Hi Allie, i was not really jealous, it was just an expression, the urge to teach meditation was 5 years ago. I thought it was expected of me by destiny. In reality it worked out different. I met a lot of people who shared their suffering and happiness with me. We would talk about it both trying to understand, this way i learned a lot on human nature. I would give them time and space to express themselves, being in the state of eye-less attention. Giving tips when asked.

When the meditation classes did not happen i thought it over what i wanted, i decided i wanted to do something to help humanity what only i could do, turned out that was being me, lol all of it, very simple.