The Armor of God: Are you wearing the "Shoes of the Gospel of Peace" in your life?

It was the first thing I read....and here I go right now feeling like I'm wanting to crawl under a table again.

Jeebus fracking crust on a cracker....

I've asked a well loved GLP buddy to upgrade you, so we can speak privately in PM - it's a tight month for me - because it's too hard for me to talk about this in front of a crowd. I sent the request in text, and I don't think they've seen it yet.

But then I'm feeling my expanded self kinda urging me to talk about it here....because it will be an example of growth. Lawdy, always I'm asked to go out on a limb.

But what does being a Wanderer or a disciple really have to do with anything? Dang it! Just that I do my energy working sessions when I have someone who needs one, is enough!

I've thought about dropping even claiming to be a Wanderer, because I feel I've gone beyond even that!

It's been an incredible past few months for me....lol, and I think I just hit the wall....but thankfully, tomorrow is a new day.

I got to the middle of the 11th chapter of Matthew, and closed the book. There's so much running in my brain right now, and I just need a night's sleep for it to run down, and I'll likely wake up with some resolve, or at the least, fresh and ready to tackle....this I have going on right now. I have to be able to decide if I want to continue on with you - heh, like a bird on a wire - here on the thread, or in PM....and I'm just so happy you're willing to take your time with me....

....did you ever expect a Wanderer asking, nearly begging, for you to hang with her?

There's something special about you, lovey - it's your heart - and I'm very, very pleased I have met you....we're going to do some good work, eh?


A song I love, for this moment....




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You know I love you. Thank you for your post, sister. I'll watch the video later or tomorrow.

I didn't sleep well last night. I ate an old fashioned breakfast yesterday morning....sausage and pancakes and hash browns ....and I was up and down all night. I am le tired right now, and I'm sure I'm a dumbass who knows better than to eat any of that....lawdy, lawdy, lawdy.

Well, plus I've sobbed my eyes out three times this afternoon now, that always takes it out of me too.

....I'm such an emotional creature, lol.

I understand why I'm like this, and I wouldn't be the same person if I wasn't so sensitive, so I'm okay with it.... it's normal for me.

And anyway, crying is very cleansing! It rinses out the sadness, eh?....

As always, you and yours have my heart to youse....

This thread brought me to tears too. WOW deliverance through love in truth and action.

I can upgrade if I have to so you can reach me privately. I like interesting people, have had a few unorthodox people in my life, lol. I would like to hear more about Reiki. There's a practitioner near me and I need some work on my hip and knee, I was thinking massage therapy as I stay away from the mainstream ones.
Well that song is one of my favorites. I used to listen to a lot of Leonard Cohen, waaay back in the day. Thank you

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Oh I see this lady practitioner wants to take me for a walk in the woods and have me meditate about Mount Shasta or something. I left all that occult stuff behind years ago so not for me.

But what does being a Wanderer or a disciple really have to do with anything?


I think you are in terrible terrible pain or some situation and you need some comfort.

No, I have the boots of war on, you might want to change shoes OP, it's going to be a bumpy ride.

Turning the other cheek will get ya the Gulag. Good luck.

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God will lead you down the path you should go, CG. You are brave to be posting here about your journey, and it is surely helping others with similar questions.

Sending you much love and wishes for a beautiful day

1 Corinthians 10:21

You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons too; you cannot have a part in both the Lord’s table and the table of demons.

Well, I think you're right, but I don't know what this pain is....yet. I have a mystery inside me to solve, I'm thinking.

And I feel trepidation, and as much as I dislike the saying, 'God never gives us more than we can handle', I'm feeling' it right now, like I'm going to be taken to the max that I can handle in order to understand what I do not now understand.

So, if I read you right, you were told you were a disciple, too?

If so, please explain to me what being a disciple means to you? What is you do with that?....jeez, I didn't even know that there are modern day disciples. I thought disciples were something unique to Jesus's time.

But all I want to do is my energy working, and I want to do it as well as I'm able, and then even beyond that.

I want to be perfect at it, so I step aside, thrilled that I have the faith that I do have....and that I'm now protected whenever I do it, thanks to the Armor of God being put on my spirit.

As well, I do believe I was baptised by the Christ Spirit early yesterday evening. This was nothing I asked for, but I got it all the same. Being baptised is something I've never done, nor have wanted to.

All the same, I "see" the Christ energy come to stand before me, and he's dripping water onto my head. I can feel the droplets touching my head, but there is no wetness there.

And I am okay with that One baptising me, because of the trust I feel for them.


....what a thing, huh?

I don't feel any different, though....

From my experience, in some rate cases, A person can have genetic naturally born ESP gifts from birth that are not spiritually induced or related. How they learn to use them later in life can be spiritually related but not necessarily defined by.
In other words, it is possible for a devout Christian or non-believer to have genetic ESP gifts from birth that are not spiritual in nature. It is an unusually adapted part of the brain function from birth that can be detected on a MRI brain scan, like being born with an extra toe. :)

Well, meditation is one way we can open ourselves up for God or Christ or our own inner guidance to speak to us.

But ya know, I'm feeling like it's good you didn't go. I think something hinky might've happened had you of....it's like that weird soft knocking I heard at my back door about a month or so ago. My kitteh went into full battle mode, her fur all puffed out, and she was pacing back and forth in front of the door. And it was my back door, and 9:30 at night. Nobody ever comes to my back door, and of course I didn't answer, despite that the weird knocking went on for at least five minutes. I felt like there was something not good for me on the other side of the door. It's the same feeling I get about you being taken to the woods to meditate.

Now to your question about Reiki. There really is a lot to say about it. I received two Reiki master levels, Usui and Karuna. It's an ancient form of hands on healing, and distant healing, that uses symbols to activate said healing.

Here's a website with some of the symbols and their meanings--

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--the Cho ku rei symbol has been the only symbol I've used now, but I've used it sparingly, when a connection was being stodgy to connect.

And while I've taken some cues from Reiki in what I do now, I found myself between about five to seven years ago not being able to connect with some people.

There is a Reiki symbol that opens up an ether tube for distant healing - that is protected - and the energy flows through that symbol's application. Well, with some folks, people with some real issues, the energy would just back up into my hand, because the connection couldn't be had. This was new for me, and confusing.

It was explained to me by my guidance that energy was changing on the planet, and that I could understand because I could feel the changes. I was told that my rate of frequency was too unmatched with these others, and a connection couldn't "hook in". I was told I needed to develop a new way of doing energy work for myself, and then I would be able to work energy with people, regardless of the difference in our frequencies.

You see, because using the Reiki symbols is a ritual, and rituals are crutches. I needed to find a way to heal without using the symbols....because I/we are powerful enough to stand on our own, without a crutch to hold us up.

At the time I was told this I was working a lot. As it was, I had no idea how to do healing work without Reiki, so I let it all go by the wayside, until this year (I retired last year).

Somewhere along the way in the last year, I decided to try to send an energy booster to some friends....and lo and behold, it freaking worked, and worked in a definitive way. They all received an energy boost, a positive attitude developed, and they were able to resolve their tasks at hand with ease.

To say I was amazed is an understatement, because I used not one symbol. It was only me and the requests. I didn't need to perform any rituals, and these people could actually feel the energy moving through them.

It's only been the past two or so weeks that I've been doing full blown energy working sessions, but the outcome of them is being so very well and fine.

You can go to a Reiki healer if you want....but I would be so happy if you would allow me to work with you. Or you can do both, and compare and contrast the two approaches. I do mostly work with consciousness, but all disease and otherwise comes from a consciousness inception point, so it is the best place to start. I do request for whatever pain or illness someone might have to be paid attention to, though.

I do not charge money. I've never been able to do that. Years ago I had a fellow Reiki master talk me into doing sessions with her clients because they would pay me, and she said I deserved to get paid for my time. We debated it for days, but I gave in. All three of the sessions fell as flat as a pancake. I knew I shouldn't be getting paid to do this work.

I don't own the energy to be selling it, ya know?

Heh, and it really kinda pisses me off that I see Internet sites wherein Reiki healers are charging upwards of $100-$150 a session....I just don't understand how they can justify that amount....what? Poor people don't deserve to be healthy?

And my buddy has upgraded you, so if you would like a session, I would be able to send the report about it privately....because they are private reports. They're nobodies business but the client.

I mean, I've talked about my vaxxed client on here, but I didn't say their name, and tried to make sure I didn't reveal their gender....heh, I'm just very excited about the prospect of the energy that flows through me taking out all the nasty crap the vaxx brings to them. I need to work with more vaxxed people first though, to see if it'll work across the board.

So, if you'd like a session, please let me know. I do this energy work in the morning, because if I do it in the afternoon, I can't fall asleep until late into the night, and it throws my schedule off.

I'm hoping you're having a beautiful day, Furry Pete! I hope we ALL have a beautiful day....

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Well, that's interesting. I didn't know an MRI could point out a person's psychic abilities.

I've been an empath since birth, and it is my one great attribute. Due to being an empath, I also have strong intuition, but I am not a psychic. I cannot predict the future, because the future is always open. It's why a lot of "psychic predictions" don't come true, because something was shifted, and a different path was taken by Humanity.

Heh, I assure you, we have dodged a lot of bullets throughout the years, as the dimensions have been healing. With one dimensional integration, a friend and I "saw" what the devastation would have been for us had we not of been able to rise above that dimension....it would've been an ELE water event for us. The destruction we saw was massive.

How many psychics have predicted a water event to rival The Flood of Noah's day? Has it happened? No. Could it happen? I don't know, the future is up to all of us. We've already dodge that bullet once, do we need to do it again, because we're a bunch of DOOM DODO BRAINS?....heh, people and their doom, go figure.

But scientists have found that people who are empaths have what are called "mirror neurons" in their noggins that reflect what's in front of the person/empath. It's how an empath knows what they know.

On the other hand, a sociopath or psychopath will have none of these mirror neurons in their heads. This is the reason they can do what they can do, because they cannot feel the persons pain and fright, and identify with it. It's nothing to them.

Interesting, huh? Some people have a lot of these mirror neurons, some only so much, and some none. These little neurons in our brains defining how we are, whether good or bad.

And our DNA, given to us by our creator, holds the key to it all, how we are....I was just sitting here thinking about the gravity of our DNA, and it started bogglin' my mind.

....it's too early in the day for the mind bogglin' yet....

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I made it through 30 minutes of the video. I think I can say I'm starting to see some of what is causing me inner turmoil. I felt the same thing last night while reading Matthew....heh, and after the story about the Roman Centurion was when I closed the book....because confused. I read that passage four times trying to make sense of it. I couldn't even wrap my head around it, I thought because I had numerous thought's zoom-zooming around mind. Yet, perhaps it's because it is a confusing statement from Jesus.

It is confusing and frustrating to no end for me to look at all sides of this religion issue. I was okay-fine within the belief system I had about it, and I still am, but....it seems like it's an either you believe, or you don't gig....and either way, there can be consequences, according to whoever opinion it is you're listening to or reading....and I'm sorry, but our creator gave me free will and a soul to work with, so what do I have to question?

Why am I playing with this game of frustration with both sides of the coin, when I can just be who I am, and not be frustrated?

I seriously right now want to throw both sides arguments out, because it's like I have a ball of frustrated yarn in me right now, just gyrating and aggravated, trying to make my way through reading the Bible AND listening to a video like this one....I have the same reaction inside of me, one of frustration, and I just want to throw all of that out, because what good is doing me?....heh, it's certainly not going to make me a "perfect" energy worker, my ultimate goal.


But I do have to say that I think the crucifixion story isn't quite right, because I see one of the biggest control tools I've ever seen in one of the utterances Jesus supposedly said....

"Father, why have you forsaken me?"

....you see, this statement alone works to destroy our relationship with God....and the Christ Spirit I know would never say something like that, I don't care if that spirit was in "just" a man's body....and how could we expect any less of him?....heh.

That question posed reaches deep down into our psyche's and tells us we are too forsaken....if Jesus can be forsaken, then of course so can we be. The question leads to all kinds of punitive measures being handed down.

I do believe Jesus lived on, and had children. There's been much evidence of this, however don't ask me for a link, it's been a long time since I looked into that.

I personally think, given a soul, we are none of us forsaken, we just don't know we're not forsaken....and many of us don't really understand the free will we were given.

Humanity's falling from the grace of our creation was the very worst thing that could've happened to us....and we've been living in the fallout from it for millennia upon millennia upon millennia. We are "warped" like we are now, barely surviving in a warped reality realm.

I know some won't want to believe that, but I think that's because we've become too comfortable in our own misery....we've adapted to the lack of harmony in our lives. We've simply forgotten, by a long stretch of time now.

It's an incredibly sad thing for this empath that people don't understand the way I do....I've had an OBE into an originally created human being, on the originally created planet.

We are here and now PATHETIC compared to the way we were created, and I really do wish you all could have the experience I did, so much it just makes me want to cry with frustration, because then you'd know, without even a sliver of a doubt, what you are or you should be fighting for....the return to that perfect form wherein "All is One".

We were so magnificently beautiful in that One form. I want you all to know that...

It happens to all of us....

This is true and why we have to test the spirits and try to discern if they are different from the Holy Spirit.

You mean PACIFISM

So, if I read you right, you were told you were a disciple, too?

No, I chose to become a disciple.
I didn't even know that there were spiritual gifts to be had. I was content just to be added to the Kingdom.

Then when I was reading about the gifts I thought well maybe I'm supposed to pick one. I knew that I wasn't equipped for the greater gifts like preaching or teaching though you could desire them, so I saw "helps" and as I have some money at my disposal, I decided that's about what I could do, support other people's ministries.

I was quite content with that for a long time. There was one gift that I desired but I knew enough to leave it alone.

But I studied quite a bit, which I still do, and in a seminary class about the gifts, the professor minister explained what it was exactly and that's when I had the epiphany.
It's a revelation like a bolt from the blue, hits you right between the eyes and you fall off your horse, like Paul. They're gifts but they're callings too. And so I found my calling.

If so, please explain to me what being a disciple means to you? What is you do with that?....jeez, I didn't even know that there are modern day disciples. I thought disciples were something unique to Jesus's time

A disciple is one who believes in Christ and His teachings. We take him as our master, or teacher, as well as King and Savior, and we endeavor to live a life as exemplary as His. To do this we desire as much information about Him as we can find, which is why we study the bible, not just the NT but all of it.

I too have studied some Eastern religions and guess what? The one we can't name on here is an Eastern religion and Christianity has its roots in it.

We can't on our own achieve perfection, or holiness, however because of the temptation to sin and that's where we rely on the Holy Spirit for help.
Because of the HS indwelling us, sin becomes a choice, we sin but we don't have to.

The Great Commission that He commanded us to fulfil, was to become an approved disciple by putting on the full armor of God and to carry the Gospel to all people and creatures everywhere.

The goal is to restore this Creation as it first was before sin entered into it and ruined everything. The Kingdom of God is redeemed sinners, in essence we are the Kingdom, the "Kingdom is within".

Apostles were unique to Jesus' time. Every follower is a disciple.

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Well, my friend called me a disciple. That would be like a vacant blip in my personal history, but my reaction to it wasn't. My reaction tells me there is something I need to discover, even though it's decades later....heh, and especially now because time is running short. It didn't really hit me until I posted about it to you, that there was something in that reaction I need to explore.

I don't really know what it is, but I'm going to nurture that the knowing comes to me....and that I can handle it. Heh, it does have me shaking inside to think about it, and I can feel it building up inside of me, its energy....lawdy, I hope there's no "explosions" in me.

I was going to say that I didn't think I've ever been in this position before, but what I'm feeling inside is not unlike the night I released a lesser demon I had attached to me. I was scared to death before I pushed it out, because I didn't know what was going on. All I knew was I felt like there was man outside with a gun, and he wanted to kill me....so very scared I was. I had just woken up, and I was being called on to rid myself of a lessor demon....heh, always out on a limb I've been, going by the seat of my pants....like right now.

Perhaps the fear I'm feeling inside isn't quite as bad as that, but it sure is making a play to rival it.


Are you going to share what your gift and calling is?....

I already know what my calling is, being an energy worker. The more I think about it, the more I feel like this is what I should do with the rest of my life....and to do it quietly.

There is not a single bit of friction within me when I think about energy working for the remainder of my days, and in fact, it has me feeling just right as rain.

Very simply, I am an energy worker, and any other label is just about lost to me now.

Are you going to share what your gift and calling is?....hf


No, some people discern it, others won't believe it, better just to go around doing it, lol

My first reply went into the ozone, I'll try again

What upset you re the centurion exactly? He is considered the first Gentile believer which astounded the locals because he would be considered about as unspiritual as they come, like a dog.

Christ fulfilled the Plan of Salvation by taking the sins of all the world upon Himself. Imagine that, it had to be the most horrific thing that ever was, all that evil in one place. And not just past sins, present and future ones, mine, yours, everybody's everywhere.

God turned away in that instant because He is a holy God and He couldn't be in its presence.
But it was just an instant and we are to see the full and real consequences of sin if you really and truly think about it.

His resurrection is His triumph over sin and why as believers, we can come to Him and be forgiven and be washed clean of our filth. Hopefully we go forth and sin no more.

What you desire is the new Creation and He is building it through the redemption of sinners. We sinners are the Kingdom, which is why He said, The Kingdom is at hand and the Kingdom is within.

Ahhh, I see. Thank you for explaining that....

I'm all about restoring the original creation, and us returning to our original form. I posted about that earlier this morning.

And I know God is in me, because that One created my DNA, which created me.

Did you know that our DNA has little antennas all over its surface? Those little antennas are actually how God hears our prayers.

We sometimes look up into the sky when we pray, but we should be bowing our heads, because we are actually praying to within us. And the more we recognize our DNA as a communicating source, the better the response to prayers....or that's been my experience.

I talk to my DNA just about everyday now, just like it's my best friend, because it is. Mostly I just say thank you for another day of life, but I have my own health issues to discuss, too. It's sacred time for me.

I didn't bring God fully into my life until this past year. Christ I've had a long relationship with, but God was a different story for me.

I read a book written by Lee Carroll and Kryon, the later a channeled source. Kryon explained how our DNA worked, and I instantly understood what my relationship to God would be like, and it has been wonderful for me.

I've changed so much since then, and especially in the past three or four months. I am indeed happy with my change. It's a bit surprising for me, the changes, but I'm a human being I can now love....and what a thing it is to love yourself.

It took me 63 years to finally love myself, and I am so good to go, with no worries....

In case I've peaked anyone's interest in the book, it's called The Twelve Layers of DNA (An Esoteric Study of the Mastery Within) and it can be purchased here--

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--I do know most Christians think all channeled material is the work of the devil, but Kryon's information has been outstanding and stands out in the sea of disinformation that most often comes through channeled sources. I know, because I was involved with a channeling group in the late 90s, and even our source told us to practice discernment, because about only 70% of it wasn't disinformation, and it was the 30% we had to watch out for.

Kryon is a clean channel, and he never serves disinformation.

Our SCIENTISTS don't even know how DNA works, not all of it. They've gone along for years saying 90% of our DNA is JUNK!....

There's no junk in our DNA, ffs. God don't make no junk, heh.

If you're able to set aside your misgivings about channeled info, just so you can read this book, I think you'll find yourself being much more informed about what made you, and how it works.

After all, it's what took this skeptic about God, and turned me into a lover of God....and I would think that might speak to you, eh?

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Yes, we don't go near channeling because these "helpers" or light beings or whatever they claim to be, are likely demons.
We test them by asking Christ to rebuke them and if they disappear then you know they were.

So I don't want to hurt you in any way nor make you cry, but you said you had a demon. Demons are like rats, where there's one there's 50 more. Do you want to talk about that?

After all, it's what took this skeptic about God, and turned me into a lover of God....and I would think that might speak to you, eh?

Yes, it's why we are having this conversation.