Dread, Anger, and a Deep Deep Sadness. 929.

I woke up this morning feeling awful. I try to fight against it.
I try To fight against the drive I have to say,
"September 29th will be another disaster,
one of Biblical Proportions..."

I sit and watch FOX TV and feel squeezed,
as dreadful pictures of many dead
overwhelm my resistance.
I say to myself,
the urge to write of paradigm changing disasters
will go away,
after I smoke another cigarette.
Drink another cup of coffee.
I call my daughter,
hoping she will anchor me
in the matrix reality.

but its like fire burns in my bones.

I care about people, innocent children and
well meaning adults.
I feel a sadness beneath the suppressed anger-
so much loss of life, so much death of sentience.
And My God says,
"Do as you are told!
It is sentience
with absent faith
that I destroy.
I make way for New Sentience
to fill The Divine Void!"
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September 29th and all of September!

A Catastrophic Tragedy. Maybe Not!

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Last Edited by The Messiah on 09/16/2016 05:23 AM