I got fucked with all kinds of mind alteriing drugs and posted on GLP. Will I ever recover from it?

Depends on what you posted.

Siri says yes

Only if your will to succeed is high enough in spite of your loss of brain cells
and potentially mind scarring tripping.

Let me just do a quick check through your files.

Ah yes I see the problem.

You're a racist, that's a big problem but I won't tell if you don't.

Shrooms could cause permanent psychosis.

Stimulants like cocain and amphetamine-sulphate can / will eventually cause temporary psychosis depending on the level of abuse.

Spending that time on the internet is a criminal waste of good drugs.

Sadly, no. If you have posted on GLP, then you are clearly beyond help.

Last Edited by Katipo on 10/14/2020 04:56 PM

In people who were likely to end up that way anyway.

Have you ever been temporarily psychotic? It can truly be a very positive and pleasant experience as long as people aren't mean to you about it. Like "yeah I've got an antenna in my head. Yes, I am the Lord from on high sent to deliver my people to the Kingdom. How are you?"

People are terrified of things for which they have no context to comprehend. Just a bit curious that people have nothing to relate to the experience of being heaven sent.

Yeah? My bad if I am missing something.

GLP is programming you.

I don't recommend to read my posts.. they programmed half of Ft Meade's analysts

Paranoid delusions are not funny at least mine weren’t they’re annoying and potentially rage inducing but I got over it as soon as they disappeared

I can definitely relate to that. You are walking around seeing and hearing things that no one else seems to pick up on. Although I did have some strange experiences where people seemed to be aware of what I was going through or they somehow understood the contents of the delusions. Perhaps they were just being nice about talking to a crazy person.

I also was pretty much able to totally get over them once they stopped but the oddest thing is that I did experience it and it does stay in your memory. So even though I am recovered and not walking the streets screaming with a copy of the bible in my hand I am still the person who did that and truly that experience shapes the way I see the world in such a positive way. Perhaps not fun in the moment or at least certain times within the breakdown are unpleasant but the overall result is a new positive. It's like taking medicine that tastes bad or lifting heavy weights. Painful or unpleasant but it is for a good outcome. It seems like most people just want the mentally ill to get over their illness as opposed to learning from it and i.proving as a result of the harder times. I can understand why. You don't want some person walking around still harboring delusional thoughts so just get rid of them all together but I can't help but feel like the breakdowns are trying to show us something and that there are better ways to incorporate these events into our personal lives and our culture as a whole. Allegedly there is a lot of work being done to destigmatize mental illness but who knows how real that is or if the work being done isn't actually increasing the stigma. Luckily, I had a very positive psychotic break and I don't worry about much of anything at all anymore and I feel like whatever is happening is for the best no matter if it may seem positive or negative on the surface to other people. I've been down there and now I am way up here. I was lucky enough to peak behind the curtain and come back to "reality" with my mind in one piece. It can definitely be scary and I am sure there are some real horror stories but perhaps those stories won't be so horrific in the future once we can learn what needs to be done in order to incorporate them into our society.

Peace