Been Lucid Dreaming Since, its getting CRAZY to sleep now

ive been able to control my dreams since i was a young boy. my first real control of a dream was jumping out of my front yard and just stretching up into the clouds. i enjoyed this dream for awhile.

fast forward to a few weeks ago, and im walking around seattle and there were about 9 mini tanks, they were drone tanks without anyone in them, driving by in formation. i decided to salute the tanks as they passed by me, barrels looking towards our faces (my inner thoughts at this moment told me "they can see you)

then another night, i fall asleep and i see the norwegian flag, and some version of an a10 warthog doing strafe runs and shooting. everyone is screaming at me to leave and i said "no i want to see this" suddenly a huge air ship the size of like a football stadium or something was over us, and tanks with thrusters can down from the sky out of the air ship, landed, and began to head towards the norwegian flag

a few nights ago, i had a dream a nuclear bomb went off not far from my house, i ran to the window to close it, but i wasnt fast enough the shockwave blew radioactive debris into my eyes, nose and face. after holding onto my bed, i manage to get up and shut the window and run to the shower, hoping to get the radiation off of me

last night we are being put onto buses and people were coming and giving us supplies. when we heard our name called we would get on the trains and go volunteer to help clean up some radiation.

im having a hard time even wanting to sleep these days. i wake up from these visions and they are so realistic lately, it doesnt feel like sleep.