious teens and tried to change their personality and control them by conning them into controlling eachother. There was also a focus on scaring the he'll out of us if we didn't comply. Comply or the other choice is far worse. Lots of isolation techniques and shaming and demoralizing tacktics.

I was abused by my Mother's friends husband as a 7 or 8 year old child.

Then abused by middle school athletes in early teens and the school would do nothing.

I began getting phone calls at home (on a landline) from one a MUCH older male who knew me from school, knew personal stuff, would say super sick shit to me on the phone, I never told my parents and so never learned who he was. But he threatened me like you wouldn't believe to the point I was afraid to leave my house.

Btw. I was in a segregated program for 'gifted students' that they used to give us in the 70's that once you tested into it, you were pretty much starred for the rest of your education and kept separated from 'other students' and they were all told basically how much smarter you were than them, therefore, you got a lot of hate back.

Buried all this mentally until I had a TIA that unlocked my childhood like it happened yesterday. Why I could not recall a lot of this before I think is a mix of things, but I still can't recall the outings and things I did with the other kids in this group, except for one fossil dig.

Needless to say, I'm 53 and in therapy. 2 of these people are likely dead, maybe more. I'll Keep Going. Fuck them.