I hate that I woke this morning. Yet another day in the humiliation ritual

Denial ritual maybe?

Until you get it right?
Seek fantastic experiences.
&
Ask girls out.
Worst thing that can happen is what you are already doing- apparently.

Abandon the Judeo Cult

Sounds like you haven't even lived a full day yet.

Get some exercise in the sun.

Everybody dose not get to live a full life.

Nothing brightens a buzz more than a day of rejection .

well. there’s always richard simmons and dancing with the oldies. so , that’s something.

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You would not have survived 100 years ago.

Do you realize that you have life on easy mode compared to literally THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF HUMAN ANCESTORS which came before you, all of whom had to fight tooth and nail just to survive from day to day?

And here you are, complaining that the TV and the Internet news is making you feel sad and you want to give up...

Your ancestors are turning in their graves.
Toughen up buttercup. if you have food in your belly and a solid roof over your head, you have it better then 80% of the world's population right now.

It's not called "survival of the fittest" because it's easy.
It is a system meant to weed out the weak for the good of the species.

The only question that remains is are you gonna roll over and die or are you gonna get back up and fight to live?

yeah we noticed. the jobs that enable you to afford you a full life all seem to go to a certain type, the type of people you see in the commercials

they would do experiments on dogs, they would hold out food to a starving puppy and then shock the dog, after about 3 or 4 tries the dog gives up and just starves.

the people who do those experiments absolutely love doing shit like that to us. forever. death is the only good thing about this psycho hell world.

Yes sure asking some stranger out leads to great things
Fantastic experiences? Like what pay the rent if you can?

100 years ago you had evil. today, we have institutionalized, scientifically engineered evil that is pervasive and all encompassing and permeates every facet of our daily lives. it creates a feedback loop where we are corrupted by the corruption all around us.

no one gives a damn about food in our bellies and a roof over our head, we are spiritually homeless and being reduced to privation by a ruthless, monolithic conspiracy. our history rewritten, our extended families forgotten, families estranged, neighbors suspicious, coworkers hostile, institutions subverted, churches infiltrated, food poisoned, money debased and counterfeited by central banks, and on and on and on it goes, and here you are talking about food and a roof like anyone gives a damn.

That kind of humorous perspective is something the unliving do not possess, my friend.

If you don't have it...it means nobody wants to give it to you.

anyone of these demonic cocksucking losers in hell could help me and give me an apartment or a house, and they don't want to. that is the conspiracy. it involves everyone.

and I don't want to live around riggers, every rigger on earth needs to be shot a 1000 times, take your rigger housing and burn it down with your mom inside

That's fucking terrible advice you gave there.
There is NO point in asking a girl out except for sex.
They're social media saturated drones and junkies and a pain in the ass, not to mention expensive.
Buy a guitar.

Go outside bro. It’s 74 degrees in January.

Guitars are awesome. I am about to buy a new schecter 7 string. Problem is, guitars can’t bear your children no matter how much you play with em.

sell everything, buy a backpack, 4 season tent, and the rest of best camp equipment and hit the road...write a book about it when you get fed up and enjoy the royalties!

BUMP

A long term investment that is basically just a way for you to waste your time feeding an endless cycle and a perverted, parasitic system. Sure. But 18 years is a long time.
If its not that, its just the stress of a relationship in the perverted modern world that turns people off to the whole idea. Women these days have gone through the same system as everyone else and the propaganda got to them too. Even if they're on team red/blue or whatever your specific niche is. You can't avoid it anymore. It's everywhere.
They engineered these conditions deliberately knowing that is exactly what happened. And no wonder the courts are all misandrists. You can call it what you want but if you ask me, I think they are cultists. And I think these cultists are playing with some pretty hardcore soul-binding mass mind control. Maybe they should stop? Probably not.
Either way, that makes them combatants engaged in acts of war on ordinary American citizens so maybe people should kill them?