How is the body doing? Y'all ok?

Agreed. I just fell off the horse again a bit over the weekend. I've been doing really well not drinking lately though. I'm still getting better.

Too cold to go outside so I’m cozy and high, drinking butter nipple coffee and preparing to clear a Dwemer ruin with a ginger hottie in my heavily modded Skyrim game. Just short of heaven really.

Ending it is the only thing I think about, now.

well cut it out man.

Sounds nice. I haven't gamed in a while. The game of life has kept me pretty busy.

That's a great fucking day from both perspectives.

It never ends...we only create suffering in the endeavor.... as much as we must love we must fight...


Many of us have been there, but do not despair...that is like casting a spell on yourself...manifesting ruin... how do we all win?? What possible emotion is there that can counteract fear, anger, and the various remaining vestiges of our animal natures to actually bring us into unity?

Next level shit right there... now to bring it into the real.