im not sure how spiritual you are but theres alot of talk of ascension 2012 and all that (if you follow that outlet)

my life has always been rocky and ive always been attempting to improve it
but im tired of waiting for this and that to happen for this and that to apply
im going to try to lay down the restraints and just go with it 100%
whatever happens, happens

i am going to be persueing something that will change my life internally and probably externally but for me to do that appropiately i need to reach a certain point within myself so i can trascend old patterns

i am not there yet im not sure if its going to happen
but i know i cant live with myself if it doesnt
so i think it will i just am not personally ready to take that step yet
but once i do there is no looking back
and thats what im comming to terms with right now