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Anonymous Coward User ID: 84880211 01/08/2023 01:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Been there, done that. Hang in there brother! Reach out to safe & sober friends/family or go a meeting. You need a support system right now. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 16242016 United States 01/08/2023 01:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | opiates are the only drugs that take some pains away (for a few hours)... glad you survived op. life sucks sometimes. i'm not going to lie to you and tell you it's going to get better. it's probably going to get worse for a while. my only advice is to try and find the person you were before you met her. try to be happy. obviously that's practically impossible to do for a while but eventually you will find something that does it for you, if only for a moment. that's all life is. a series of moments strung together. try to get one good moment and go from there. if you learn to find happiness you can make her regret divorcing you. nothing pisses women off more than knowing you are happy without them. that's the worst thing in the world to them after a breakup. they want to know they ruined you. i've was an addict for 10 years so i get it. i did everything all day every day. i smoked DMT one day, met God, and never did drugs ever again. This last part wasn't related to your story, just thought you'd like to hear it (because of your user name). |
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User ID: 82713236 United States 01/08/2023 01:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. I don't have the time or the crayons to explain this to you. Slake Blake |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83855336 United States 01/08/2023 01:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. No reason not to. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 16242016 United States 01/08/2023 01:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. while everything you say is correct, it's not something that will help an addict in their struggle. no one who does drugs wants to do drugs. they just want to feel better. addiction is usually masking pain. addiction is like covering a running water faucet with a water balloon. everyone knows the balloon is going to pop... we just want the water to stop dripping for 5 fucking seconds... your water faucet isn't dripping and you're talking to someone with a constant drip... drip... drip... the drip becomes deafening... it's all you can see... all you can think of... the best you can do to help is listen. all that the OP wants is for us to listen and not judge him right now. promise. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83855336 United States 01/08/2023 01:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. while everything you say is correct, it's not something that will help an addict in their struggle. no one who does drugs wants to do drugs. they just want to feel better. addiction is usually masking pain. addiction is like covering a running water faucet with a water balloon. everyone knows the balloon is going to pop... we just want the water to stop dripping for 5 fucking seconds... your water faucet isn't dripping and you're talking to someone with a constant drip... drip... drip... the drip becomes deafening... it's all you can see... all you can think of... the best you can do to help is listen. all that the OP wants is for us to listen and not judge him right now. promise. How does one start doing Fentanyl? |
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User ID: 84880104 United States 01/08/2023 01:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 12 years. Together from 18-29. Still can’t believe it. I relapsed HARD. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug and it’s so hard to bounce back from a depression like that. I was put into court ordered treatment I was such a danger to myself. Relapsed 10 days ago, had a gun in one hand and a bottle in the other. I think drinking myself into a blackout within 2 hours was the best thing to ever happen to me. I felt a bit of peace today for the first time in soooo long. Quoting: ~LSDMTHC~ Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. while everything you say is correct, it's not something that will help an addict in their struggle. no one who does drugs wants to do drugs. they just want to feel better. addiction is usually masking pain. addiction is like covering a running water faucet with a water balloon. everyone knows the balloon is going to pop... we just want the water to stop dripping for 5 fucking seconds... your water faucet isn't dripping and you're talking to someone with a constant drip... drip... drip... the drip becomes deafening... it's all you can see... all you can think of... the best you can do to help is listen. all that the OP wants is for us to listen and not judge him right now. promise. How does one start doing Fentanyl? You don't, stay far away Hmmmm... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83855336 United States 01/08/2023 01:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Pilgrim001 Did you think that doing drugs was going to turn out good? Be a man and stop wallowing in self-pity. You've wasted 12 years. Don't waste your life. while everything you say is correct, it's not something that will help an addict in their struggle. no one who does drugs wants to do drugs. they just want to feel better. addiction is usually masking pain. addiction is like covering a running water faucet with a water balloon. everyone knows the balloon is going to pop... we just want the water to stop dripping for 5 fucking seconds... your water faucet isn't dripping and you're talking to someone with a constant drip... drip... drip... the drip becomes deafening... it's all you can see... all you can think of... the best you can do to help is listen. all that the OP wants is for us to listen and not judge him right now. promise. How does one start doing Fentanyl? You don't, stay far away Now I'm really intrigued. I've had too many character building experiences already. I think it's time for a Rake's Progress. They feel good apparently. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 84964441 United States 01/08/2023 01:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | op, that will cause you to fall down with a power Quoting: GenieInABottle To wash away the pain, but, of 12 years of life With nothing else to gain :hug: That's because there is nothing left to gain. don't gain more struggle, or pain. there's a contrast to even the most neutral tone. |