Goodnow All ~

I had a very exciting meditation last night I'd like to share some details about today. I tried something new, which I haven't before. When meditating, instead of focusing on an particular emotion, I focused simply on opening. In this, rather than experiencing any sense stimulation, I experienced everything melting away into a blankness. It was very interesting. I didn't feel any emotion in this state other than a very soft peace. That's the best I can describe it.

After that I focused on moving my energy, with the thought "Joy", and opened up to see the usual green-blue-purple-yellow color (not like normal colors). And there was something new, this beautiful "white-silver" lining of an entity to my right. It was waving it's arms above me with delicate movements like moving through water. The shape of these arms I can best describe as tenticles, but remember, I only saw the lining of the arms. I felt such a powerful presence from this being, but it was comfortable. I tried opening my mind to hearing from this being and I can't even describe that experience. I'm going to try again tonight if it will still be present, which I feel it will be. I had to stop last night because everything became too intense. Suddenly it looked like I was seeing several dimension layers at one time (like looking at a vase, as it is also an apple, as it is also a football - overwhelming to say the least). After this I had to place my hand above me forehead and focus on closing my third eye. This area actually felt like a hole the size of a silver dollar. It didn't hurt. Again, was just overwhelming. My third eye is feeling stimulated just discussing this.

As I was meditating this thought came into my head. Does anyone have any comments about it or what I shared above?

There is this point where the definitions of God, “Almighty Being”, “big white man in the sky”, the “Judger”, etc. all slip away. From there you are standing in the center of the river of Everything, completely naked, mind, body and soul. The river then moves through you. You are the river. And it is here that you become absolutely aware. Where perspective had once chaotically separated all happenings into good and bad, now clear streams of simple cause and effect are revealed. From this point, surrender and allowance no longer carry the judgments we place upon them. They are simply aspects of completely Being. And from there, at this point where everything has lost meaning and simply is, love means absolutely everything. It is a point where the distinction between God and you melts away. It is here that you live.

I love you all so very much. Thank you for being here with me on this part of my journey. And I am glad to also be welcomed so strongly by you.

Much love to All, ONE!
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