How you are living many lifetimes in a cosmic awareness fractal of infinite possibilities.

Understanding this reality and how we do exist in many lifetimes. This is shared from my personal first-hand experience, not something I've read in a book so you may not have heard these concepts and you may not like, or you will like them either way here it is.

To best understand it I will share the fundamental aspects of what we are, and how we exists outside of this Universe but are entangled into it, threaded into the cosmic fabric as parts of it.

The Immutable Self
This is the part of you that survives death, it is what you are in all of your forms. It is the observer of the experience you are having. It is both form and formlessness, absolute, eternal, infinite and expressing in all things.

The best way to describe it, is it's the dimensionless point, the conscious singularity, the indestructible self, your 'true self'.

It is non-linear and non-local to the time/space continuum. The point in infinite possibilities. What you are right now is one of those possibilities.

If you do find yourself in this state quite often it's like being in a void. You won't see this universe, just the canvas for it. When you remember your past lives, you'll recognize the constant in all of them as the self, or you but not as the personality you are right now rather the awareness of self within all those lifetimes as 'you' or 'I'

It is in this state that you move into new patterns of experience within the fractal cosmic manifold of infinite possibilities.

Formless Self-Awareness
The other aspect of this aspect of your immutable self is the formless self-awareness it possesses. It is this awareness that is integrated into the fractal cosmic manifold of infinite possibilities for direct-experience with reality as a part of it now in observation of experience. This is why you become so immersed and locked into the current iteration of yourself as your formless self-awareness is now integrated into the fractal datastream of life.

The Fractal Cosmic Manifold
It is through this manifold that you became a pattern of experience within the cosmic database of time/space and infinite possibilities. Memories of this state will often appear as fractal geometry in various grades of resolution and complexity. You may still see it when you shift your focus from this focus-state into altered states of consciousness such as dreaming. So if you suddenly are seeing fractal geometry animating before you it is this aspect of the fractal cosmic manifold you are observing, and you may observe it often even as a child. It gets less observed as we age out and shut or minds down.

This manifold is information that describes experience back your immutable self, the observer, the one observing experience. You are observing it right now and it is describing your current iteration of self in the Earth experience as a human providing all the information that makes this world appear objective, real and interactive.

When you shift focus states it will present dreams that too can appear real, physical but are often temporary and fleeting lacking the continuity that you are used to while in this focus-state within the interface of your body and mind.

As you are non-linear, non-local self-awareness you may find some of these dreams can also present future events as the future already exists as probabilistic information in the cosmic manifold of infinite possibilities and as you are integrated into that datastream you can catch non-local glimpses relative to yourself in altered-states of consciousness like dreaming. Deja Vu is often the most observed of this phenomena as most humans lack dream development and are stunted thus only have amnesiac sleep. When you do have a deja vu moment that suddenly triggers a realization it was something you dreamed in the past, that is known as deja reve or precognitive dreaming and this is more common that people admit.

The Rendered Output of Physical Life
You are integrated into the datastream of life having a first-person experience of a person on this planet, observing the cosmos from a very finite window of sensory-perception. In order to have this experience you need to have consciousness and that is the rendered output of your physical life. Let me explain the hierarchy of the observer of phenomenal experience.

The Self -> Self-Awareness -> Consciousness -> objective reality (the datastream of objective information).

Consciousness is the output of information processing on sensory-inputs within the brain. It is your interface to this reality so you can interact in the subjective paradox while navigating the objective world. It emerges from information processing, so cut a sensory-input like closing your eyes and the feedback of visual sensory information turns off in your conscious interface.

Dreams are another example of how information processing produces another type of consciousness which is your interface to that dream datastream of highly-organized thoughts. A self-similar process of how information processing produces experience for you to observe and interact with.

Why you may or may no know you are going through this process
Well, now you are on your next lifetime, the next adventure. Why you may not remember anything other than your current self is part of the 'rule-set' of the Earth experience. You agreed to set-aside former memories of yourself to have a 100% fully immersed experience as the current person you have become. This is the setting aside of former experience in favour of the new experience. I call it the mind-wipe and second-death, the gnostics call it drinking from the waters of forgetfulness. For so many, its a total cut-off from all past memory of yourself, a type of amnesia if you will.

You have accumulated localized influences, beliefs, experiences that have shaped and developed your personality, your world view and concepts about reality. The external world will influence you and shape your personality like it or not.

Your internal world may have fragmented memory of past-lives (common most in children) but due to the cultural influences you likely tossed them away as just being fleeting crazy childhood memories that are untrue, unrelated to your current iteration of self. Someone here lied to you and said you only live one life, that there is this 'insert a plethora of fallacious blinding beliefs' for you to act on and behave through. If you take the bait, you'll become one of the many systemic humans spreading falsehoods to the next generation and so-on and so-on until that gets corrected.

If you didn't toss it away, then you already know and much of what I am writing about is somehow automatically known to you and that is because you trusted yourself enough to hold on to that prior knowing despite the unruly locals here filling you full of their beliefs.

What is it like to remember a past-life fragment. As long as it's not biased (as in fantasizing about being a famous historic person like Cleopatra, Jesus Christ as often people here who don't know and read about it lacking any real knowledge and wanting to feel special make these wild claims often, or they are just shills making this natural occurring aspect of ourselves appear crazy and foolish to keep you locked-in) Either way, think about it in the context of your current life and any moment that you are very highly aware of and remembering. Then you die, go through the second death, end up in the next iteration of yourself in some 3rd world country in a completely different time-period (past/present/future is all known there) where they believe some flying spaghetti monster bullshit and you come back in retaining fragmented memories of yourself in this life but the trauma of the second death makes them so fleeting and hard to hold on to. You try to validate as a child to your new parents who are probably heavily culturally influenced and brainwashed by some local religion they just blow it off and tell you to forget about it. Yet you really manage to pull a memory of your current self into that new self. Well... what do you do? That's on you to retain it or forget.

Welcome to the Human Experience... may you have a nice day in the current iteration of your self you mind-wiped node of the cosmic awareness fractal.