question / poll - anyone else feel things are so weird you might be dead or in a coma?

Really? No one else?

Yes, I've felt that way for a long time. As if I was dreaming and my real body is asleep or in a coma.

Thanks for replying. ..do you remember what year it started for you?

Just trying to see if there are similarities out there. Thanks.

Last Edited by g.r.i.t.s. on 03/18/2015 05:17 AM

Short answer: yes

Had a life for the last 2 years that didn't feel real at all. Nope. Not real at all. Even my relationships seemed like something out of fantasy, not a single new gray hair in ages...How in the hell does that happen? I have had a few since I was about 20, so over a dozen years, no new gray hairs.

People act like I don't exist. I do not feel alive.

I've even had dreams recently where I died (accident/health/whatnot, nothing of my own doing) and just came right back in a new body with a new life.

Late 2013ish

It must be a jew thing to always be wondering if God is dead. For some reason you people like to do that. I think you hit it part right when you mentioned wasting your life and failing. We all do that to one extent or another. And to answer the question as to where he is, he's turned his back on you, personally and as a race. That's why he seems so distant as to be nonexistent to you people.

You killed his son he sent to help you, all the prophets, you do nothing but lie and cheat and steal for the most part. Why should he have anything to do with you? You have no faith, show no obedience, no repentance, no gratitude for what he tried to do for you. God is not unlike anybody else. Show him no respect and eventually he washes his hands of you.

It doesn't have to be this way. You could put yourself on the righteous path any time you want to.

You missed my point. Where is He physically. He has NOT turned His back on me. He shows me things every day to make me happy or to send me signs to wake up / get out of this world or something like that.....I don't understand everything, I just know there are no coincidences.

Also, MY PEOPLE did not kill Yeshua. The pagan pig romans did all that.....do you also celebrate THEIR pagan holidays and follow their pagan calendar?

HYPOCRITE....THE FINGER YOU ARE POINTING IS TURN ED SQUARELY BACK ON YOU.

It silly how some retards keep complaining about how jews killed Jesus. If he hadn't been killed, you wouldn't be enjoying your share of salvation. You should be grateful to the jewish people.

what i ponder is the consideration of beingness in layers. This life is one in which one layer of our being has to thaw out to get back to other in wich it is more alive and real.

Well how do we thaw out that layer or lift that veil?

Nope. Last time I checked, I was very much alive.

Ascension of consciousness, consciousness expansion, awakenings, light body processess?, things on the line of those, in charge of destiny, not of any of us.

You thaw out gradually, so your physical and mental body don´t die in the process by truth excess.

Life decides that, when you are ready. It´s painful, difficult, but full of hope.

Those are my suppositions based on pure experience, not any hearsay.

Thanks for the reply, but I don't buy into any of this as new age crap....I if you do whatever, but I've spent enough time around people of that scene and on the fringes, bc there is no "club" I want to join, that I realize these are some of the most lost souls and all I can do is help in a good way.

definitely, G-d wants me to be aware of His presence.... at least it seems that way to me, but for what purpose I don't understand. Sometimes, it seems for the purpose of me leaving....or waking back up to where I should be bc I am so far off course. idk, guess i need to keep praying and asking. It seems nothing I do is correct, at least not in the eyes of some and I feel pretty much shunned, beyond superficial, by most. Even my own brother tells me he cannot understand what it is like to be me and deal with what I do daily. For starters, fucking ticks, fleas, mosquitos.

Last Edited by g.r.i.t.s. on 03/19/2015 12:13 AM

oh... "new age crap", what i am saying has nothing to do with "new age craps" and your "lost souls club" labelings, quite sad you prejudge that way. How easy is to dismiss that which you haven´t experienced. bye

Last Edited by Senaden2 on 03/19/2015 12:47 AM

How else wld you describe this whole ascension stuff? Light bodies? These are all new age terms to me.

Honostly put, if you missed Jesus you missed the point of your life. Demons are trying non stop to get more and more people into hell, all the time. You're not dreaming, it's real.