Don't hide in the shadows...

Hey Nicole

How are you?

It's Nicolle, and I am good. How are you Anna?

Maybe after this long I can finally ge the spelling right

ok Nicolle cool

I am good... glad you are good

I might go to a mental ward tomorrow for kicks

Kind of feeling like I have helped enough on glp and I want to go help some people on the inside haha

Hmm might be a waste of energy...


One cannot cure stupid... Stupid can only cure itself...

I decided to not waste anymore lifetime on females in a romantic way.

That can time can be burned in more funny ways...

It could be a nice break for you.

yeah for sure... jsut get to color and chat with people... and they feed you... it will be a blast

I will miss my bathtub

saving the world is better though haha

Certainly, this is a position I can understand... except, the ones I reference are younger relatives (sister, cousin, etc) as well as others whom I coached in sport.

There's no romantic involvement here, I quite simply care for these "little sisters". I know in modern society that sort of sentiment is almost immediately viewed as predatory, but yeah, it isn't.

So I do what I can.
I enacted a 'no politics' rule during a get together late last year. Amazingly it was approved of an adhered to. Honestly, I think I mostly gained a reprieve for myself rather than a victory for the light. :/ :(

That sounds like you're planning a vacation.

So you wrote this? Nice <3

Only dragon females behave this way. Except tiamat. They possessed their husbands to act this way to be better than the other female dragons. They were guilty about murdering Anu because they hated Tiamat... so they acted a little insane.

and then they eventually murdered their husbands and got them to blame themselves somehow

Sent them to rule over a version of earth that is the same only they feed energy from it at will so its very painful... and they call it hell... gave it to tribe of Judah because they had the purest Baby dragon Yahweh/Orion that they also murdered from jealousy (Jehovah as a Tiger did because his wife teamed up with teh dragons to possess him to do so)

Guinan from Star Trek is like a Race of Dragons (immortal time travelers whoring around for fun in the galaxy taking what they want)

And The real life Borg is this group of women that incarnated that refer to themselves only as "them" not he or she (mostly where I live in Oregon)

Communism is Borg and it is better to the men in insane suffering than what is offered to them daily for being goood honest men... but men need to KNOW THY DESERVE MORE THAN COMMUNISM... they deserve to grow their own business and know that they CAN

Male Dragons are incredible ... maybe many of you are in australia... sent there to be food for the females and beat up on

Lucifer was the best dragon because he was Tiamats son... but secret mate, but they werent ready to be mates yet... (he had part of anu in him who was murdered by her daughters)... she couldnt give him one because then she would have no one

I mean its not like a hotel room... tiny rooms and maybe the food will suck

It just feels like it is time to sort of put a book end to that old chapter of my life and go one last time

hard to explain

i am weird

Another things that trips people up is being too hard on themselves judging if past decsions were right

John Wick is so badass becasue he is not concerned with those things

he is taken over by a force outside of himself

this god force of justice

it will come alive when you regret absolutely nothing and know you cannot die... you wont die... I know this about you... you cant

btw the step you made to not caring if people think you are being predatory but you choose to help guide these girls anyways... well that is a step towards... well manliness and security in yourself that many men dont make

especially american men... but thats because of the cunts here

you cant say ANYTHING wrong without them fucking freaking out at you like you murdered someone

freedom of speeech ended in 2012 in america because they didnt want to hear anything offensive to them

thank god that horror show is over and men are waking back up

I missed them

Yeah I did write it.
When I say dragons, I am using that as a metaphor - although, it may well be true that there are dragon spirits involved.

Heh, your Star Trek references are solid, I know what you're saying! Have you ever watched Stargate? SG1 specifically.

As for that poem - well, it's intended to be "Act 1, Scene 1" of what I call an Epic.
There are very specific form and meter used that I developed - yep, during a spiritual experience that isn't hard to explain but sounds fairly bat shit.
Let's just say this: There was one or more muses directly involved without a doubt.

Here's a basic rundown of the construction, that I've shared with a few people here and elsewhere.

5-8-5-8-5 repeating pattern (cycle). 5-8 being the smallest (rounded) representation of golden ratio.

The concept is each line alternating between 5 and 8 syllables, and each verse does the same.
Each line must also alternate in the rhyming sound.
Each verse, of which there are 5, are meant to represent a change in state, eg.

First State/Foundation
Ascent/Seeking
Peak/Finding
Descent/Returning
New State/New Foundation

The entire thing goes further with this same repeating pattern. Exponentially actually. Which... well. I hope I finish the story and can describe a very specific end of the cycle :)

No need to explain yourself to me or anyone else.

Sounds like you know what you need, that's what is important.

i am weird

Here's two verses.
The first is not finished and doesn't follow the rules I set for myself.
The second DOES follow those rules and belongs right near the final work.



Inside they peered, light there was done.
Then send it they did - with a grin.
"This soul is ours, easily won -
Shades; know naught but sin."
Seen they had not - this vessel of none
Power, resting in.
Mighty as were, they'd seen but fun!
Not power, within:
Of The Great Invisible One!




Again his mighty roar was felt,
Tearing through the night.
No hint of all past ill's they'd dealt,
Calling none to fight.
Not pain, nor hate; he'd made it melt,
Roaring now – delight!
The new one flew from where he'd dwelt,
Glory, shining bright!

Weird is typically a good thing :)

amazing advice

I believe more people need to just be told that sometimes

that they know deep inside what is good for them

You have great spunk and dont conform

you were always looking for a good guy and not in any coven it seemed

pretty cool

nice work

wow

they are both spectacular

i think you are ready to go off pattern

and just let it flow

see what happens

and share if you are willing

we will all learn

No, no coven. Never even up for consideration. I don't think I'm the type of woman they are interested in. Lol

I was always looking for answers and trying to learn, I'm not sure people ever really understood that about me. A lot of assumptions were, and are still, made about my motives. I find it funny at times, annoying other times.

Come as you are.

Thanks.
All of this stuff makes more sense when shown exactly what I'm referencing.
That said, art is supposed to be that way a lot of the time, as well as, can speak to the soul if you will - opposed to stating facts in plain language.

I'm quite open to any interpretation or opinion anyone might have. Praise is great, discussion is too, criticism or query more so!

As for going 'off pattern' - well, the thing is, I originally wrote and have more written not adhering to the form and meter I set myself. I chose to because it felt right, considering the topic, to use a format that touched on the golden ratio.
Additionally - it is far more challenging. I suppose someone could consider applying form and meter of my own design as some type of hubris... I haven't... possibly hubris in itself? Hmm.

The stuff I've written that doesn't adhere to these rules does typically flow far easier - but flow is easy... flow inside a set of rules far less so!
An analogy of our society perhaps :P

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