My younger brother

Other poster is wrong.. Fent is dirt cheap. Like insanely cheap. Those fake 30 mg percs are 4 bucks each buying 100 of em. Dude that cut my hair hooked people up with them. Fent is probably the cheapest drug out there outside of meth. And these prices are from the west capstone even further up north as of last year.

If your brother liked opiates, just prepare for the worst as far as what how etc.. just saying..and I am genuinely sorry for your loss. Have lost many friends and my mother to addiction. The odds of it being laced with weed isn’t very good.

West coast* further up north… typo derp

For your courage in overcoming additction.
Be strong may the Lord heal, your hearts, may you feel His grace for you, even in this difficult time. Praying.

My deepest sympathy !

:SYP:

me too, i have been in recovery since 2011, i have seen quite a few friends die from the disease of addiction

i am not sure if they will do an autopsy to see what is in his system

i'm sorry you lost a relative - and i am sorry he made your life miserable - i know some also, being in recovery

i just can't believe i am going through this right now

i am still in shock, i assume

Sorry for your loss.

If and when I look to end my stay on this planet, I will look for fentanyl to get it done quickly.

My younger brother has been in prison the past 3 years.

He has hep c, and a nasty heroin addiction.

He also has a big mouth. Mother called a week ago and said he got stabbed in the showers. Shoulder and back. Just needed stitches.

It's just a matter of time before we get the call that he's been killed.

No one in the family thinks he'll ever get out alive.

He has 22 years left. I honestly don't think he's gonna make it.

No..fentanyl is dirt cheap. Mass produced in China by the ton. Shipped to Mexico and carried in by the kilo by "border crossers".

Your brother is with god. And one day, you will be reunited.

I lost my (older) step-brother to overdose of liquid morphine.


1995

He was 33.


We were close like real blood brothers. We shared an apartment when I was in college.


I know how you must feel, op.


Peace

I am so sorry for your loss and will include you in my prayer.

often we can not understand why things are happening, in those times it is more important than ever to trust in the Lord, in our Heavenly Father.

try to stay strong!

So sorry about your tragedy. Street drugs are always more dangerous.

MY Prayers for you all, Metanoia.

I am so sorry, OP ! Prayers said.

I am so very sorry, OP. Prayers up for you and your family.

Condolences OP

I think I had fentanyl laced weed once either that or psychedelic

Took one hit and I was out of my mind

It was a crazy trip
Someone had to walk me to a taxi

You don’t realize what youth culture had become
Kids willingly take fentanyl they call it blues
They are that stupid
And dealers willingly give it and lace it

What was his crime?

i know - i meditated last night and think i felt a connection - i told him if i said or did anything that made him ever upset with me to please forgive me



yes, that is too soon, way too soon

we never know what God has in plan - according to my beliefs - life is continuous and i believe in reincarnation - so i wonder who he will be awakening in next

sorry that you went through what i am going through - death is hard and life is harder

why do we need to bring children into the world has been my thoughts for the past few years - it can cause us so much more pain

So so sorry for you loss OP




Keep the happy memories close to your heart


My younger brother suffers from kidney failure

Its not a nice life

when your on dialysis

Its a slow death basically


I hope he went quickly to the heavenly father

My heart goes out to you. I lost my son in February of this year to fentanyl, he was living in Seattle. Drugs should not be legalized. And Portland and Seattle are killing people with this permissive garbage. He OD’d the day before, they gave him narcon and sent him on his way from the ER. Next day he was dead. He was 27 years old. I cannot fathom the fact he is gone.

thank you all

i am still numb - haven't been able to find any tears - is something wrong with me....

have i been so incredibly hurt in this lifetime that i can't feel anything anymore...

i am also extremely overwhelmed in my household, just getting back 5 days ago from a 6 month job, where i was promised things that of course never came to fruition, then i get home and everything is broken, the washing machine, the dishwasher, the couch, a bed, a bathroom, then my truck won't start, and of course NO ONE in my family contributed to these things - so it was the Not Me Ghost.... and i am just overwhelmed and shut down already, praying for my death constantly - and then the call yesterday from my mom

i still pray for the Creator to take me and He took my brother

My brother passed away 14 years ago today. I feel your pain and prayers for you & family.

Sometimes we sink and sink, and it is only when we really hit rock bottom that we have a surface to push us back to the surface.

I really hope that you are now beginning to come back up to the surface.

My prayers are for you living not dying.
Sent with LOVE

Well, I am a parent.


Some days I am not sure that was the right decision.


Our daughter was planned.


What is done is done.


It's a hard world to survive in, but she is a pretty determined kid with a good head on her.

he was an addict in recovery for over 10 years

he relapsed, like a lot of us do

so maybe the coroner will say something different in front of them - maybe also it is just my moms way of coping by believing something different form what the coroner told her

all i know is she said marijuana and fentanyl, and they are going to cremate his body there

i have never even seen fentanyl - what do people do with it? they don't put it in weed??

i am praying for more understanding as to what really happened

that is what we thought about my brother, he got sober in 2010 and became a great man with a great head on his shoulders

the drug world has always been cunning, baffling and powerful and that mixed with any insecurities can be a recipe for disaster - i never was a drug taker - i would try them and say i don;t like them - for me - alcohol was my addiction but by the Grace of God and the meetings, i was able to overcome it in 2011, still, day by day with two relapses in two weekends in a row in 2015, and realized i don't ever want to go back to drinking again - and i still haven't since 2015

so glad that your daughter is doing wonderful, my kids are as well

Glad to hear that.