I just heard from my guidance, "Let go".

I can't let go of my family, I respond.

"Not your family, what your feeling. You are spiraling down."

Not to care about them?, I respond.


Silence.


Of course silence, because I'm spiraling and can't be talked to....


This is some real fuckery, this indelible love.


I suppose I can plant my feet firmly in that indelible love....and let go of the rest of it. Maybe. That'll be a first, and I'm a letting go artist.


They are adults....just really ill informed adults. I am indeed able to inform them....heh, "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them to drink it".

I don't think I'm even able to get them to the watering hole....