I used to do shit

You need jesus check Ron Wyatt on YouTube

Pretty sure it was Flea, as he leaned into the mic and I got a good look at him. But, perhaps memory fails...

I have Jesus - more properly, He has me - but I feel the same as OP.

Your thoughts?

Sadly in my case, that would just be four more hours per day that I don't feel like doing shit.

Im like that too.

yep. not motivated for shit.

microdose mushrooms

did it for 2 weeks and got me out of a funk.

dont feel the need to take them anymore. they did their job.

OP, I understand 100%. I am a painter. Sold a ton of art. Now every 14 days I have a suicide-ultra lite feeling. Its hard to do basic chores sometimes.

Me too used to play guitar and piano. whats the point. no one will listen. call you old and out of touch online if you post music. Everyone has to be Malmsteen/Petrucci/Vai level shred to get any cred. No one wants to listen to music just licks jumbled together with no imagination.
TV shows suck. Rife is Pedo/Homo propaganda
The only thing left is Books give them time to burn them all . We're d00000med .

Sports too every thing is politicized and propaganda .

I've been this way for too long, I'm almost 40, and I feel like I'm about to START doing shit again. We are opposites in regards to this. I'm mostly all visual art.

Look into dopamine fasting OP, tons of things you can do that will surprise you and they work. Hit youtube, good luck brother

So strange, I have felt the same way for the past week or more where I usually do not.

I think something is in the air that is causing malaise and depression.

Aren't you just a bowl of Sharon Cherries?

Last Edited by La Listener on 08/19/2022 08:34 PM

As a generality I agree, some burn fast and bright, some of those continue to do so, though for sure there's outliers who absorb a lot and then express it in a supernova kinda way later in life.

A measure of good health is key of course, enthusiasm is the wellspring of creativity.

Me too. Just this awful feeling want to get through this month. Seems to just be dragging on forever. Don't know what it is just horrible.

Everyday just feeling so depressed despite exercise and trying to maintain interests and eating healthy.

Got some new plants and even they are doing poorly. Thought of just taking them back for a refund. Seems like even they don't want to live. Everyone wants to know when fall is coming. We have no rain and 90 degrees all the time.

Why do you say that? What do you mean?

If you look at the original post, here:
Thread: I used to do shit (Page 4)

...that “Sharon Cherries” line wasn’t in Banana Mac’s original comment; did you insert it just to insult me?

Explain, please.

I have a theory that China or Russia has been pelting us with low intensity DEW and that’s why everyone feels in a funk and why people have been attacking each other at high altitudes on airplanes, they’re getting a higher dose.

Same way here bro . Stellar musician and artist , photoagrapher when younger .

Weekends were fishing trips and winter time skiing .


Got married had kids . Took kids everywhere did stuff .


For 10 years we live near NC beaches , 30 minutes to Topsail or Emerald island 45 mins .

The beach got boring fast . Fishing the surf is suck !


I'm 55 now . Now $ for fun . Lost all my toys for bills years ago . kids turned out great .

Wife and I do NOTHING .


Life is SO BORING now . I look forward to WHAT WORK we have . Self employed .



We will move out of here soon . Debt free and rent .


Ozarks , Nixa area .

I need woods and fresh water lakes . Eventually Montana for my aged years .


BTW after 45 body hurts all the time . after 50 Libido nose dives as wife won't put out like a hooker any more .


I think a lot about just going to sleep now .


I won't due to kids . However , 2022 Ain't nuthin to do .

I hate the public !

i could nail guitar playing never play anymore. 2 years nothing depression im 55. i just want to surf and watch movies. no drive !

its in food n water

Usually, this should be a renewal time - all the kids going back to school and weather taking it's turn.
Maybe it's just a change we forget.

Sometimes people just need to take a break and do nothing. Jesus even found quiet places to recharge. And he was perfect. How much more quiet time do we need being imperfect. Just chill and be happy you can. Don’t feel guilty or strange actually taking time for yourself to just be. We can’t just keep on the run. It’s not healthy.

Feeling the same time. It all seems futile considering the options.

If NOTHING happens, if NO conspiracies are true, then what are we left with? An Oligarchy and digital banking future, with more and more automation, more and more dumbed down people, less and less originality and collapse as an exponential and inevitable end whether they win in depopulating the planet, or if they are overthrown and the natural birth rate sky rockets instead.

I've come to the conclusion that we already reached our peak in terms of being an advanced society and that the period between 1850 to 2012 has been nothing more than decades and decades of theater, complete with costumes, pop culture, music, social mores and so on.

Seriously look at the stark contrast of each decade in the 1900's and what we have now, for these past 10-20 years and we haven't become the future we once dreamed about.

No, instead, they hid all of the ancient technology and reintroduced it with patents attached to them, and scientists and doctors and inventors and researchers they tap and give the script to.

Maybe part of this idea was introduced into the Matrix and what Agent Smith told Neo about the world being stuck in 1999 and reset to that date or such? Or like Dark City, where it's always night time but nobody realizes it?

There is SO much information injected into media and the big screen, and ALL of our history that we believe to be history as well. In other words, this is ALL theater, we are in an illusion, asleep, and I am no longer certain that death releases you from this conundrum and prison.

Play for you. And who cares what others say. I’m sure there are those who do like listening to you. Don’t try to please everyone. You can’t do that. Please yourself.

Thank you!

Funny. I want the beach so bad. Haven’t been to one in years. Lived near them most of my life. I live in the mountains surrounded by nature now. You know sometimes we just need change to inspire us. Nothing wrong with that. So plan for your move. Give yourself something to look forward to.

Nothing wrong with surfing and watching movies. You’ll get enough of that and do something else. Go with the flow.

I still have not left the damn box.