let me know if you want a prediction on your past, present, future

Hi again Done and Dusted,

First of all, congratulations on this thread making it to 151 pages... Very impressive! It has been a blessing to many to say the least.

It's been about three months and two weeks since you provided me the reading I quoted above. I'm still a little lost these days. Kind of ironic that my "future" card was the King of Swords. "The King of Swords is a master of clarity and vision." Well, things are not appearing very clear to me yet. My "present" card was the Emperor and I have been trying to apply "reason and logic" but I'm still foggy.

My wonderful wife and I just celebrated our fourth wedding anniversary on April 21st. Things have been stressful as we are still struggling financially. I have had some bad luck with jobs over the years and have yet to find my reliable and stable career path. Financial hardships usually put a strain on any relationship. I know gambling of any kind is completely unreliable and a terrible financial strategy. We really need (for lack of a better term) a lucky break? I have asked for help in a spiritual sense on this forum before, but no definitive changes as of yet.

We have both been offered a potential career opportunity from a family member as well as a very kind offer from a couple of friends on a new home arrangement in the near future. This is, of course, good news! But this really isn't solving our present challenges. To finally get to my point, could you (or anyone else reading this) offer some sage advice to a man who is feeling a little lost? I have a wife as well as my wonderful mother who are counting on me to "bring home the bacon." I love them both and I do not want to let them down. (To answer a potential question early, my wife and I are both currently employed and living "paycheck to paycheck.")

Thank you in advance for any advice or perspective offered.

Mike.

Hello Mike, I am here and will do

Just give me a little time your post completely took my breath away

Ok:) I LOL thank you for coming back means everything

Edit:
You know I known you way before you posted your request just kept observing you

I thought you were much much younger and seeking a spiritual journey and I know someone has mindboozled you I wanted to step in, but I left it to you, then you came here and disappeared after your reading, I often thought about how you're going so thank you for being here again

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This reading was for me. And I would say this card represents where I am now and for the last few years.

All actions have stopped. Suspended life. Definitely no-action.

All my time is relax time. I have been taking a break for 3 years. I do not need to work, so I dont.

So although this card perfectly described by current position, I really need to know what I should do next. Time is passing by so very quickly.

Yes it's a situational card with no future direction

I can't go past that till the phase is not over (well the readings don't let me see past that) so it turns out from the feedbacks it's kind of like there is a right time for the right answer I will do a further future read and will let you know we go from there

Thank you, I am very grateful for any light you can shed on my next direction.

I only just realised it was 3 years in this rut, I thought it was about 18 months. So I dont want to do nothing and another 2 or 3 years pass by.

Mike

Mike upfront I see the reading doesn't offer any answers it's more to help you with the foginess you are experiencing

Lucky you! If the Star card is coming up in your reading then you should feel just a little bit special.

The universe shines it light on you through the Star card bringing forth peace, tranquility, and most of all hope. The Star card represents a true connection with the divine and that there are favorable energies guiding you at this time. You are on the right path. You are making the right decision. You must trust in yourself as you already have the answer that you seek.

The symbolism of the Star card tells a story of a woman (or goddess) renewing the land (the material world) and water (the emotional or spiritual world) by pouring from the two pitchers in her hands. The bird above her shoulder is Ibis, a favorable sign from the ancient Egyptians of the God Thoth and he knows a secret. Thoth is good at that. The whole world is still in the moment of twilight as the stars begin to shine. This is a time of wisdom and a time for listening.

Often this card comes up during a time of emotional turmoil where you don’t know which way is the right way for you and you feel overwhelmed or even afraid of making the wrong choice. It’s a card that begs the question: What does your heart tell you? If you listen to the truth within yourself, once you allow it to all be silenced, what answer resounds the most? It’s difficult, because the trick to the Star card is learning how to listen and for most of us, that is the hardest lesson of all. To get there you first have to understand that there is hope in your situation and all is not lost. The solution is not as far away as you think and you are not alone.

The Star promises a change for the better. The Star has been a symbol of hope and promise for many centuries. The hope and inspiration which The Star in the tarot represents is vital for keeping a sense of equilibrium, particularly when life is at a low ebb. Without the special sense of faith and hope of The Star, we can simply give up.

Everyone needs a goal to believe in, and while that goal is alive within, anything is possible. If we stop believing and lose hope that things can improve, the light goes out in our hearts, and ultimately, in our lives. The Star, therefore, indicates an extremely important stage of the journey to understand and integrate. Our own attitudes to hope are critical to how we live in our lives, how we treat ourselves and others. If we do not respect our own lives, why should we feel any different towards anyone else’s? … but if we cherish and appreciate life, our attitudes begin to change. It is often when we are in danger of losing something that we begin to appreciate it, and that which we appreciate, we cherish.

The Star, being one of the most positive cards within the tarot deck, reminds us of hope and gives us inspiration. It is also the symbol of our faith in the future, and helps us to gather the forces necessary to expand our knowledge and to develop emotionally and spiritually. The Star gives a sense of protection, inspiration, promise and joy, and encourages us to develop our inner talents in order to achieve our goals. It brings forth hope, good health, insight and optimism. It can also bring forth a whole new meaning to life and the Divineness of Nature. The Star tells of the calm which follows the storm, and a period of search and quest. The search involves finding a way for the Star of the Soul to shine it’s light. It is sometimes said that The Star card rewards a faith in oneself and in fate.

New freedom - you have come through the hard times, undergone emotional upheaval and you will now know inspiration, hope, health and spiritual gifts beyond your belief. You are well blessed and can expect much spiritual help and guidance in all endeavors. You are on the right path - you have built a good foundation. Continue to "hope" and you will achieve your goals. There is joy in work - only when it is elevated above the "spirit" of slavery.

The Strength

This is another Major Arcana card that doesn't beat around the bush - it's meaning is quite clear in both illustration and title. Looking at the card we see a great deal of strength - but what kind of strength? Is the young maiden exterting physical strength to subdue the lion? Her face looks serene, her posture is calm - she doesn't appear to be struggling.

Yes, the Tarot card meaning here is that of strength - but not purely physical. The young maiden in white (a symbol of purity) subdues the lion through a strength that is internal. Through compassion, love, patience, and cunning, she is able to calm the lion into retreating into a behavior that is more manageable.

As with all allegories, the story of this Strength card is more than what meets the eye. The deeper meaning deals with having the compassion and understanding to sooth the savage beast within us in more effective ways than brute strength.

Key Words for the Strength Tarot Card Meanings

Balance
Strength
Courage
Patience
Compassion
Understanding

Strength tarot card meanings
Simply put, the lion is our inner beast - that part of ourselves that "needs to feed." This beast is always needing more money, more recognition, or it needs more food, alcohol or drugs to feel at ease. The pure maiden represents that part of ourselves that has the ability to nurture, calm and exhibit self-love. Only she can allay the ravenous "need beast."

When we pull the Strength card it is certainly a message that strength is required for some challenges ahead. It's also a sign that we absolutely have the strength that is required of us. But on a subtle level, this card is a signal that we are already complete and self-love is the key to meeting our needs.

Key Symbols Relative to Strength Tarot Card Meanings:
This section focuses in on a few select symbols that can help us further define the Strength Tarot card meanings.

Lion: As mentioned above, the lion is a symbol for the primal urges - the physical needs and cravings we all, as humans want met. The lion is also a symbol of fire which burns within us - representing our wants and desires with a intense blaze. This is not to say that the lion all it represents is negative. On the contrary, many of us use our needs as motivators for achieving great things in our lives and reaching our goals. The key is to know thyself and temper our primal (ego) urges with our more divine, spiritual nature.

Mountains: Mountains symbolize aspiration, achievement, courage and accomplishment. In this case we can liken the mountain to challenges we face in our lives. As we look upon the Strength card and see the mountains in the distance we are aware that we will always be met with challenges in our lives. However, what makes climbing the mountain difficult or easy is the way we approach it.

Wreath: Wreaths symbolize completion and infinity (circle). A wreath or crown around the maiden's head is a symbol of victory. In this case, the wreath indicates victory can be claimed in the battle against banal or primal urges that do not serve us. There is hope and understanding when we realize we can achieve harmony in our hearts, and balance can be won.

Key Questions:
When contemplating the Strength Tarot card meaning, ask yourself the following questions:

How do you define strength?

In what way do your physical urges motivate you?

How can you approach the "need to feed" syndrome?

How do you exhibit self-love and compassion towards yourself?

What are your internal battles and how can you reach a balance?

What area in your life requires you to have the most strength and what different kinds of strength can you apply here?

WOW this last card !

The Four of Pentacles

Introduction: The 4 of Pentacles can be a card about holding on to things, people, money, or situations longer than is healthy or realistic. When this card appears in a reading, it's a sure sign that you must look carefully at what you are clinging to, and whether others are clinging to you in an unhealthy way. Relax.

General: In general, the 4 of Pentacles can point to anxiety/fear about money and/or a clinging to whatever it is that makes the querent feel secure. The key here is to try to realize that being anxious and grasping does NOT bring security.

Work: With regard to work questions, the 4 of Pentacles says that you may be doing something you don't like just because it's putting food on the table. Jobs and situations such as this have their place, but to better your situation, you must elevate your spiritual understanding and belief in yourself. What would it take to be in a situation work wise that fulfills you? What steps would have to be made to get yourself there? Believe that such a thing is possible, then start making it happen.

Four of Pentacles - Power and vitality - the ability to empower oneself and others. The gift of drawing to you the resources you need, combined with the ability to apply your full power in practical and tangible ways. You are fond of being in charge - you like power and will work very hard for money. You possess sound judgment in business matters and have well-rounded goals. You consolidate your power so that you act with assurance, but you must feel secure in your sense of worth - for only then do you have a sense of humor about yourself.

In response to the troubles you have experienced, you have turned your focus to giving yourself a protective layer against any economic problems that might arise in the future - excluding others through your need for personal security and literally blocking yourself from the world around you. No matter how self-centered you try to make yourself - you will remain vulnerable to life. Accept that this selfishness is necessary now, for it is giving you time to re-structure and give meaning to the chaos and material universe you have experienced through meditation. Follow your enthusiasm. Put your spirit into action - exercise and express your talents and dreams. The first step is always the hardest - seek within you the courage and strength to take it!

New - Physical foundation and stability. Here is a reaping of the rewards for having become well centered physically/materially. This can be the completion of a significant physical phase, with the security of your accomplishments to back you up. This is establishment in its most colloquial sense. Physical confidence, excellent physique, physical and fiscal balance and security. Achievement of good health/wealth. Dependability and reliability, physical/material control.

Questions to Answer: What is keeping you centered? What are your greatest strengths? How are you powerful? What gives you a sense of security? What do you want to hold on to or possess? Who or what do you need to protect?

Ok you received the Lovers I posted the full meaning on p.130

Given you are asking about future move I leave that to you for further reading you might find answers in there I am unaware of, the bellow I hope you find something of use in it(it's the most I could get out of this read)

The Page of Swords

You are starting over again after the desolation of the Ten of Swords caused you to hit rock bottom.

All movement in the direction of improvement is positive for you, but you are finding that you are feeling almost paranoid about the moves forward that you are making because you are afraid of creating the same situation again. It is understandable to have this kind of fear, but rest assured the Page of Swords will help guide you through this new existence. You are making positive changes in your life at this time, and that can only ever bring great reward.

You are a mentally assertive person, alert, impressionable as well as curious and investigative. You are ruled at this point in your life by the drive for transformation. You are being blessed by an insightful and highly proactive state of being that is mentally playful which is what you need to experience after spending so much time being so sad and so serious. You have moved passed all of that frustration and are beginning the next phase having learned valuable lessons.

The image of the page of swords is depicted in the rider wait deck as a younger person or maiden wielding a sword with both hands while trudging quickly over what appears to be rough terrain. The flight of the flock of birds behind the young page along with the wild clouds symbolizes the feeling that trouble is brewing, or the fear that it is. This card can also be chosen for a girl or a younger person with brown hair and brown eyes.

There are activities happening in your life that are causing you to be worried. Try to make sure that you are clear with what you are committing to and that you put your words into action. Try to bring in only new information into your world because if you try to stay attached to what you knew when you were participating in unhealthy habits you may find that you are blocking new understanding. You learn from everything at this time, and so you should enjoy the amount of time that you spend investigating the possibilities. Trusting your mind, find a way to focus on all of the fantastical and beautiful goals and dreams that you previously felt were impossible to achieve. It is also of key importance that you be receptive to other people’s moods, so that you will know when you are being overly defensive. You may not appreciate when plans are delayed, and at this time you might even receive news that is disappointing, news that does not actively feel like it is moving you in the direction you want to go, but at this time you must rise above it and learn to be patient with yourself and your progress.

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WOW! Thank you so much Done and Dusted!

I am awestruck that you have been observing me. I am sorry I left this post and disappeared on you. I am truly honored!

You have given me many questions to ponder and reflect on. I am 40 years young, my wife is 35, and my mother is 71. Oh boy I know all about being "mindboozled" by "energy vampires." I feel that has been one of my weaknesses. I experience a hardship or hard luck and the vampires take advantage of me. Most often when I am in a time of need. I have "trust issues" with everyone including my own family.
...fool me twice, shame on me.

I do feel I am on a spiritual journey of sort. Perhaps a journey of expanding my knowledge as well. I have found the esoteric and occult subjects particularly fascinating. Once I gain the knowledge and wisdom I seek, I intend to help others along their paths too.

I won't answer all the questions posed at this time but my wife, mother, and pets are my motivation. Without them I am lost. I would probably be a hermit living alone in the woods by now without them! Their well-being is very important to me.

Thank you again for your reading. I will stay in contact more this time around. Just so you know, if you do an internet search for my catch-phrase below, you will find me. I may be going without home internet for a while but I will find a way to visit this forum regardless.

You are truly a blessing, Done and Dusted.
Thank you again,

Mike.

:D thank you for everything- collective souls- it takes one to know one

:sw_love-eternal:
Sticker from Spirit~Warrior

Hello again :)

Do you want to tell me something about my past today? Might be helpful...

Greetings

Hello:) sorry I only just saw this post

Your past reading is only showing me the girl love relationship that you dreamed of and wasn't giving you peace of mind


Two of Cups
Love and deep friendship are suggested by the Two of Cups. You may have entered into a fulfilling love relationship in your recent past. This union was based on passion and strength, symbolized by the lion, and a healthy attitude, suggested by the Caduceus, or wand of medicine. The man and woman facing each other, staring into one another’s eyes, suggest the deeper sense of understanding that exists between them. You felt an understanding with this person that you have felt with few others. You may have even been thinking of, or planning, marriage.

So what happened/ is happening with that actually?

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I would like one.

Ok:)

The Three of Cups

The Three of Cups symbolizes the celebratory existence after a crisis has passed over you. Your effort has produced positive results and you have something positive coming your way. You are an exceptionally talented person who is also very intuitive and sensitive. Often times these attributes remain somewhat under the surface. However now is the time for freedom of expression. Be as happy and as silly or giddy as you’d like. You deserve it. The Suit of Cups is related to all matters of the heart and the emotions, and the Three of Cups is clearing the way for you to find intense fulfillment through love; both the giving and the receiving. Remember that when you share good love in a relationship, it is a reciprocal act that touches all aspects of life. When you behave in a manner that is compassionate towards others, you encourage that loving light to transcend all that crosses your path. This is the road that you travel now with the Three of Cups: Complete acceleration of joy and an actualization of all of your dreams and hearts desires.

This is also a time to develop any metaphysical interests that you might have. Dream big. This card is a continuation of the Two of Cups as well in a sense because through the continued relationships developed from that time period, you have been able to create a level of security and solid foundation from which to grow and that has brought you to this time in your life where you can just revel in joy. The lesson of this card might seem almost too simple: Enjoy yourself. But it is true, and it is important. The Three of Cups is telling you to find relaxation with others and joy, identify your talents and use them, and communicate freely in this time of celebration.

The Nine of Wands

Nine of Wands - Strength of vision, perception and intuition balanced mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically - the true strength from within. You have learned to deal with your problems and the compromises they demand and you have developed wisdom and discipline from your experiences. You are on the right path - continue on this way - hear what others have to say and do not be abstinent. Hold on to what you believe and trust that you have the knowledge, wisdom and strength to see it through.
Know and respect yourself, be true to yourself and value yourself by walking your own path. Defend your spirit without compromising - be honest. Preserve your spirit - keep mentally, physically and emotionally fit and your spirit will naturally guide you.

Preparation and strength will be necessary for any opposition that can arise now - but you will be victorious! You have tremendous vitality, attractiveness and charm to both sexes. Face your greatest fears with the gift of this strength of purpose - turn away from that which is not right for you and aspire to your higher purpose. Meet your future with an unshakable stance. As you protect and support others who are in need - you will find spiritual strength in facing your own fears. Complete this spiritual or creative task - open your mind to life. Look at all the possibilities and to release the energy that is being contained within yourself.

As a part of this mastery over your reality, you must hear what others have to say so that you can gain multiple perspectives which will help you make better decisions, choose better roads to cross and will teach you a tremendous amount about yourself.

The Five of Wands

Five of Wands - Deal with your frustrations - these feelings of being restricted, contained or held back. When you are confronted by differing ideas - it creates confusion over what you are doing - your battle then lacks organization and unity. You need the cooperation of others if balance is to be achieved. See if the problem is your own conflicting beliefs. Adjust and reassess this situation - seek cooperation and move towards the creative endeavors that will allow you to express yourself fully. Maintain your balance - concentrate on finding a concept that will bridge varying beliefs and allow you to co-exist with others which will create new vibrations of peace and love. You will feel the sense of harmony which will create exciting new opportunities. Prepare your mind now - allow yourself to enjoy the generosity and attention you receive from others. Awaken to your self-awareness and release your confined spirit.

Sometimes, the Five of Wands indicates a personal struggle and conflict, either about external or internal issues that are causing a lot of tension and confusion for you. You have different opinions of your own about how you should approach your current circumstances and you have not really worked out in your own mind what your final stance is going to be. You may be trying to work through your personal point of view on a number of external contentious issues such as abortion, immigration, globalisation, or the environment, or you may be working through personal issues such as whether you stay or leave a particular relationship or job. At the same time, you have others around you who have strong views about what you should do and this, in total, is creating a huge amount of conflict, tension and disagreement. Just when you think you have a clear point of view, you are challenged on that view or you discover new information, and you change your standpoint again. This process is actually highly beneficial and will help you to come to a well-researched and well-thought out perspective. Know, too, that there is no ‘right’ answer, and whichever path you do choose, someone is not going to agree with it. So, you have to find the most comfortable option possible that sits best with you. It may not be 100% right for you but you need to choose whatever is closest.

It’s likely that this card will appear to those who are in the running for a promotion, or who are interested in a romantic relationship with someone who has been keeping their options open.
Regardless of the circumstances, the Five of Wands is a good sign that you can be the last one standing, as long as you make an effort.

Ah i was asking in General, not specific to this person.

Hmm the sense of understanding got lost because of selfish and stupid behaviour, so i just left, after being suggested to do so. But pretty acurate. Thank you

BananaPeel

Well it's bizzare

Because you also got the sun and the star apparently that could mean the return of an ex into your life, and I was aming at a general reading hence I don't understand

Still I wonder what goes through people's mind when they ask for a reading on their past, I will shuffle again and let you know just getting ready for rent inspection

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Usual for a walking paradox :)

What do Sun and Star mean? I mean the sun is a star :D

But i can tell you why i asked... Im trying to figure out what im supposed to do in this existance. Thought that might help :)

Thx again for your efforts

banana peel

Ok reshuffled re: ur past

Introduction: When the 8 of Swords appears, you may be holding yourself back because you fear moving into the future, or because you are wary of getting hurt by a new situation, or maybe for no reason at all. Think through what it is that you're afraid of. The truth of the situations are probably much less frightening than your mind is making it out to be.

General: In general, the 8 tells us that we must be open to defeat in order to ever possibly win. Do not fear the unknown; many blessings reside for you there. Examine your thoughts, speech, and behavior for negativity and know that what you say and do and the choices that you make affect the outcomes in your life. If you need help managing and dealing with your fears, ask for it.

LOL sry I will forward your new reading past and present asap just need to clean sry :D

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No worries, i got an eternity of time :)

Just finish your business first :)

NiCE ;)

Ok:)

Present: The Four of Cups

The Four of Cups depicts a young man sitting under a tree far away from others in what looks like deep contemplation and meditation. In fact, he is so engrossed in deep contemplation that he does not appear to notice the cup being presented to him by an outstretched arm. A further three cups stand at his feet, symbolising the world and its attractions but again, he pays little attention to these. In this sense, he indicates the need to look deep into our Self to discover the answers we seek. External influences can be distracting and may not lead us to the goal we seek even if those influences purport to be of a spiritual nature.

This young man and his predicament suggest the story of the Buddha under the Bodhi Tree, contemplating the state of the Universe and unwilling to rise until he has reached the Truth. He is not taking the cup and indeed appears to be paying no attention to it whatsoever. He misses this gift of love and opportunity because he’s completely tuned within.

The Four of Cups often appears when you are bored or dissatisfied with the status quo. You may be feeling disengaged, apathetic, or unmotivated. Life has become stale or ‘flat’ and there is little that excites you anymore. To overcome this, the Four of Cups suggests a need to re-evaluate your situation and to look deep within your own psyche to find understanding and meaning. Turn your attention inward to find the Truth for which you are searching. Avoid distractions and examine your heart and mind to gain clarity.

Similarly, the Four of Cups signifies disappointment in someone or in a situation. You may be growing tired of the same old struggle that has been carried on too long in the past. As a result, you have started to withdraw and go within yourself to seek greater peace and tranquillity. If you are becoming particularly ‘pouty’ or sulky about your predicament, the Four of Cups is then a call to action; it is time to wake up, be alert and to be open to new experiences that offer a more positive outcome.

The Four of Cups can sometimes point to over protecting yourself. This can be noticed in the body language displayed in the crossed arms and legs of the man on the card. He chooses to ignore the possibility of what the cup has to offer. Possibly he has been hurt emotionally before, as this is the Suit of Cups, and he is fearful to expose himself to that again, hence he is closing himself off to this opportunity. Consider what opportunities you are ignoring or declining, and ask yourself whether this is because you truly believe you would not benefit from it, or whether this is because you are fearful of what may follow.

Future: Eight of Pentacles

The Eight of Pentacles gives you a taste of success but reminds you that you can’t have what you want overnight.

There is a goal in sight for you right now and you are on the right path – learning new tricks, creating healthy environments around you, and otherwise doing what you can to succeed. The Eight of Pentacles is a reminder not to give up and to continue on the path that you are on now.

When this card comes up in a reading it usually will accompany a daunting time in one’s life where life seems mechanical or monotonous. Consider daily tasks in which you are bored from doing the same repetitive motions. You may feel like you are caught in a rat race or that you are trying with your all but you are not getting anywhere. Often before we can advance onto higher lessons in life we have to continue taking baby steps. You may feel that you are ready for more or that you should be doing more in your life… however if you feel this way then you are probably discounting the actions you take and their importance. Right now is an important time in your life and you are on the cusp of something greater. It is important to not quit just yet and allow your actions to complete their cycle.

The man on the Eight of Pentacles card is working diligently at creating new coins out of wood and then placing them onto a tree. The background sky is white and is indicative of purity and spirituality. Often it is assumed that he is an apprentice of some sort of trade and that the coins and the wood are symbolisms of his future prosperity. Like the apprentice, you are learning skills for your life so that you can ultimately get what you want. You need to learn to take pride in your small accomplishments. Avoid downplaying your own efforts.

Rather than focusing on you as the apprentice, the Eight of Pentacles be showing you as the master in a relationship in your life, where you have the skills to succeed but someone around you is not quite up to par with you. In work and love both this card can indicate problems that can be easily resolved with patience and communication

The overall message of the Eight of Pentacles is that hard work and determination will allow you to succeed. Whatever your role is regarding this card, communication, building a foundation, and consistency is key to the questions that you have of life right now.

The VIII of Pentacles may be describing someone who may be a craftsperson or an artist, as skills and talents in these fields are indicated strongly. This person has the ability to earn an income via their creative pursuits and natural talents.

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Hmm pretty spot on :) Impressive.





So i guess Buddha didnt accept the gifts also and didnt get his ass up, until he found an answer... Maybe the guy was just as foolish as me :)



Hmm furious would be more accurate i guess. Yes indeed life could be less boring, but the way it is, its fuckin flat... Thats what keeps me from understanding it, because i evaluate everything all the time, i just conclude there are just not many things worth living for. Im in examination mode for years now more or less exclusively.



Most likely both. Im just pissed off that changing what makes me sulky is beyond my possibilities. Yes i do feel called to action, but there is no action. Even more confusing.



I tend to see both sides of the coin. If the risk is bigger than the possible gain, i just wont do... In my opinion its stupid behaviour. Basically i just fear human stupidity, so i like to seclude myself from it.




The only goal i see, is to die some day :) I guess im always on the right path considering this.



Most likely discounting :D



Hmm pride is a two edged sword. Maybe i should start comparing to human scales instead of absolute scales. But i guess it wont mean anything to me. In the end all accomplishments are futile facing the stream of time :)




Hmm i guess i will never have a better foundation than my own feet :) Also im told often i should be an artist... But i dont feel like being one. Still have no idea if im stronger with my hands or my thoughts. Im kind of a jack of all trades but master of none :)

I don't know where my post was, D&D, but something happened you won't believe. I'll email you about it. Heads up!!! LOL

bananapeel

Lol ur sweet

Ok hit me

Give me a picture of perfect life in an ideal world

Hope that makes sense

I am ready:)

OMG!!! LOLOL ok I wasn't ready for that I got shivers all over

I am going to happy cry LOL

Hmm something between a Meritocracy and Autocracy i guess. Following natures principles, to make the most of whats enjoyable in a community, where people live together in a rightful way, because logic cancels out hurtful behaviour.
Creating solutions through thorough thinking, instead of blind action. Taking advice if someone got some arguments...

Most likely i would spent my life creating stuff, to make more of your lifetime. Building a house, shaping boards, creating good food and share the fun.

It should be based on consensus in what is right, instead of imposing restrictions.

Hmm kind of hard to describe... Basically i want to have my personal freedom back and just obey to peaceful cycles of natures course.

Last Edited by PeelyourBanana on 05/09/2017 02:26 PM

Hi again Done and Dusted,

Something about what you posted in this quote above has my mind spinning a little. Would you be willing to elaborate on this a little more? If you say no I will understand. It didn't sink in earlier when you first posted it. I have this feeling you know something and you didn't post it (for a good reason I suppose.)

Take care D&D and thank you for everything!

Mike.

Hello. I would like to know my future, please.
I am so tired both mentally and physically.
From last week, my hard work seemed gone down the drain and it made me depressed.

I honestly worked hard every day, no weekends for resting.
I'm always trying my best to prepare my recipes at work and cook healthy meals that I would cook for my family, using all the right ingredients.
I actually can eat all my food at work not like most restaurant people don't eat their selling products.
From last week, The shop didn't do well, even though food is always good.
I tried my best but I feel my honest work get ignored and that made me feel drained. I don't think it is the food, because I get plenty of good reviews and I know I'm a good cook.
I just want to know what is the hindrance.