I have been relegated to the status of meek.

Since the inception of 2022, I find that I am stymied from creating or responding to most newly developed thread content.

I now feel like a computer operating in safe mode, with read only functionality.

Everything I witness going on in this current existing timeline, seems surreal and intangible and I am unable to formulate cohesive thought or express opinion on the variety of topic that crop up.

It's all a jumbled cacophony with no cohesive attenuation to reality.

It's as if I have said everything of pertinence and nothing else remains to be said; nor is there anyone willing to listen if I do break through the veiled illusions.

It's like a block has been placed, preventing me from stating anymore truth. In relation, nothing seems real any longer. The world is now full of NPC's bots, conditioned lies and distorted truths. Anything I would say that matters, is swallowed up and buried in a sea of lies and falls on deaf ears.

It's like I peeled an onion, layer by layer and now that I have reached the core, there is nothing left to expose.

On the dubious occasion when I am able to express something of relevance to a topic, it feels like I am shouting fire! Fire! in a theater full of holographic projections. Truthfully, I am alone in an empty room, just wasting breath.

Everything is now a simulation. The only thing real is me and the occasional tangible strangers passing through, that are also equally aware as I am, recognizable, but also incommunicado.

Life seems like it is nothing but theater now, and I have a front row seat and I am watching the world implode. I can't wait for the simulation to end and the aisle lights to come back on so I can find my way back to reality on the outside where there is fresh air and blue skies and the natural and real world awaits.

I would express myself, but it seems that I cannot do so as I have in the past. It's as if I have been relegated to the status of meekness by benevolent forces for my own good.

I am now just here to witness and watch the world die.