...When I was 30...I was taken to the desert by a shamen who gave me the mushrooms w/o explaination...they were bleesed by monks and I was told from the pleiadies. I had never done them or any drugs at that point...I got that you were on a meditation...I shared how I had originally got there. But you needed to preface a passive judgement? I come from a generation that did not support anything you are lucky enough to experience with much support. Yet I always praise you and your awareness. I also pointed out to Lotus what was becoming unavoidablly uncomfortable about being able to take in anything she was expressing. When a person "announces" they're leaving like that...it's drama and feels like someone needing attention and praise which is what her posts feel like as well. If someone needs attention just ask...but if an energy tries to take something from me...I will address that....if a person is clean it gets resolved and trust ensues...we are sharing the process of healing...being honest with ones self awareness is vital...no? All said with love...I only wish to love and accept all but that is a two way street...we all must honor each others path as well as our own and not slime or get competetive with each other...that said...I will mirror back what is cast upon me.xo


OrangeRay3,

Bless you. Lotus does a lot of preaching but never takes responsibility for herself as a preacher. She lays it all on everyone else's shoulders because she thinks she is perfect. She thinks she speaks directly from GOD (Abba in HER case). That is so self-righteous and belittling to all here. Don't expect her to change her preachy ways, either, until she learns that God is not selective. God shines on all. She, in this regard, is no different than the organized, fundamental religions she speaks out against. She doesn't like these religions because that would mean that it would diminsih her as the VOICE of ABBA!

In many circles, Lotus would be diagnosed as "delusional".

I'm glad that some here can use their power of discernment.