A Healing Place. A Loving Space.

Ah the Force is stong in that one(ra)Wasayo. We can do with a few more Jedi's LOL

BARAKA BASHAD

TFD ~

Sounds wonderful! I'll be eager to hear more about the pots and those joss sticks =D!

All ~

Considering attending a Unitarian Universalist "sermon" soon. Can anyone share there opinion about this faith if they know of it with me? Thank you!

Love to All, ONE!
Seeking my Joy,
Oh, there it is...
O!

;D!

From may 15 thread;
thought it was off topic to further reply on this subject there..



thank you Acolyte,
Also thanked you over the network :)hope it arrived.
First thing i noticed were the attacks actually...lol...before anything else...happened after posting on this forum a few times
Lucky i was taught how to handle...how to request guidance for these entities to the light some 1/2 year ago.
these are often attacks in the lower regions.

However some attacks were straight to the head.
I used to shut the blinds for a while...and threw them out as not being mine.
Also can mirror them back at the sender...done it once...twice..?
But to my feeling this is not a very loving way...and i have a problem finding that piece of ego in me served by such action...
prefer to send love in return...hoping the upset person grows a tiny bit in consiousness of what he is doing...

Like to throw in a general question here...how do you all deal with this....


Another thingy...in the past i've send all my thank you's over the waves..the network... to the persons replying to something i wrote...just not by writing it if i have nothing additional to it...didn't want to use the space posting for a personal thank you...and draw attention to the thread without actually adding to it...
Now i feel a lot of people still appreciate it....just the words "thank you"

personally i do nothing with a thank you in writing...what piece of me should that go to...were do i shelf that...i just was "wazzing" as in "being" whatever another person thinks of it..positive or negative...

A big thank you to all for giving me just that piece of awareness :D

Update on the crystal garden experiment
1 pot plain
1 pot with energy-treatment daily
1 pot with a crystal plain
1 pot with energy and intention programmed crystal
1 pot in faraday cage

all pots with fresh soil from the same bag will be filled monday with 10 seeds of grain and 10 seeds of rye i will pick out of a bag rodent-food from the petshop. (still have to buy the seeds coming monday)
A space of 2 meters inbetween pots should be enough i think..keeping the external influences like hours sun and amount of rain equal per pot

Think i found enough letters on the keyboard again for today :P
Peace and lol to all
TFD

WOW!!!!

I have been really down in the dumps, with a lot of completely unforseen crap happening to me, for almost a week and have hardly been online.
Today I happened to be reflecting over all the collective happenings and soul searching and voila, this thread seemed to be up there when I visited GLP.

Have just read the first two pages and really feeling way better and hence thought of posting a reply and saying THANKS.
Peace to all.

Hi FTD,

I am also studying being attacked. I noticed it does not even matter whether i am attacked or another, the "filthy feelings" are very similar. Attackers try to push my emotional buttons, they help me become aware of them so i can heal these. In actuality they are helping me to get stronger, more centered in my own truth.

How to reply to an attack? I can tell you if you ever feel attacked by me, you tell me straight, be ruthless about it. I really want to know so i can learn from the experience.

When i get attacked by posters, i wait for the emotions to calm down which can be seconds. Then i look at what they are actually saying and post pointing them to them. This helps them to become aware of them, their own negativity, to help the "grow in consciousness". I pay attention to the poster behind the post and negative polarized ego's hate that. They never appreciate it, but it is how i express my form of what you call "a loving way". The attacks on me started only recently so i am still studying the subject.

Attacks from "wandering souls" i never experienced them consciously. Recently i am starting to think there have been many attacks on me in the form of temptations, like the offer to deal drugs when i was 18, to make an easy bug. I refused, completely unaware of spirituality. An automatic or intuitive response it seems to me now.

When i meet "wandering souls", people with "false mental illness" i use an ue technique which works automatically, i send them to the light without actually doing anything, they just follow the energy.

Hi AC,

Thank you for sharing openly and giving meaning to the thread.

I am also into reflecting what happens, trying to make sense of it all, taking advantage on the level of soul at the opportunities offered.

Hi Allie and Everyone



Just a thought. Has it occurred to you that this Shift is natural and could, therefore, be beautiful rather than nasty? Perhaps you might consider the possibility that all the negative programming you are listening to/watching is from the PTB who want to either throw us off the scent of who/what we really are or wish us to be so afraid of the oncoming changes we become even more at their powerful mercy?

Lightworkers don't fear the Shift, we welcome it.

Why are you worried about surviving when you know you are infinite living in an eternal universe and are most likely here for this very reason?

Divinity

Hi Divinity,

You are full of opinions. This is your first post on this thread and already you are in defense mode. Not adding anything useful or uplifting, not sharing from what you see or experience, just opinions, just inciting discussions, bringing the vibes down. If you like freedom so much, as you claim you do, why not let others have their beliefs? Leave them alone?

Heard about the fires in california so came in here to see if Wasayo and Magi are OK. Read the posts so it would appear that they are safe and sound and I am very happy to know that.

The Master issue has been going on for a long time in Western spirituality and might we consider the root causes of that core issue. As we know in the far East the word Master is not an issue for them as in all martial arts they have masters that have completed/mastered their art before they share it with others. In Martial Arts the Master is highly respected and honoured by those that wish to learn from the Master of the Art. As we know in Art as well people are called Masters and in Academia as well there is the MA.

Humanity are also struggling with the male aspect of God and religion.

Instead of seeing the universal truth, mysticism and spiritual wisdom that was the seed that became many trees. Some people like the Oak tree, some like an Apple Tree but they are all trees and they all have value if one can find the acorn or the apple. I am not saying that people should seek out religion or its texts, I am saying that if anyone has an issue with anything or anyone then the place to look is within. In the past my colleagues and I have found that people who have an issue with religion usually have past life issues due to this. Issues with authority figures amongst others things. Issues with authority figures also have triggers from childhood.

In some ways I was lucky to be brought up by a father that taught us that nobody was more important than us. Nobody was superior to us and that we were equal to everyone no matter what their status, title, or position economically or otherwise in life. So in my own case I never felt inferior or superior to others. When I was blessed to work with underprivileged families who were known as 'the parents' I called them friends. I told them that there was nothing stopping them from sitting in my chair and doing what I do. As I had once sat where they had sat in total dispair and ill-ease/disease. Helping others to take back their own power is a blessing indeed. The empowerment model was a success and the light ripples throughout their community because they became the light once more. They took responsibility and their relationships with both partners and children were elevated and they became much happier people.

Allie mentioned meditation and the gateways within. This was not my way or the way that the divine taught me to open the gateways.

As we know people are vibrating at many different levels. Some young ones that have returned to help humanity are already sitting in the boardroom with God. There was no gateways to open wthin because they never became closed when they arrived here on planet earth.

Some go straight up in the elevator missing a few floors because they have been onto those floors in other life times. Hope that makes sense. That is why root causes of core issues are very important. If there are no issues and one is not triggered adversely by anything or anyone then it is clear that this person is a very evolved being. There are many evolved beings and some have nothing do with spirituality, they hold the space, their balanced and peaceful energy is like the dolphins and whales. Without them the planet would be even more out of balance. I know these people to be star seeds.

The sacred union with the divine is the cure for all ills, it is time for sublime audacity.

Love beyond measure

Lotus

I really am not going to take the time to reply to this from a person who trashes me and sends her alter ego water boy Ahim-sa to do the same.

Res Ipsa Loquitur ~ "The thing speaks for itself".


Wasayo

Dear Lotus Feet,

Thank you so much for caring, and for checking in on Magi and me. You are a sweetie!

We're fine out here in the California high desert ~ no fires have reached us (yet), lol. It's sad how this happens here on a yearly basis, and California now is a very dry tinderbox.

I'm hoping to make it through the Cajon Pass down into North County San Diego around the middle of July to see my daugher and her family ~ but that will depend on um... whether the Pass is open, due to fire. I really don't want to get stuck (not able to get out) from below the Pass... cuz I don't want to be separated from Magi. So, I turn it over to God ~ and this always works for me.

How are you doing? Your post is wonderful, Lotus. Thank you with all my heart for sharing, and for being here.

Love beyond measure to you,

Wasayo

Dear Darza,

I couldn't possibly agree more with what you are saying here.

Divinity has enough "loyal" worshippers on her lightworkers thread. If she comes here, she will have to be an ordinary, "one of the boys" and play fair.

Here we don't cut & past enlightenment... and we don't cut & paste sheets and sheets of scientific theories.

Here we write our own stuff ~ and if we cut & paste something, we explain "how" and "why" it has touched our lives. Here we post original thinking and healing.

Here we are REAL... and here we share deeply ~ we are open and honest (warts and all) ~ and we do not hide behind an internet facade. Divinity is welcome ~ but she will have to (for once)... be REAL.

Thanks for telling-it-like-it-is, Darza ~ re the Queen of Denial. I don't think Div ever lissens-up to real life, lol. Most lightworkers live in a pink bubble.

Love you madly,

Wasayo

Dear AC 459856,

How can I help you? What can I do? I am so glad you are here.

I'm sensing that you are feeling semi-crushed by financial burdens and worries ~ and there may be a little real-life "love-life flack" in the pic for you too. Perhaps children (teen-agers?) are a worry. It will be okay.

It sounds like you are returning to your core center ~ to the great inner strength that lies within you. You are tired, because so many in your circle always look to you to be the strong one.

Please do something fun and nice for yourself ~ something outrageous and simple... maybe something you loved to do as a child. Replenish your inner self ~ and then you will have a full cup from which to continue giving.

Your soul is beautiful, and you are so welcome here ~ and everywhere you go.

Blessings always,

Wasayo

TFD ~

The experiment sounds just P-E-R-F-E-C-T!!!! Keep us updated. I am so, so, so very excited about this :). You are combining science, spirituality and the expansion of nature all in one. I couldn't imagine a better experiment. I am so glad you thought of it and have the willpower to carry it out. You're just so beautiful, TFD!


AC 459856 ~

=D Wonderful. So glad you're feeling the warmth. And, by your sharing your warmth, I also feel warmer. Thank you so greatly!

O!

Divine Woman ~

Hello and welcome. In my eyes, I would just like you to know that you are welcome here just as much as anyone else :).

This very opinion you shared has occurred to me. So has the alternative. So has the law of attraction and what it entails. There are a multitude of people who believe one will occur and another number who believe the other will occur. There are also some who think both will occur or that one will lead to the other. I feel that these will manifest personally dependent on the person and that there will also be communal manifestations (dependent on group consciousness).

The PTB are also conscious beings who will experience manifestations based on their beliefs. So will those who follow them.

I can only speak personally. For me, I feel that some ugly things are coming, but that ugliness is only based on a point-of-view. That it is ugly. I think the Earth needs to go through certain things and trust what will come is meant to. I think there is something beautiful to that.

I know that preparation is a key for myself and my family. I trust that the opportunity to inspire others to be touched by my point-of-view is ever present. I take action in that way. I am a beacon for myself. If others catch my glow and are influenced by it this is because they looked. I realize now, I can't make anyone look. Everything is a choice.

This is a healing thread. One way of healing is sharing with others, connecting with them and reaching a common ground. We've been doing that a lot here and I very much enjoy it.

So, I am not worried about my survival. I am somewhat worried about certain trials that I can picture happening to myself and my family, but that is an ego thing. Therein, that is a part of my process to love my ego and release the need to think only from it.

Love to you and your Lightworkers, to All, ONE,
In my eyes, Lightworker is simply a name to a communal perspective,
You're welcome any time,
O!

Lotus ~

My goodness, you write so beautifully and from such a place of inner truth. I love that. My Mom and I had a conversation the other day about your words (she's following the progression of the thread, but not writing - she's not much of a forum writer). She loves the way you weave messages within your surface message. Thank you from us both!

For me, yes, I am still opening inner gateways to find myself again. I feel, in many ways I am there or nearly there. It makes me very happy, the more I remember. And, I am really, really remembering. I am so glad, as through this I feel less and less afraid.

I do have problems with the male aspect of God. Yet, the more and more I search for myself the more and more I feel this Universal Energy presence. That lining to everything, pouring through everything, that is everything. It's complete, blissful, indescribable loving presence that can be overwhelming, yet not frightening in the least. For me, this is God. What a wonder. THE wonder of wonders. It is perfect. I use that word a lot, but it is.

Love beyond measure,
Love to All, ONE,
O!

Yes keep us updated. I really curious for the results. But I think I know what plant will grow best :)
Wonder if the plant in the faaday cage will do better or worse as the plain one ?

Hi Allie, one problem that I did have to work through was the dream that Dad gave us. When the world of the Princess fell apart and the King and Queen did not live happily ever after; it was devastating especially as a serious possible terminal illness had been part of the break-up. It is much better not to give children unrealistic expectations of humanity, life and human nature.

I remember during my second marriage when a dear friend was envious of what she perceived we had on all levels. I looked her straight in the eye and said 'you do not know what is around the corner, I take nothing for granted' within weeks the five month marriage was over. Husband had moved out while I was working away.

As I write this I feel that this might be what Wasayo is trying to communicate to other light workers. As we know hope is very important indeed. However, we cannot dictate to nature and the cosmos on the way that God will deliver what we are destined to receive. We cannot expect God to do what humanity desires unless we are prepared to work hand in hand, side by side with God.

Allie, it is wonderful to be working on self. I loved it and still look for any issue that might block my own life process. it is not something to be rushed but to be savoured and treasured, it is a journey to paradise. Yes, a holiday and adventure that goes on and on...

Sometimes you can think or feel that you are there and then another round in a different sphere of consciousness begins. We can clear the mental, emotional and sentient bodies but it takes much longer for all the work done to clear the physical due to its density. However, the 50 year olds tend to have carried a lot more baggage then the younger ones. It really makes my heart sing to meet 20 year old's that are already processing, healing and purifying. They will never have to go through or suffer what many of us oldies did.

Last but not least, I forgot we did use inner child meditations so we did use meditation to connect with the inner child.


Love to you and your mum.....


Lotus

Hello dear Wasayo,

Good to hear that you are fine and making progress.

How am I? Thank you for asking.

Still coming to terms with what is.

Also in a pickle over a manuscript as I had been editing and adding to two different drafts at the same time without realising it. I must have either been in altered state, tired or not concentrating.

I close down if anything gets to technical or factual. I think I explained to you once before that I have some kind of techno switch that turns me off if overloaded by too much head stuff. I am an empty head for good purpose. LOL! This upset a friend recently that I simple was not able to take in heavy academic papers. He perceived it as not respecting him; eventhough I had explained my being and how it operates to him.

Son/Money is an area that must be solved and this is certainly connected to the Saturn Return and feels like it as come early LOL! As money and his father was a major issue that went on for many years. I am known for being too soft for my own good! LOL!

It is also time that I look at my own financial situation as well and start earning some money. Now the two year 24/7 mission with the middle east is over and my six months off to recoup is finished. I await further guidance on what is next. As you know the aim was to live in a warm country to alleviate my skin and that will now not be in the USA; although I do feel it will be in the America's. I do not know how this will manifest at this point in time and am just allowing things to fall into place in God's timing.

Since 2003, my nature has changed dramatically and not being able to do things that were second nature to me before is not easy. I imagine that people who go through a sex change must go through something similar to do with their orientation.

Love beyond measure

Lotus

Hi Lotus,

I seldom ask anyone this question. I want to tell you i am permanently interested in your answer.

Love beyond measure

Hello, Lotus Feet!

Thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul for sharing so deeply here. You never fail to amaze me, at the sheer beauty of your being!

I just sent you a PM ~ was trying to send you some astrology, and I've lost your email addy. So, if you'd like... just let me know.

I printed out your posts to Allie and to me ~ and I want to give much more than a "quick read" instant response. Your heartfelt thoughts deserve that.

Love ya,

Wasayo


******


OKEY-DOKEY... TFD ~

I was gonna say "whassup"... but I think I may have a clue.

I am seeing deep indigo for you ~ a blue crystal stone.

As to the American woman you met ~ I am seeing this:

* Rainbows

* A lattice-lace-like looking white trellis entwined like DNA with beautiful, dew-like white roses...

* And two hearts melting into one under this trellis.

* The Flying Dutchman ~ I think you will marry her...


Mega-love to you both, (wink)


Wasayo

Bless you Darza and how are you dear one? Now why would you be so interested in the response?

Big hugs...

Lotus

I've occasionally known people who seem to dwell in perpetual peace. They are a comfort to be around and when I'm around them I feel more peaceful, though I may have been stressed. There's a teacher at school who has lunch at the same time as me. I have the highest regard for him as he has a very quiet but purposeful manner. He also seems to have an inner compass and a clear sense of right and wrong. It's a pleasure having lunch with him and I always feel ready for my next class. There's definitely something to what you are saying.

What I do for inner peace?

When going to bed I lie on my back and look at the ceiling. I conciously relax any muscles that are tight, take a deep breath and as I slowly exhale, I offer up all my cares to God, the Universe, the Cosmos, whatever (I haven't determined what higher power is in charge). I just release my worries and trust that someone bigger than me is in charge and can handle it. That exercise gives me tremendous peace, when I remember to do it.

I laugh. I look for people who crack me up, look up stupid jokes on the internet or watch my kids silly antics.

I work out, alone and hard.

I cook, something complicated that requires a recipe or something simple that uses outstanding ingredients. Preparing good food is a very peaceful activity.

I go down the hill, sit on a bench facing the brook and just look around and marvel at the beautiful place I have the privilege of inhabiting. Nature always restores me.

I pet my cats or my dog. Animals are peaceful souls. They also make me laugh, especially the dog! Just standing there with that silly look on her face, her whole body shaking back and forth to the crazy movement of her tail, knowing that I am the source of her joy.

Snuggle with my kiddos or have kissing contests.

Have a GOOD cup of coffee and a piece of chocolate.

Just stop whatever I can't seem to stop doing. It's incredibly hard and incredibly simple. I'm working on not stooping to pick up each and every thing I find lying on the floow every minute of the day. I have to learn to ignore them (like everyone else does lol) and enlist my family to pick up later.

That's all I can think of. The trick is remembering to do any of the above when I'm right in the middle of it and can't see the forest from the trees.

Peace to all. Thanks for this thread and this reminder:)

Blessings in abundance. Thank you for your PM.

I feel tonight and sharing here as provided some further insight.

So I will throw some pebbles in the pond....

If I don't have any beliefs how can I believe in God?

I mentioned that I am still coming to terms with what is unacceptable to others.

I am also coming to terms with it within myself.

I have trusted God and the divine with my whole being for so many years now that it feels strange to be in a space of having to come to terms.

On the 2002 Ego discourse with God it took one year for me to accept and integrate what had been received and experienced. Receiving a message from God for others is one thing, I can view it objectively. However, what has developed since 2003 is a completely different reality and one that is not easy to accept as you yourself know.

It is a threshold that I am crossing. that I am once again reluctant to cross. Like when I was first called by the divine for clairvoyance and kept sending them away. Like when I first saw angels and kept pinching myself, like when I first saw the holy mother and did not believe I would ever see or experience her again. Without divulging everything on this public forum, tonight I can also associate 'my current coming to terms' with who I have been told I am with the devastation experienced in the 20's.

My earthly father taught us who we were in his eyes; God almighty and his Son have shown me who I am to them and what I have to do. The earthly life did not turn out the way the earthly father promised it would and the insight gained tonight is that my reluctance once more is accepting completely what my heavenly father is saying, although I have had many years to integrate and come to terms with the culimination.

In the past I have not doubted the divine in anyway, although I was blessed with tremdous proof over a period of many years.

However, this situation is very different indeed. If a person was not sane or had the huge amount of training and experience I have been blessed to receive, I have no doubt at all that it would blow the mind.

All I can do is remember that in this particular case the burden is not mine, and just allow myself to be carried and allow God to make the decisions of where we are to be and for what purpose.

Many people have accused me of many things on GLP but few truly know me and the reality that I experience on a daily basis.

I know this is another process of integration on many different levels of being. Until I can truly accept who I am now, others will not be ready to accept either.


Big Hugs.........


Lotus

Lotus ~

Yes, when I have children (and should it be with Chuck especially as we have discussed this) one of my (our) primary goals is to focus on disernment. I feel I will have much to teach them and they to teach me (us) =D! Though I wasn't raised as much as an equal (Often hearing, "You're the child and you'll do what I say because I'm the adult."), I still always felt that I was. I pushed the veil of unequality and today both of my parents have had wonderful discusions with how much we taught and still teach one another. My yonger sibblings are raised very much in this new light and they are so bright =D!!! It's beautiful to watch. I went off on a tangent, but that's where my joy carried me afterall.

I am sorry for your loss, but am glad for the light you percieve it from. That's very motivational. I try to take my losses in a trusting light (once the initial pain has been cleared and I can see through that clarity).

For me, from the perspective of my beliefs, I feel that the law of attraction is an important element. I feel that since God, that Ultimate Energy of Everything, is everywhere, is everything, that a part of me knows what is to happen. It is like, in truth, my hand and God's hand are so tightly woven that it can't be told where mine stops and God's begins. So, I think the law of attraction plays a role in what is happening, yet, I also have an ego. Attracting from this place, I cannot possibly attract exactly what I desire because my consciousness of seperation limits me. Yet, in allowance, you see, in my eyes, I am attracting what I desire because then I am connecting with the true part of myself. Does that make sense? Putting my thoughts to written language on this is very, very difficult. I fear that I will be percieved as saying, I, Allie, am God. No, Allie is just a part of God, as I see it. The soul/energy/presence/link within Allie is God in its wholeness. That connection is without measure, so it continues on always as it always was. I do believe.

As seen from the last paragraph, one of my biggest blocks is my fear that my beliefs will anger others. As I seek connection with others with all my heart, this is quite a block. I am trying to work through it. I feel I am getting somewhere. Getting somewhere with our blocks, even just identifying them, is just so, so, SO wonderful :)!

Yes, yes, I feel so blessed to have held to such a deep Link with the Universal Energy. Though there was a time I tried so hard to break from it, I could never just snap it away. I feel, very, very thankful and even more excited that I know I am choosing to hold to this Link (and continue down the string path to the Source). Yet, there is such a wisdom with age. I have such an attraction to those older than myself. The most interesting and the majority of the most important people to me in my life are 30+. There are lessons in their pain I learn from. I believe in the statement "respect your elders". Even if age doesn't always lead to wisdom, in my experience, it always does. The measurments of this are different and are different for anyone percieving them. Sometimes it takes more looking, but it's always been there =D!

I am so very thankful to be discussing this with you.

Love absorbed and reflected,
Simply, love is,
O!

Until I can truly accept who I am now, others will not be ready to accept either.[/color] ~ Lotus

I needed to read that.



O!

AC 459948 ~

I've read your words twice today. After the first time I stepped away from my computer and did a deep workout. I focused on being completely conscious of my body. Through this, I was able to push myself in ways that I hadn't been able to before. I am also able to move with more fluid motions, as if I am in water. This helps me to become more consious of the energy between the spaces of all things, surrounding all things. :)!

Thank you for the encouragment and your presence:)

Really, everyone here, thank you for your presences. I mean it with all my heart that you are seriously affecting my life. And the results are incredible. I can't express how thankful I am. I am so thankful I feel like I should create a new word to express it =D!!!

O!

Hi Lotus,

Tanks for asking Lotus, i am happy all the time.

To answer your question, i am interested in all humans. I study human nature. With you i am slightly more interested then with some others because there is obviously a lot of wisdom in your words, you do sharing from the heart, you are prepared to sacrifice, you keep on surprising me, to name a few. I am guessing you have a mission and am very curious how it unfolds. I am aware you have worldwide connections and am very curious what effects this will generate in the near future.

I can think of a lot more reasons to answer the "why" question. Bottom line is i am, it is my nature.

Hi AC,

From what i see both your mind and heart are open. I recognize your method, i use it all the time, it helped me to diminish my restlessness a lot.

I want to share with you what i discovered next. In this state you described thoughts still arise, a lot less but still they are there. For me a big breakthrough was when i was able to observe the source from where they spring. I witnessed the continuous flow of thoughts and realized i was observing this seemingly endless stream. I was NOT the process of thinking, i was NOT the mind. I was the individual observing the mind and what happens in it. No more i-ness, only identity, a deep inner peace.

Hi Allie,

LOL, you expressed your gratitude very clearly, i can feel it here. I entered this state of gratitude a few years ago and am working on expressing it ever since with only limited results for others. Seems to me the most results are for me, the gratitude keeps on increasing even when it is not my goal.

I learn a lot from you, i can see you are a better communicator then i am. Well not better, but different. My way of communicating tends to lead to attacks from the closed minded while your way seems to make that impossible. You do not give anyone an excuse to attack you, very fluid, but still keep to your own truth. Not that i want to change mine, but yours gives me the necessary contrast to understand mine better.

Since yesterday i play a game, i like to do empathy. I try to imagine how you look from your mothers point of view. When i do it i get all happy feelings.