I Keep Waking Up.

Skippy!!!!

Yeah, me too, unfortunately.

I just want real life.

I just want real life.

Why?

Jesus Christ, thinking for a moment, this is the saddest thread title of all time.


Just for the record.

Same latley

So glad to see you post, Harry.

I think you are in very good company.

I keep thinking about this scene from Neverending Story:




It's a lot like that now

Me too because we all know something wicked this way comes.

I have a house and family. I have a busy life, and a blessed life. I am so very grateful.

I love God with my entire being. I know He has a purpose for all this, that I don't understand.

I remain His servant, on standby for the orders.

In the meantime, existence is a struggle. Some days are better than others, but it's like a stain on everything you can't quite wash out.

Heavy vibes.

I had a dream about that once.

https://twitter.com/_/status/1603561203179163648

Know this guy?

I am not a religious person, but I can honestly say that before bed each night, I ask the wind that I don't wake up tomorrow. That would be fine. I haven't got the guts to do it myself.

You've been pounded with this your whole life by those who love you and everyone/thing else so naturally relate to it and believe it. Some fighting to establish themselves in it, even maybe own some off it lol,etc.

The thing is if you look closely enough from the right vantage point and add your details, family details, etc you can actually with great accuracy predict an individual.

Kind of like a thousand days on earth is like a day in heaven watching a movie play out as just as screen played.

Your not you. you haven't known you or done you. Your a witness to the experience of you. A part of this creation. Binded in to only knowing the experience of you which is scripted.

The only thing you need is you and all becomes clear.

I had Sunny side up, I had Sunny side down...

Put a lid over the pan

Shush!

AA

No, he needs a friend… a real friend.

Too bad they’re in short supply these days.

None to be found here.

True. Even if anyone wanted to, we’re all too separated. Not to mention that most of those on here now are either trolls or mental cases,

checking out is easy; fighting through the fight and surviving emotionally is the great speed-bump. prove them all wrong; and, refuse to go await quietly. Prove them all wrong, and keep on fighting the fight; there's nothing to lose, and everything to gain.

They confidently used coercion against me and would profit handsomely by my 'proving them wrong.' You reframing this as a spiritual trial when it is in reality a means of breaking my will is about as dishonest as you can get. Those people are still waiting for that second Kasztner train. I wonder how many people died for trusting you, only to be resurrected as the martyrs of your next cause?

Your subtle insult aside, people don't help because they are instructed NOT to. The point isn't to toughen the person up, but to make them obedient to the chain of command. Your own priorities are evident in my life experience, and I don't need to hear you lie about how much you love the poor from your suburban houses and NIMBY neighborhoods.

Says you.

I wasn’t calling you a mental case, but your post above post would certainly seem to indicate such.

One fine day, you are not going to wake up in the morning, and you will regret what you just said...

Sometimes you might ask yourself what's the point, isn't it?

When you have lost yourself you have lost everything.

I feel that.

Me too, hot dog.