This is a seed that was planted in my head just a few moments ago....HA! You're on the same page as my guidance....

THIS is a step I can take before even our getting together....write out all the info I would tell them, without being in their face, them just having a knee jerk reaction, and it all going to hell from there.

It would certainly help if they had computers and knew how to use them, though. Heh, I've written so many A+ research papers in college, so I am prepared.

That's something I'm going to do during the visit is teach my mom how to use a computer. She just doesn't even have a clue. My bother might know a little, but he doesn't own a computer, and I don't think he wants one or cares to learn.


And to all youse guyses saying it's their business to inform themselves or not.....but they're my loved ones, and they're ignorant of what's happening.

Am I really supposed to simply think, "You reap what you sow"?


Fucking brick walls, they make me crazy in m'noggin.


I now have a plan, so at least I have a way to move forward on a positive note.....it's me preparing to fly over that brick wall.

At least that will give my brain something to chew on, rather than this three ring circus I have had going on this morning.

Heh, nothing gets me riled up in my solar plexus like my family....