I was a victim of child psychological experimentation in the 80's and 90's

Lol... Horoscope...

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After being sexually assaulted by my neighbor in 1987 I was then sexually assaulted by my first grade teacher the same year, her name was Mrs. Hill, teacher at Jackson elementary in Everett, Washington.

After the sexual assault I flipped out on her and attacked her in class some weeks after the assault.
She was able to convince everyone that I was retarded (her words) and I was sent to the special Ed program at another school.

My second grade teacher was a sadist, her name was Mrs. Green. Lowell elementary in Everett, Washington. She liked to antagonize us into outbursts and then restrain us by ripping us out of our chairs and slamming our backs onto the floor and pressing on our chest with her knee. She would laugh at us as our faces turned red.

The effects of this caused them to diagnose me as emotionally disturbed and I was sent to Luther Child Center/day treatment (now owned by compass health) and this is where the real horror began.

They would do different experiments on us to see how we react. They would take us on field trips and expose us to different situations to see how we responded.
I recall once being led down a path with a group of other Children where we view a man sitting naked on a bench with his clothing neatly folded beside him and reading a news paper.

Other experiments would involve sex play with the staff, including actual intercourse with a female staff member.
We were told individually that we weren't allowed to discuss our therapy, but kids talk and you could tell with the girls what had happened even if they refused to tell.

Sometimes they would lock us in closets. Sometimes we would be beaten.
All of it was regarded as therapy.

Of the few kids I stayed friends with all but one died through self destruction while we were teenagers. My last friend died at 27 because of drug abuse.

I have been told that because the statute of limitations has expired that I can't sue so I will never see justice.
So instead I have decided to begin talking about my experiences both to tell the story so that people know, but also because I now realize that I'm still suffering from what happened to me as a kid and I'm trying to come to terms with it.

My childhood was a long series of horrors and it destroyed me in many ways that I'm just now beginning to understand.

OP look into breakingcodeofsilence you belong to this group of survivors.

Well I hope so too.
Like a dumbass I reached out to the school district and told them my story.
I talked to a title 9 officer for the district named Mary O'Brian and you know what she did? She twisted my words, said there was no record of me and that my claims were unsubstantiated and that it didn't matter anyway because the statute of limitations was up.

So what she did was what Mrs. Hill did in first grade, she found a way to wash her hand of me.

I am so angry and I feel like an idiot for convincing myself that times had changed and that if I reached out that maybe things could be made right.
But it was just more of the same.

So now I'm going to reach out to the justice department, but O don't have a lot of faith that they will actually give a fuck. Why would they?

Anyway I'm having a shitty night.

Sorry to hear about what you experienced.. I can't even imagine. I'd be very curious to know if the hierarchy of the catholic church was involved?

Don't be arrogant. Astrology was once considered a science. It may only be a religious belief system. BUT it could be a lot more.... you have no idea to what ends of creation the patterns of existance repeat themselves and possibly define who/what we are. All is a mystery and you cannot see all.

That picture you post appears to be you and the sum of your perceptions.

uh, no.
Don't join any groups that look for mk ultra victims and claim to help them. That's how the cia keeps an eye on us, one of the ways anyway.
Tell everyone EXCEPT anyone in a position of authority.

Please give me your credit card and social security numbers. I want to read your numerology charts and let you know how you could improve your life!

Not sure qhy my fucking reply got fucking deleted


But OP.

any way to contact you in regards to this matter?

-concerned vet

After being sexually assaulted by my neighbor in 1987 I was then sexually assaulted by my first grade teacher the same year, her name was Mrs. Hill, teacher at Jackson elementary in Everett, Washington.

After the sexual assault I flipped out on her and attacked her in class some weeks after the assault.
She was able to convince everyone that I was retarded (her words) and I was sent to the special Ed program at another school.

My second grade teacher was a sadist, her name was Mrs. Green. Lowell elementary in Everett, Washington. She liked to antagonize us into outbursts and then restrain us by ripping us out of our chairs and slamming our backs onto the floor and pressing on our chest with her knee. She would laugh at us as our faces turned red.

The effects of this caused them to diagnose me as emotionally disturbed and I was sent to Luther Child Center/day treatment (now owned by compass health) and this is where the real horror began.

They would do different experiments on us to see how we react. They would take us on field trips and expose us to different situations to see how we responded.
I recall once being led down a path with a group of other Children where we view a man sitting naked on a bench with his clothing neatly folded beside him and reading a news paper.

Other experiments would involve sex play with the staff, including actual intercourse with a female staff member.
We were told individually that we weren't allowed to discuss our therapy, but kids talk and you could tell with the girls what had happened even if they refused to tell.

Sometimes they would lock us in closets. Sometimes we would be beaten.
All of it was regarded as therapy.

Of the few kids I stayed friends with all but one died through self destruction while we were teenagers. My last friend died at 27 because of drug abuse.

I have been told that because the statute of limitations has expired that I can't sue so I will never see justice.
So instead I have decided to begin talking about my experiences both to tell the story so that people know, but also because I now realize that I'm still suffering from what happened to me as a kid and I'm trying to come to terms with it.

My childhood was a long series of horrors and it destroyed me in many ways that I'm just now beginning to understand.

After being sexually assaulted by my neighbor in 1987 I was then sexually assaulted by my first grade teacher the same year, her name was Mrs. Hill, teacher at Jackson elementary in Everett, Washington.

After the sexual assault I flipped out on her and attacked her in class some weeks after the assault.
She was able to convince everyone that I was retarded (her words) and I was sent to the special Ed program at another school.

My second grade teacher was a sadist, her name was Mrs. Green. Lowell elementary in Everett, Washington. She liked to antagonize us into outbursts and then restrain us by ripping us out of our chairs and slamming our backs onto the floor and pressing on our chest with her knee. She would laugh at us as our faces turned red.

The effects of this caused them to diagnose me as emotionally disturbed and I was sent to Luther Child Center/day treatment (now owned by compass health) and this is where the real horror began.

They would do different experiments on us to see how we react. They would take us on field trips and expose us to different situations to see how we responded.
I recall once being led down a path with a group of other Children where we view a man sitting naked on a bench with his clothing neatly folded beside him and reading a news paper.

Other experiments would involve sex play with the staff, including actual intercourse with a female staff member.
We were told individually that we weren't allowed to discuss our therapy, but kids talk and you could tell with the girls what had happened even if they refused to tell.

Sometimes they would lock us in closets. Sometimes we would be beaten.
All of it was regarded as therapy.

Of the few kids I stayed friends with all but one died through self destruction while we were teenagers. My last friend died at 27 because of drug abuse.

I have been told that because the statute of limitations has expired that I can't sue so I will never see justice.
So instead I have decided to begin talking about my experiences both to tell the story so that people know, but also because I now realize that I'm still suffering from what happened to me as a kid and I'm trying to come to terms with it.

My childhood was a long series of horrors and it destroyed me in many ways that I'm just now beginning to understand.

Are you really this dumb?

It was a lame attempt at phishing Moran.

You do you, believe what you want. I have no beef with astrology.

I was pointing out that the Indian proxy phag didn't really want the info for a horoscope, but was phishing.

The ac above got it dipshit.

Wow. You seem really butt hurt.