Indigos, Starseeds, and my longing to find a Kindred Spirit ^_^

the only thing from your list I can't agree to is:

* Always need to know WHY, especially why they are being asked to do something

somehow I say yes to everything :D
well unless I can see its wrong, ofcourse, but if I can't see anything moraly wrong, I don't ask that many questions tbh, im just happy to help, borderline stupid/exploitable I know haha

I have every single one of those traits - but I already knew I was StarSeed ^^

Most of us experience extreme loneliness here on earth, as deep down inside we know that this is not our home nor are these our people - hold on to hope, dear one, our work here is very nearly complete.

Okay, so it's less literal and historical than mythical. The ideal rather than the reality, Arthurian legend rather than the Middle Ages. Got it. Unfortunate how only in our best fantasies have we been able to actually find, or even create, those just and fair worlds.

I can relate whole-heartedly to that then. I've always been a huge fan of Mythos, especially Greek and Arthurian.

Thank you for the response. I hope you find what you're looking for. It's a good prize.




PS. And I actually five-starred this post, which believe me, is a rarity for me. Take care.

A lot of people who love knights, castles, dragons, fantasty, etc. do so because of the code of chivalry and honor that is so often touted as part of the whole thing. That code of honor, that sense of chivalry and the underlying [erroneous] teachings about truth, justice, questing for love... all come together to create a picture of what people often wish for in the world.

Yes, it is a representation of a very cruel and barbaric system, but that's not how it's portrayed to modern people.

fuck, look outside for that

The days of castles and dragons, and all, have their roots in something much more ancient, that, thanks to modern media and public schools, has been vastly overlooked and watered down...The tribal days, Celts, Gaels, etc. Druids and mythological warriors and heros and Chiefs! Most of the lore of the midieval age was copied by monks from the ancient lore/legend/oral records of history preserved by the Druids the New Religion destroyed. The legend of Arthur pales in comparison to the older legends! If you're interested in such things, I recommend looking into the Tuatha De' Danaan, Lugh, Manannan Mac Lir, Sidhe, etc. It's fascinating, and being from another world myself, it really fits, you know? Like a time that I feel I was a part of, people I was affiliated with. The Tuatha de' Danaan were not of this world, or at least not of the world we think we know. Manannan is something older than the Tuatha, and has been a helpful spirit guide throughout my life.

There are many of us.

This^^^

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You ever think that maybe your in that location because they need your energy to balance the other energies?

You are simply a delight.

Yay, thanks for replying! <3 I personally can't handle solitude for too long, but I totally respect those who choose it to further their spiritualness. I just try to enjoy every moment I can, and try to see the beauty in everything I do, and everyone I meet. I've chosen to try and love and accept everything in my life as what is meant to be. I accept that I'm lonely right now, but that might not always be the case, so I still have hope. :)

OP,

We sound just alike except for the Dragons and Castles theme.

I feel like an alien sometimes living in this BS three ring circus. This just started over the past 15 months. Here is a video that I feel describes all of us on your thread.

Peace to you

BTW are you into energy work?

Lol your story parallels mine to a highly improbable level.I also live in Ga, and have most of my life, so I can definitely relate to ALL of the problems you have had from the Christian community. I was raised southern baptist, so you can see the conflicts I had internally with accepting things for the way they are, and not the way I was taught. However, after I did, life took me up in it's arms, and has carried me every step of the way.

Due to my choices, my family has disowned me, but the family I have made for myself is the most beautiful aspect in my life. I live everyday with no regrets, and no worries.

I too am a indigo, and accepted this as truth after a long, long series of events occurred in my life literally snowballing to a level that was unavoidable. It seemed every time I made a decision that didn't follow my path, the universe was there to kick my ass and then pick me back up as if saying "now, come back home" Lol.

Growing up as an indigo was a very hard experience. I never fit in, not because I couldn't, but because I never wanted to. I saw my group of peers as anchors that would only weigh me down, and I refused to bend to their way of life. However, knowing that there really wasn't anyone I could talk to about the things I knew in my heart to be true, I withdrew. I was lonely. i was angry at the world for not seeing the world through my eyes. Everywhere I looked was violence and a completely lack of equality. This is NOT how we are meant to live.

After high school, I left home and didnt look back. Everyday of my life since then has been has been in the pursuit of knowledge and understanding. I searched all world's religions. I read every book I could, simply put, because I wanted to find God. The TRUE God. The Source of it all. I found it. And just as you said, it is all One. There is nothing else but the one. Everyday I build a more and more personal relationship with the universe and it rewards me by allowing me to see things I never knew were there. The beauty of it all fascinates every moment of everyday

Anywho, really tired of typing about myself, lol. Just wanted to give you a bit about me. What bookstore is it you enjoy? My personal favorite is Phoenix and Dragon. Very relaxing place filled with good people. Email me and let's get to know one another. I highly enjoy conversation with good people

Kevin.
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correction on my last quote:::

I meant to type "laser light or SUNlight" seems more compatible

I think the reason is lights from electricity have heavy currents running which seem to affect us different.At least me anyway.
Sunlight is natural with no heavy currents & laser lights are digitally produced. also with no heavy currents running.
candle light & fire light is also compatible.

Yay, I'm so glad to feel your energy! ^_^ How did you know you were one? I'm always curious about how people find out. Because, although it makes total sense to me, I've yet to have an experience that solidifies this for myself.

Thank you so much, I am all about some hope right now!!! I can truly see a change occuring, and I'm so thankful to have some kind of little part in it all! :D Can't wait for the fireworks, lol.

i can be in solitude and also be in a room full of people.
it is kind of difficult to explain in human words. it is like i am there and then not really there because often i go inward to comprehend outer circumstances.
I actually know what you mean here.

i am rarely physically alone without other people around.
and i too comprehend trying to see beauty and the journey in all that is experienced every day and night. like yesterday i awoke knowing somehow it would be a rough day however it is always amazing journey somehow so i could not fear the beauty of the day worrying of kicks and punches that could come and so as i sat centered before venturing out to begin the day I had to remind me to remember not to get too naive and gullible wondering amazed and not notice the kick or punch coming at me and of course i kind of got busy wondering amazed and was like ouch however that was to be expected and so i must continue on and learn to not get my feelings hurt so easily and then i remembered to not stress out so much and try to remember to stay gently centered and learn and grow and be patient and learn.

Yes, I also can relate to this. I used to get hurt so much, because of my naiveness and gullibility. I am so sensitive to other people's feelings, and I used to get my feelings hurt all the time. I'd try to laugh it off, but underneath I was crying. It seems like so much to remember, lol. But I know what you mean. You sound like you are on the perfect path.

what is lonely really except a human word that got born of feelings of societal labor pains to seek acceptance in something physical and identified outside our vessel. i wonder that often about how human words and cruel carnal grouping behaviors can envoke such feelings and what are those feelings really? can we overcome their barriers? yes i do believe Spirit journey can somehow.

You're so right. I think about this a lot. Yay, and I also believe we can overcome! Words are so powerful. Sometimes, I even make up my own, because there isn't a word to describe what I'm trying to communicate.

i never read up on these traits however i have every one of them.

I've no doubt, after reading your words. ^_^

so i read this thread and then i went to get my child at school and i was watching some girls play on the playground and they were probally not considered 'cool' and are probally considered weird by some kids and they were probally 5-6th graders and they were not trying to be cool and they were playing around on their own and in what could appear to be 'make believe' play and i could hear their deeper Spiritual ways. i thought that was really beautiful and amazing to see and if i was a child at that school i would probally only feel comfortable among those deeper thinking 'weird' according to societal standards girls playing what appeared to be 'make believe'.

You're making me teary eyed. I feel you perfectly, here. I would be in that same group of girls. We would probably be playing make believe together. :)


i sure hope they do not lose touch with those gentle qualities and if they do i truly feel somehow that they will find their way back to their true gentle Spiritual self someday or else they wouldnt be having those experiences to remember someday to retrace their path and be their own guide.



then i remembered sometimes my flesh vessel parents would aquire new aquaintances often that they drank alcohol with and they would send us kids to play with their kids while they got drunk at each others houses and we didnt know each other however sometimes with certain children within a few minutes we were all running around gently playing like we were long lost eternal friends, like we could finish each others sentences and stuff and we had so many similarities. then our parents would get into drunk fights and we would never see each other again however because of the strange bond that seemed beyond physical realm explanations i am feeling that we never completely forgot each other.

Maybe you will be united once again, when this life is over! Actually, I believe that you guys made a pact to meet in this life, because maybe you are best of friends in another.

what is <3? why you say that? does that define as less than three. do you ever wonder if the male and female aspects within a being are never truly complete until they as a complete Spirit being in harmony in the flesh vessel then can nuture and tend to their inner child, the child that is them running around like free Spirits, like those girls on the playground today.

<3 ...that's what I use to portray a heart. :)


could that be what the holy trinity in the catholic church truly represents, one complete Spirit being in a flesh vessel and could the writing in the carnal tangles of slightly decepted scripture have possibly then led so many being off their true gentle Spiritual path into monetary trappping and chaos and war.

Yes, I do wonder, and yes I think that's a very good possibility! I've read so many good threads on here, presenting so much spiritual truth in the Bible, that has been twisted and used by corrupt leaders and systems to control people.

truly now there is no one that could ever truly comprehend me as a child except Me therefore am i my own mother and therefore is my male energy my own father to the inner child me, all peacefully coexisting within me like a gentle family of gentle nonmonetary cosmic nature. is that why my flesh vessel parents abusing me and abandoning me and disowning me was to be expected somehow and therefore not such a shock however terribly painful and difficult to gently grow on from and seperate from such such dispair however my true nature is to tune into my self as a complete gentle Spirit being so i knew there was some way more of it and the pain would not last forever.

Wow, you've blown me away with your thoughts and words. I also faced a lot of pain in childhood, and for years and years wished that the universe would have mercy on me and let me die. But, now, I've recently been able to see a larger picture that we are all One being, experiencing itself in infinite ways, and everything happens for a reason. The pain I felt up until a month ago, I'm now able to stand outside of it and be thankful for it, and actually love it, because it brought me to where I am today.

Well, the first inklings I had were when I was 4 - I created a fully operational blueprint of a 2-person starship (I didn't know who it was for, only that the other person was really special to me - now I know it was for my twin flame ) and pleaded with my father to build it so I could go "home". Of course, he thought it was a silly idea and never did it...now I have no idea where those blueprints are....

Omg, that is so awesome! I love that. I hope you can find the blueprints someday. I used to have an unhealthy obsession with aliens as a child, lol. Luckily my mom, bless her heart, just went along with it. Looking back, though, I can see why I wasn't really accepted by the kids at my scool. :)

Over time, I gradually fell into the thick mental fog of this world's daily ratrace existence and forgot almost everything I knew in my heart...until four years ago.


I began to notice that the things of this world were losing their flavor to me - and that no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't fit in with anyone. Leading a near-monastic lifestyle, I began a spiritual journey, probing beyond the forbidding limits of the Judeo-Christian family I was born to; seeking the answers to the questions in my heart. I went through several things - Buddhism, Hinduism, Wicca, and so on - each held a piece of the truth, but none were really complete.

Right! I did the same! Tried different religions with bits of truth, but they were never enough to satisfy.

Then about 6 months ago, while researching some new astral projection techniques, I stumbled across a questionnaire titled "Are You a StarSeed?" ( [link to www.in5d.com] This intrigued me, so I decided to take it. 8 minutes and 50 questions later, I was sitting there; bug-eyed, heart pounding, and very close to tears of joy. Out of the 50 Yes/No questions - I had answered 45 in the affirmative...I had never before (in this life) felt like I had been explained so perfectly!

Oh wow, that is too close to what just happened to me not 4 weeks ago! I also took that test and got 45 yeses. After allowing myself to accept it all, I felt like I was floating on a cloud. Never have I had something describe me so perfectly, lol. ^_^

I did more and more research, and found that everything clicked and made sense - all the questions I'd had about myself, all the times I'd felt an unexplainable attraction to the Stars (specifically Orion ^^), and how I just didn't feel like a normal human being...I suddenly had a real identity.

Right! Right! and more Right!!! :D

However, the euphoria caused by this revelation left me feeling terribly alone...I felt like the only one of my kind... I knew there had to be more than just a handful of us out there, so I searched until I found [link to www.starseeds.net] - there I found not 5 or 10, but hundreds of fellow StarSeeds...even though I was on a foreign planet, for the first time in my life I felt at home!

Wow, this is too cool, I also did the same. :) I just joined starseeds.net 2 weeks ago, and it is such a wonderful feeling to see so many who I can relate to on there! So lovely!

I also found someone there I did not expect to meet...simply because I had forgotten her (after so many lives on this world apart from one another, we had forgotten each other almost entirely)... but our souls remembered each other.
She was my true sister from back home (not to be confused with my twin flame...she's out there somewhere )

This is so wonderful, I'm so happy for you two!!!!!

Now we work together with the rest of the awakened world to bring about ascension, so that we can return to our real home.

This is freakin awesome, lol!!! Much love to you!

And that's my story :) Thanks for letting me share it ^_^ (sorry if I bored anyone )

Wow, thank you so much for sharing!!! Not boring at all, lol. Actually, it was amazing to read your story, because I can relate to it so well. I'm so happy that you found your home and a true soul to share life in this world with. It's such a dense place here, but with someone who 'gets' you, the weight lifts, and it feels so much lighter! ^_^

probably ... we are all elements stimulating each other in one way or another.
Bon fire's are relaxing & soothing*
Fire is hypnotizing ... it makes you stare at it lol

air element here.

;)


here's a song for you. its a little old but it sort of fits your thread.

What a great thread .So many wonderful people! Thanks.
5 Stars for you Sunshine!!

hahaha

I love that all of you guys say that those traits resemble you therefore you are all indigos. I could ask any random person on the street if they had these traits and 99 % would say yes. I can't blame you everyone wants to feel special and have a sense of purpose in life, but putting on a artificial identity like being an indigo is not going to help you in life. I would recommend people here to be more humble and see that the whole indigo thing is nothing more than a trend in an increasingly artifical age where everyone can be spiritual by saying they have this and this trait and therefore are indigos. Reaching enlightment is a long journey there are no shortcuts this indigo thing is just watered down spirituality for the masses.

"Indigo children" it is an absolute bunch of utter nonsense. And this fable is what you call truth? You are sorely mistaken in your self righteous indignation. You are no better or more loving than anybody else. In fact, we are all a bunch of rotten sinners, falling short of the glory of God. Get off your high horse, you have been deluded by the new age lie of the adversary. I pray God will have mercy on your soul and show you truth one day.