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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79838792 United States 01/12/2023 07:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know the words by heart, but I never really listened to the song until now. Within seconds of playing, I had this sob from the gut. I am still breathing hard. Thank you for sharing. I needed that release, even if only for a few minutes. You're very welcome. I wish there was more I could do. |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 07:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know the words by heart, but I never really listened to the song until now. Within seconds of playing, I had this sob from the gut. I am still breathing hard. Thank you for sharing. I needed that release, even if only for a few minutes. You're very welcome. I wish there was more I could do. The smallest acts of kindness mean the world to me. Thank you. |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 07:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | He's 82. I know he's old, but he was in great health and comes from a family of centenarians. If it was simply old age, I could accept it, but I have watched his health decline post jabs. He used to be a big fan of Tucker Carlson. He hasn't mentioned him as much, probably because of the elephant in the room. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83947106 United States 01/12/2023 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | One of my closest friends - a second dad in a way - has suffered the effects of the jab since the first one. Had to have surgery to correct a bladder issue that started dafter first jab. He got covid twice after his booster (3rd shot) and just canceled dinner because he cannot shake a cold he caught upon returning from the US. He's 82. Quoting: Happy in Nature Another member of the dinner party has stage 4 bladder cancer that came out of nowhere. He beat pancreatic and prostate cancer pre-jabs. My other close friend has had 5 jabs and covid officially three times, which turned into pneumonia. He is still not 100%. Two other jabbed friends had heart attacks last month, but I didn't know until I went on FB last night to see their status. Several friends died suddenly last year, and a couple others from pulmonary embolisms and strokes. I know of at least a dozen others (acquaintances) whose death was likely jab related. Just picked up two Canadian friends at the border and sounds like the parents (good friends) are sick and might not make it to visit this year. I don't think they understand the effects of the jabs. They didn't mention it so I won't. No point. My BF got two Pfizers for a potential gig at the South Pole, but that fell through and now his personality has changed ever so slightly, as in if he doesn't give a fuck about life. In Nicaragua, seems like every day I hear of a new death/heart attack/MS symptoms/organ failure for the jabbed. I planned to shut down my less than month old twitter account, but I have met several vaxxed damaged people and I want to stay on to support them as they go through this. It's strange to be chatting with so many dead men walking. I don't even now what to say other than send love and good vibes from afar. This is surreal. My mental preparations aren't working. I feel like I am in a haze or sorrow. Each new post about a dead athlete/celebrity/child feels like am emotional hit, even though I don't now these people. It's a hard time to be an empath. Just venting because this is the only place I can do so privately. Thank you for that, Trinity. I know that I am not alone and most people reading this can probably say the same about friends and family. If you are one of the handful who haven't had to mourn the loss of a loved one from these jabs, be grateful. Sending you all love and strength. I've had a year of loss too. It makes you sad to lose folks you cared about for so many years. No way to replace them and it serves as a constant reminder your time is coming. I'm sorry you have such loss. I often wish God had never invented death but then sometimes when I think how whacky this World is getting perhaps he invented death as a way for us to escape all of this knowing there is only so much we can take. The one good thing is knowing if they were your friends they knew they were loved! God didn’t invent death so to speak for humans. He meant for us to live forever in perfection. Separating from God caused death. Because of Adam that happened. Thankfully Jesus will correct that. So God is not responsible for all this mess and sickness and death. Jesus will resurrect the dead and will undo this nightmare. 2 weeks? |
Happy in Nature
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 84266142 India 01/12/2023 07:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 84266142 India 01/12/2023 07:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! |
St Tidbits the Odd
User ID: 77547432 Canada 01/12/2023 07:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Evil showing in force + the internet = overexposure to a normal, happy brain Quoting: Anonymous Coward 83871494 Smart people will pull back if they haven't already to protect their psyche We aren't built to absorb so much dissonance You have to trian for such dissonance. CH's 'woo' series on bitchute is a great place to start. Soulless fake humans are already AI. They get triggered by particular words, symbols etc. They can't really bother about the meaning. They just look for the trigger words. Their language & comprehension skills are 0. Some bots have bods, others don't. Cara Is Spirit |
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Truth2free
User ID: 80940459 United States 01/12/2023 08:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm really sorry, OP for all you've had to endure the past year. These are the worst of times most of us have ever seen and it continues to get worse. I'm having trouble coping with it all too - not sleeping, anxiety, sorrow for so much loss, and watching people go downhill. Will pray for strength and comfort for you. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 85098973 01/12/2023 08:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's awful what's happening. My expanded self told me we are in a "Season of Death"..... Quoting: cosmicgypsy Your expanded self? That's the first time I've heard someone reference their fat ass as their "expanded self". Wacko's come up with new shit everyday it seems. Sorry Gypsy, but it had to be done. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 85098973 01/12/2023 08:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Evil showing in force + the internet = overexposure to a normal, happy brain Quoting: Anonymous Coward 83871494 Smart people will pull back if they haven't already to protect their psyche We aren't built to absorb so much dissonance This site is damn addictive tho. Not sure if psychological games are at play here, or I'm just an information junkie. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 84686463 United Kingdom 01/12/2023 08:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I’ve always enjoyed your posts on here, OP… I’m sorry to hear that you’re struggling… it’s a really difficult time. I wish that I had the words to offer some comfort, it truly feels like we’re walking through the valley of the shadow of death, right now… Stay strong, sweetheart. Lots of love x |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 85098973 01/12/2023 08:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So sorry for the potential losses of people, and with all my heart wish no none had accepted this jab from the government, still don't understand it. Quoting: Sungaze_At_Dawn My father is always making me sick with his jab and I'm worried for all of us here, due to him, and also for him every day. Yep, lost my Mom in October and one of my best friends at the beginning of the year. The really cool young 30s dude next door passed last year, another neighbor lost her husband two years ago and her daughter last month. My very best friend was an early jabber and now has afib. The young 20s kid we watched grow up across the street from him now has lymphoma. It's happening, and today for the first time it hit me that this really is starting to become frightening. |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 01/12/2023 08:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's awful what's happening. My expanded self told me we are in a "Season of Death"..... Quoting: cosmicgypsy Your expanded self? That's the first time I've heard someone reference their fat ass as their "expanded self". Wacko's come up with new shit everyday it seems. Sorry Gypsy, but it had to be done. I don't get what the big deal is about me calling what others call their "Higher Self" my expanded self. I'm not the only one who sees it the way I do, too. There's an author that uses that term, him also a spiritual person/energy worker. You see, I just don't like hierarchies, because they only foster separation, and....well, we are everywhere, not just up somewhere up above our heads, in the clouds somewhere. Perhaps if we weren't putting them on a pedestal, then they'd interact with us more, eh? Mine talks to me when it's needed, ya know? But really, I also don't have a fat ass.... Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 01/12/2023 08:24 PM You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84266142 I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! I have three families of toucans on my land. (2 keel billed and the other the fluorescent green billed.) One day I watched 8 of the keel billeds searching for guasimo nuts on the ground for about 30 minutes. I am blessed to live in a real jungle. https://imgur.com/UhmZByP @harmonia.nicaragua on insta |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 01/12/2023 08:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84266142 I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! I have three families of toucans on my land. (2 keel billed and the other the fluorescent green billed.) One day I watched 8 of the keel billeds searching for guasimo nuts on the ground for about 30 minutes. I am blessed to live in a real jungle. https://imgur.com/UhmZByP @harmonia.nicaragua on insta I'm jelly.... But I like my high desert, too.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I’ve always enjoyed your posts on here, OP… I’m sorry to hear that you’re struggling… it’s a really difficult time. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84686463 I wish that I had the words to offer some comfort, it truly feels like we’re walking through the valley of the shadow of death, right now… Stay strong, sweetheart. Lots of love x Your words mean a lot to me. We are all in this together. Many blessings. One love. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79838792 United States 01/12/2023 08:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84266142 I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! I have three families of toucans on my land. (2 keel billed and the other the fluorescent green billed.) One day I watched 8 of the keel billeds searching for guasimo nuts on the ground for about 30 minutes. I am blessed to live in a real jungle. [imgur] [link to imgur.com (secure)] @harmonia.nicaragua on insta Looks like a lot to mow. I kid, I kid... |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So sorry for the potential losses of people, and with all my heart wish no none had accepted this jab from the government, still don't understand it. Quoting: Sungaze_At_Dawn My father is always making me sick with his jab and I'm worried for all of us here, due to him, and also for him every day. Yep, lost my Mom in October and one of my best friends at the beginning of the year. The really cool young 30s dude next door passed last year, another neighbor lost her husband two years ago and her daughter last month. My very best friend was an early jabber and now has afib. The young 20s kid we watched grow up across the street from him now has lymphoma. It's happening, and today for the first time it hit me that this really is starting to become frightening. Sending you love and strength. Mom and BF in such a short time. Oh, my. How difficult that must be. My mom passed 7 years ago and there is not a moment I don't miss here. I tell myself that she would not be able to handle the pain of the present world. It would have been a fight to keep her unjabbed and that may have been worse than watching her struggle with pancreatic cancer for 3 years. Sending hugs from my soul to yours. |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84266142 I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! I have three families of toucans on my land. (2 keel billed and the other the fluorescent green billed.) One day I watched 8 of the keel billeds searching for guasimo nuts on the ground for about 30 minutes. I am blessed to live in a real jungle. https://imgur.com/UhmZByP @harmonia.nicaragua on insta Looks like a lot to mow. I kid, I kid... 263 acres... I am lucky to keep 8 acres under control. |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Evil showing in force + the internet = overexposure to a normal, happy brain Quoting: Anonymous Coward 83871494 Smart people will pull back if they haven't already to protect their psyche We aren't built to absorb so much dissonance This site is damn addictive tho. Not sure if psychological games are at play here, or I'm just an information junkie. I think most of us are news junkies well aware of the potential for psychological games. We come here in spite of the latter because we can see through it (most days). Sometimes I laugh thinking about my initial reaction to this site back in 1999 and the early 2000s. I was an AC because I didn't want to be one of those crazy conspiracy kooks and yet here I am almost 23 years later with a damn paid membership so I can be part of this family of kindred spirits (and avoid IP bans). |
Happy in Nature
(OP) User ID: 84876380 Nicaragua 01/12/2023 08:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm really sorry, OP for all you've had to endure the past year. These are the worst of times most of us have ever seen and it continues to get worse. I'm having trouble coping with it all too - not sleeping, anxiety, sorrow for so much loss, and watching people go downhill. Will pray for strength and comfort for you. Quoting: Truth2free I pray for comfort and peace for you, too. Thank you for your kind words. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79838792 United States 01/12/2023 08:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In Nicaragua? Damn, I wish I had that supreme natural beauty around me to make me smile from dusk til dawn. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84266142 I've been to CR and Panama myself. Still makes me watery-eyed thinking about the best part of the whole entire world ... Give a buenos dias to the Keel-billed toucans from me! I have three families of toucans on my land. (2 keel billed and the other the fluorescent green billed.) One day I watched 8 of the keel billeds searching for guasimo nuts on the ground for about 30 minutes. I am blessed to live in a real jungle. [imgur] [link to imgur.com (secure)] @harmonia.nicaragua on insta Looks like a lot to mow. I kid, I kid... 263 acres... I am lucky to keep 8 acres under control. I'd probably go mad.. lol. My little 1 acre has proven to be a handful, given my full time job and all the side work I do. That reminds me, I have to rebuild the mower deck when I find the time. I have big rust holes forming in it I need to patch. It's going to look like a quilt when I'm done with it. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79838792 United States 01/12/2023 09:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | One of my closest friends - a second dad in a way - has suffered the effects of the jab since the first one. Had to have surgery to correct a bladder issue that started dafter first jab. He got covid twice after his booster (3rd shot) and just canceled dinner because he cannot shake a cold he caught upon returning from the US. He's 82. Quoting: Happy in Nature Another member of the dinner party has stage 4 bladder cancer that came out of nowhere. He beat pancreatic and prostate cancer pre-jabs. My other close friend has had 5 jabs and covid officially three times, which turned into pneumonia. He is still not 100%. Two other jabbed friends had heart attacks last month, but I didn't know until I went on FB last night to see their status. Several friends died suddenly last year, and a couple others from pulmonary embolisms and strokes. I know of at least a dozen others (acquaintances) whose death was likely jab related. Just picked up two Canadian friends at the border and sounds like the parents (good friends) are sick and might not make it to visit this year. I don't think they understand the effects of the jabs. They didn't mention it so I won't. No point. My BF got two Pfizers for a potential gig at the South Pole, but that fell through and now his personality has changed ever so slightly, as in if he doesn't give a fuck about life. In Nicaragua, seems like every day I hear of a new death/heart attack/MS symptoms/organ failure for the jabbed. I planned to shut down my less than month old twitter account, but I have met several vaxxed damaged people and I want to stay on to support them as they go through this. It's strange to be chatting with so many dead men walking. I don't even now what to say other than send love and good vibes from afar. This is surreal. My mental preparations aren't working. I feel like I am in a haze or sorrow. Each new post about a dead athlete/celebrity/child feels like am emotional hit, even though I don't now these people. It's a hard time to be an empath. Just venting because this is the only place I can do so privately. Thank you for that, Trinity. I know that I am not alone and most people reading this can probably say the same about friends and family. If you are one of the handful who haven't had to mourn the loss of a loved one from these jabs, be grateful. Sending you all love and strength. Online you have green karma offline you have red obviously. You are seriously lacking tact. |