Indigos, Starseeds, and my longing to find a Kindred Spirit ^_^

Hang in there, dear one, all will be made clear soon.
Most StarSeeds have to commune with their "Higher Self" (what most people mistakenly call the subconscious...nothing sub about it ) in order to unlock the secret truths, such as origin, true name, and purpose within. This is usually done through active meditation - this is meditation with a purpose: you're not just clearing your mind and purging yourself of negativity, but meditating with the intent (intent is everything ) to unlock the inner self.

Very well and very deep OP
Resonates with me on a deep level, would love to go to the park and go hiking, talking.
I do not have many true friends, but those I have, makes me so grateful.
You are welcome to friend me at fb... You can find me by my email: [email protected]

With love and respect

Thank you for your friendship! Means more to me than you'll ever know. But you DO know, because you are ME! ^_^ So let us walk hand in hand in the park, and bask in this wonderful truth of oneness!

Then, let's get us some ice cream... because ice cream just makes everything more wonderful! :D

Best of luck finding what you need OP

I will share a dream, dear Sister.
It is a token of Love from Soul to Soul, because in that dream i felt the greatest love and compassion that i felt all my life.

The dream started in 1st person. I was in some university amphitheater. everything seemed normal at that point, full of human students. One guy asked me to give a hard disk to another which was a few seats next to me. As i was making my way to give the disk, i noticed three thin men in black coming for me, to get the disk.
i wasn't scared by them but i only wanted to give the disk to the rightful owner. So i started running to escape them. I went outside and i began to fly upwards. To my surprise they could also fly and they kept chasing me firing upon me with some laser guns. I flew very high, outside the atmosphere and then i went down with full speed to the bottom of the ocean.
They followed me, but they were not so good in water, and as a result they couldn't move due to the high pressure. They fell in the trap and in that moment i shot with my mind power three globes of light that annihilated them.

Until this point all seemed a pretty regular adventure dream with flying and stuff like that.

But to my surprise, the angle became 3rd person, and i saw the being which was in fact what i thought to be 'me'. And i was shocked. It was not the human me.

It was an amphibian being with green skin, with a big oval shaped head (with the elongated part on the sides), with a mouth from ear to ear. But it had big ruby red eyes, and it was clear to me that from them i sent the globes of light.
It was clear ti me that he didn't speak because he communicated telephatically.

And what i felt in those few moments was beyond words. That being emanated universal compassion. He was a being of absolute peace, and he was extremely sad that he had no other option but to use force for self-defence.
With that feeling of infinite compassion i woke up.


From that moment I know that that being is a part of my Soul. And the feeling of sadness, of not belonging here, among human that was always buried deep inside my soul, makes sense when i think of this being.
Maybe her planet does not exist anymore, maybe it was destroyed by those men in black. Who knows. In her infinite compassion she will always carry inside her soul the memory of her home planet that is no more.

And that is why no earthly love will fulfill that part of my soul. Only universal love, love for and of the entire planet, and universe. And this is a Quest and a Mission.