How much is the cost to unnaturally erupt VOLCANO YellowStone with human hands

I paid money to drill in the volcano area of yellowstone because i was depressed after losing my parents, i thought if i can pay money to erupt the yellowstone volcano my life would be better.

The volcano did not blow lava but there was an earthquake after drilling in the volcano area

I paid 10 thousand in the year 2017 to start drilling

Can God ever forgive me? I had to confess my sin to a catholic preist i was responsible for the yellowstone earthquake in 2017

i paid for drilling also, i did not drill the volcano area someone else did. He did some kind of technology in 2017 to erupt it...the volcano never erupted but there was an earthquake...the goal was to erupt it though