And silently they disappeared

So sad

Was your porn and gambling addiction not quite as sexy as you thought?

All of what you've written and more.

I still continue to speak.

It's been like this almost my whole life about most things anyway. Vindication never seems to come to full fruition because people turn away but I guess that doesn't really matter. I'm certainly not seeking gratification.

But it's certainly very very sad.

Something killed general empathy.

Loneliness and grief festers in people all over the world right now.

Cathartic for sure...

Where are these houses? Maybe I missed that part? Do you mean the ones in China, or are there 'hoods like that in the US?

Guess it depends where you live. In South Africa there still seems to be a lot of people around, everywhere. Idk if it has to do with the vaxx but relative to the rest of the world, the vaxx was not popular here. Many whites didn't get it. Most blacks didn't. And blacks here are still having lots of babies. Whites still having them too, but less white babies bc we are far in the minority. But yeah, people still are still shopping, eating out, hanging around the malls, driving around,dawdling along the streets, having babies etc. Life just as always. But we have a rather large population for a smallish country, so literally about 25 million would have to drop dead or dissappear before one would Really notice, i suppose.

Btw 5stars for your beautiful writing.

If it gives you any hope, Op, there are several small groups that get together all the time that think the same way as you. One group whom I hosted a party of 60 from my town is one of them, which includes several local politicians and small business owners. There are a lot of people who think like we do and are trying to change it. Not all hope is lost. You just need to find your people because unfortunately it now comes down to "us and them". Be glad you aren't one of those empathy-lacking people. The older you get, the easier it becomes and you may even feel a sense of pride that you are who you are. I know I do, and because both jobs in my life involve people, and I meet people like us all the time.

So true. It's sackloth and ashes time.

I know buddy I know...

Count every day, every month and especially every year you can go without loss.

It can come so soon, like you've turned around. Like it was just an hour ago... Then everything is different.

I still feel them. Their hands, their hugs... I still hear the lessons they spoke, and I smell the smells of the cooking on holidays.

Most of my folks are gone, and many still here are super unhealthy. So I think about how vital each moment we speak or spend together really is.

It's why I've tried my damnedest to enjoy any company, even from people that can really get on my nerves, because we never know when it will be our time, or theirs.

I'm sappy and happy about it.

I could always make anyone cry with a few sentences because I'm real. I cherish our love and memories.

Many people kept my writings without me knowing but I recently was able to read some my grandmother had put back. It's just magic, this human experience.

I think we need to record it more through arts such as writing, painting, drawing, song...

Feeling the same OP.

I too have been this and wondering. What's weird is even when I do see people, it doesn't seem real...if that makes sense.

Great post OP.

Relatable.

Yeah, wish I could write like that!

70% of Americans will be fine. Some could have been poisoned through surgery, IVs, blood transfusions, etc., but for the most part, that is the word. Rest of the world, not so lucky.

Yes

Much of my advice has been falling on deaf or absent ears.

Then the ones that are still here come to me to complain about the very things I tried guiding them through.

It's a lot on my heart but I just carry on. I carry a lot and it occasionally overflows.

My depression has had me pretty damn low and out for the count recently. I'm surprised I'm still alive.

Since my January trip of the ages it's been a wild year.

But that day I chose to stay. God made me feel so much love and purpose. I started really recognizing the ones that really love me and have given them so much more time.

I don't talk much about it, but I've got weird health issues that could be something really nasty waiting dormant. Over a few years I've had really painful lymph nodes popping up, and the left side of the neck is always in pretty immense pain and swelling. It makes me choke sometimes and people think I'm laughing which for awhile made me feel something I can't quite describe, I guess a sad embarrassment or something...

Anyway, remember this... Forgive them for they know not what they do.

Everyone is deserving of compassion.

If we were all just a little kinder.

Thanks Grove Street

Guilty is the accuser.

You poor sick bastard!

Go bark at the moon, eat shit and die already eh!

In ’03’ I was mis-diagnosed and put on social security for degenerative disc disease and arthritis. Since then I was mis-treated with pain meds, 25 jabs to the joints and a TKR surgery. My new Doctor ran a bunch of tests and said that I have had Lyme disease since the year ’99’/‘2000’. I have Borrelia Miyamotoi & rickettsiae. The disease/s have been eating away at my joints for the last 22 years, ntm what all the toxic chemical prescription med’s I took did to me.

The good news is I’m currently being cured and I will be well and all my joints restored, all in about 4 months time. I’m already cured from all the med’s.

Now I wont know what living without pain is? I forgot.

The Paradox of my Life!

I have never in my life taken a jab, save one, from a tic (from a lab no doubt). It’s the paradox of my life!

The PERL M+ is an amazing machine and the company has astonishing life time support. The machine has 2000 settings to it, of sets to run for thousands of infirmities. It has settings for Lyme, of which I’m being cured of. And it even has sets for Autism, (jabbed from a lab no doubt).

Thank you so much.

Have you heard of the quickening earth rotation?

It's something that might sound so infinitesimal, but something tells me our biology is in tune with it.

Years are shortening.

If our perception shifts enough that can appear exacerbated.

I can certainly tell something has changed. I know I'm getting older but this doesn't feel like normal aging induced perception shift.

Maybe Terrence and Dennis McKenna really were onto something, as would be all the other theorists explaining something akin to a quickening. Ray Kurzweil is another example.

Everything here seems back to normal once again. Yes, some more retail businesses have disappear. But those that did were nothing special. Big deal, so Jenny's Boutique and Fred's Refrigerator Magnet store is gone. Places like that were doomed from the very day they opened for business.

The streets and highways are back to being as busy as they were pre-coovies. Yes, people have died. But I do not know of anyone that I personally know that had died of the coovies.

Yes, some people I know are struggling financial. But, they were never financially well off pre-coovies. So, they can't afford cigarettes and beer and movie theater tickets and dining out 3 nights every week. Sure, gas is expensive. But do they really need to go to the store every other day? I do all my local shopping twice a month. That's probably going to become one a month now that I'm ordering more stuff on Amazon now. Do they really need to take 3 or 4 vacations every year? Do they really need to go back to Dizzy World for the 8th time this summer? Hell, do they really need to buy cigarettes? And at 250 pounds, does my neighbor really need to order pizza delivery 4 nights a week?

The outcome of this means people are going to have to become more financially savvy, more leaner, spend less on junk. Do their kids really need another new computer game every week? Do they even really need computer games? Do they really need to eat 3 times what is actually necessary at every meal? Do they really need to buy cases of soda pop for their kids? Do they really need a large screen TV in every room of the house? So they really need cable TV?

MUH .. everyone has become spoiled rotten these last 40 years. How many people haven't saved any money, but have all these toys and gadgets that didn't even exist 49 years ago? Instead of buying your kids another video game, buy them a book to read. That was my entertainment as a kid. Instead of another vacation next summer, or that money in the bank, or make an extra mortgage payment. Instead of buying your pants at the mall, buy them a Walmart. Actually, buy 4 jeans for the price you were paying at Macy's for 1.

Crazy people. Stop using credit cards too. You think you're poor today? He'll, you were poor from the very first moment you started to finance your Macy's jeans years ago.

Grow up, people. Suck it up. Tighten your belt and start living financially responsibly.

The world is still a pretty busy place where I live.

Church is packed out every Sunday and growing.
Costco is a freaking zoo. Ditto Walmart.
And of course we’ve got people pouring in from Cali and from over the border as well.

I will say other stores not so much. I think more people are buying as much as possible online. It seems to be so selective. It’s almost impossible to get a time to work out, or get a haircut, but the smaller grocery stores are practically empty, which is probably a good thing as they only seem to have one or two of the items that they do have in stock.

The mall? It might as well be a tomb. Empty. I don’t know how they are staying open.

I know several people who have passed. Various reasons. Some Covid and vac related, others not so sure.

My doctor dropped dead of a massive coronary. He was mRNA vaxxed. Age 71 and overweight and out of shape. From the vax? Or from a lifetime of not taking care of his body. I don’t know. (Early 70s)

Friend, mRNA vaxxed, lost her baby at 6 months. No problems prior. I find this suspicious. (Mid 30s)

Friends of a friend’s baby was stillborn. The both had mRNA. Too coincidental. (Early 30s)

Friend’s mom in her 50s died in hospital of Covid in intubated hell. (50s)
Not vaxxed.

Relative’s wife died of cancer. Was tested just before lockdown. They never gave her the results that she had cancer. They closed their office. She got sicker and sicker, and by the time anyone would finally stop being too frightened to see their patients, it was too late. Stage 4. She’s passed now. I definitely consider this a death caused by the Covid response. So many patients were put on pause that had preexisting conditions that worsen due to neglect and now they are sicker than they would have been, or even have died. (60s)

Friend’s husband passed last week. Dropped dead at supper of a heart attack. Multiple mRNA injections. Like 4. (60s)

Relative got mRNA booster. Three days later in hospital with CHF. Doctor said it was related. They are doing better but will never be ok again. (80s)

Friend of family found dead on his sofa of Covid. (40s) Not vaxxed.

An in law who had a stroke recently with no prior history. mRNA vaxxed.

I personally don’t know of anyone in my sphere who were vaxxed and died of Covid. I have two not vaxxed who died of Covid. 4 vaxxed died of “unknown sudden causes”. Two damaged permanently after being vaxxed.

I can buy an obese 71 year old having a heart attack and dying. I can even buy the stroke (which was mild), and the 60+ having a fatal heart attack at dinner as he has a prior history of heart trouble and an awfully frightening family history in that regard.

But the babies???? No. It’s just not common to have miscarriages at 6 months or stillbirths like that. And this is just in my little corner of the world.

Everything I read about mRNA frightened me and still does.


I don’t think there are fewer people where I live, though some that I knew are gone and others have moved into the state and have kept the population numbers up. But it’s not the same people everywhere if that makes sense.

(I also think we lost many people to illness/mental illness due to lack of medical care, lack of psychiatric care, postponed surgery and treatments, despair, depression and anxiety which all negatively impact health in addition to changing people’s prior lifestyles. I have a neighbor who still won’t leave her house or go to the store. Her groceries are delivered. She still stays 6 feet from people. She knows she doesn’t have to live in fear of Covid, but she was conditioned and frightened and this is now “normal” life for her. But she’s anxious all the time, doesn’t smile anymore and lives alone. A terrible toll on the elderly and the lonely. There are people still in “hiding” that realize it’s safe to come out but have been conditioned to actually fear interacting with others—-the very thing that will help them!)

So very, very sad.

Your letting them win this is how they want you in despair it’s not even fkn started yet .. gtfu and go out to the gym I felt as you do now , so I hit gym and took my kids a month later we feel great , the fuking blood suckers who sucked Germany dry are now doing you , it’s just what they do , now you can get up go gym and rise up or sit your sorry arse down in the dirt .. you Americans are starting to make me feel sick .. Jesus Christ what happened to you

The replacements, who aren't required to have vaccines are streaming over our southern border by the tens of thousands on a weekly basis.

Lol

Thanks so much for your very in depth contribution.

Much of the experience here I share with you.

I really worry about my parents now. Thank God they didn't get more boosters after issues initially presented.

I still wonder about "long covid." Is this just made up term? Have you truly ever heard of a long form viral infection other than HIV AIDS?

This is where I wonder a bit if people that have been infected any number of times might have some incurable immunodeficiency issues that haven't become fully realized yet.

Wild wild times.

And that's how the police state wants it.

They want everyone to enjoy the cop's sense of alienation and dissatisfaction and suspicions.

It's a police state world...a Commie world of suck asses, boobs, weasels and citizen punk spies.

The police state has created the Commie virus of fear...fear of the god damned government swine.

You know these dorks.....they same slimebags who didn't win the drug war because it had to be milked and abused.

This is what authoritarian personalities do.....they crush life....joy...justice.....Constitutions....all prohibitions on official overreach by self serving criminal filth....that's who's running things.

It's the badges protecting the major criminal filth....they always have been suck asses, boobs, and scapegoating clowns....trying so hard to entrap hapless saps so the pigs can make themselves look good as heroes.

Selfish heroism.....entrapment.....compartmentalized Commie Community Gang Stalking with all it's murders, tortures, and mind control frameups.

It's a NWO wet dream....total power over the citizenry...like training dogs with shock collars....it's a cop world and they are the ones who ruined this country from start to finish.

Make no mistake about that.

OP seems lonely

Not my issue, but he’s pretty whiney about it

I have long covid , it’s damaged tissue .. once you got it you got it .. I have digestive issues , stomach pain , kidney pain , my lungs are down by 30 percent and I feel about 20 years older , I got the first bad one .. and I’ve been the same now for two years .. I’ve had delta and omnicron there feck all , no damage , think I had a bit of a stroke off omnicron , but it was the first strain that did me , and no once your fecked your fecked

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I hit the gym. I said I have a hard time getting a time reserved. Too many people to not reserve a time and my trainer doesn’t just work off the cuff like that.

I’m busy, working and fine. So is the rest of my family. My friends. There are others I notice who aren’t ok. It’s good to have compassion for others. Try it sometime.

I would rail against America. Europe is allowing itself to be put in great peril. I sincerely hope you are well prepared for winter. I’m not being a smart ass. I sincerely hope you are prepped and will stay warm and fed.