Not trying to be morbid, but I'm curious if anyone has been feeling their mortality lately.

You said 'bouncy'

wink wink

WHEN THERE IS NO HOPE

IN THE GLORY OF THE FATHER IN HEAVEN

ONE HAS TO FACE HIS MORTALITY

FOR IT IS WRITTEN

EVERY MAN IS APPOINTED TO DIE ONCE

SO

DIE TO SELF

DONE

NOW

FILL THAT HOLE WITH JESUS CHRIST

THE AUTHOR OF LIFE EVERLASTING

AND LIVE

OUR GOAL

TO SUBDUE THE EARTH

CLAIM OUR INHERITANCE

THE EARTH

FROM THE EVIL ONE

IT IS WRITTEN

AMEN

I'm excited because in eight or so hours from now, I get to make Turkish Coffee.

I find cheap thrills are best.

:)

Yup.

You are feeling the timeline shifts. We've been on a negative one, but it's shifted over to a positive one again. We'll feel this back and forth for prolly a couple more years?

You're also feeling the collective grieving process.... letting go of the old to make way for the new.

Don't look at it as "death" ...... look at it as new life.

I think about other peoples’ mortality more than my own. Particularly those who took the eugenics vaxx

When you get past 70, you disappear as a sex object to virtually all women. The dick is slow to respond, and you wonder if there's a purpose to life. Regardless, you carry on, pay bills, and continue to build things. In my life, I'm trying to complete a lot of projects that I don't want to saddle the kids with, but that will happen anyway if they survive. My health is good and I can still do things the way much younger folks do, but a bit slower and more methodically.

I've probably survived this long by avoiding and ignoring doctors. One size does not fit all. The loss of appeal to premenopausal females is very difficult to deal with though.

Not feeling it, cheering it on!

Certainly we are being spiritually prepared by our inner divine advisor, whether consciously or subconsciously, whether we actually acknowledge / hear the advice or not, and whether we act on it or not. Ideally, everyone would now self-reflect upon their behaviour and determine how they have personally contributed to the mess we presently have on earth, and which is leading to self-destruction. Inability to do this will indeed lead to what we call death. However, death is just a transition to another learning classroom which is more appropriate (and it is up to our performance whether we have to repeat a grade or move up). This process is especially needed at the moment because we are coming to the end of an era / cycle, and this involves a great sorting of all people according to merit.




Last Edited by Colour Crusader on 06/17/2022 09:42 AM

49 here and yes I have...But! It's a waste of time, just try to enjoy every day.

I've tried to consider it most of my life. Especially after I saw how terrified my mother was in the years leading up to her jump to light speed. I was and still am determined to accept the coming eventuality with as little fear as possible.

My elderly mom is not doing too good.

I'm sad and I'm angry. I blame the bs covid lockdowns - it shut her in, it stopped her from living her life, isolated her, put her in front of that damn tv watching nothing but CNN and MSNBC brainwashing. Her mind deteriorated. Her health deteriorated. She is depressed and suffering physical ailments. Her heart, never had problems with her heart her entire life and had to go to the hospital this week - they're still monitoring her. I blame the covid poison jabs.

I've been feeling pretty bitter and depressed as of late and working through these emotions.

That is all.

It's not a waste of time. If there's going to be a life review, you might as well do it while you're still alive and can try to fix what you broke.

Enjoying every day is appreciating your Creator. That's a good thing.

Actually not my own death - that's a given. But the very good possibility I could be surrounded by massive death. Something wicked this way comes.

Not me. But, I am feeling the mortality of certain others.
The walking dead.

Yes, in the sense that something is coming for me.

I have a strong sense to stay and fight - but the dread I have for some unseen predator has never been stronger.

I'm a planner type personality. I plan everything, I make lists, I plan years ahead....I've never not been able to envision the next year or two. Every time I try, I just draw blanks now.

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Or it could just be the natural order that’s always been there executing it’s laws regardless of your fleeting whines and your narcissistic, heightened sense of self.

So you’ve got OCD. Big deal.
It’s only your fault that you can’t plan ahead cause your culture and the American Empire is on its last leg.
That’s all.

Your in fear.
I see it as great and exciting time to be alive. It could be better than the evil, degenerate turd culture you were raised in.

The iron will of the natural order always wins.

When I died in 2013 and had a NDE, it was a relief to give up the human body and ego and to return to my true self. I was pretty mad at the medical team when I was recalled back to this place and this body/ego. Looking forward to returning Home once again to the real "me".

the magnetic reversal is coming.

Ever since God showed me what was happening in the world and about when +/- a few years, I have been very that time is short, that I may be martyred for standing for Jesus, and that some major players in the world will do astounding evil to others. I've lived with the new normal for 18 years now. So my "usual" is different than some other people's.

Similar experience. Fear is the ocean in which we drown everyday, sin is the pieces of debris we cling to try to stay afloat. it's all a mind game, enjoy the experience and try to help.

yup. 56 and it seems weekly someone my age kicks. Also bought a tombstone last year.

I try not to let it bug me too much and quit my intake of alcohol (depressant) drastically.

I wouldn't describe it as OCD. That's a disorder that includes a lot of behaviors I don't have.

I'm a planner, that's all. I like to "chart a course", let's say.

That's really hard to do right now. Whereas it's always been pretty easy and clear, it's blurry now.

I don't care if you hate America. I hate what America has become. Like all white, western countries, we've been conquered and taken over. We had an extremely successful and healthy culture. Now it's shit.

But the future is only going to get worse for you. You sound like a 20 year old with your optimism and naivete, so I'll just stop here rather than crush it. Good luck!

Doing good deeds don't eliminate or make up for your bad ones.

God gave us commandments. We've all broken them. Try going to court here and telling the judge yeah, i've done this wrong thing, but look at all the good things i've done.

You're going to be sentenced for the wrong thing. Maybe they'll go easier on you because of all the good things, but you're still going to pay a penalty and God said that penalty was death.

The good news is, God paid your penalty. Accept his free gift, trust in Jesus and live. Don't pray a prayer, you have to believe it and turn from your sins sincerely. You won't always be able to, but over time, sin will reduce. just say sorry to God when you mess up, and try again. Not sure that will work out for ya if you're a serial killer or something, but overall, that's how it works.

Start a relationship with Jesus, talk to him like he's right there with ya...he is..and read the bible. It's hard to understand a lot of it in the beginning, but the more you read it, the more you'll understand it. It's relationship, not religion. Find a good totally bible based church who can help you. God Bless!

THIS is my exact experience.

Yes, I’m from 1988 and I don’t think our generation will live over 60 years

Bloody Mary, I'm right there with you! My sister and I were just saying the same thing..... feeling a sense of dread such as we haven't before.

I'm not sure if it's because we're looking at so many different probabilities all hitting us at the same time, or if it's a simple collapsing of time lines....... and during that collapse we're collectively "feeling" all these potentials happening simultaneously...... but yeah, lots of us are feeling this energy.

And like you, I have always had a sense of "knowing" what's coming next.... but as you say, when I look at the next 2 years, it's blank

I think very much about dying well, standing for Jesus, doing His work to help others and show them God's kingdom, dying bravely. By God's grace alone, I wlll do so. But it's not the death event itself that is important.

What people should be focusing on is what happens to you after you separate from your human body and go into eternity. People should spend 99% of their time related to the end on that issue.

When you look at your life from the perspective of eternity, this mortal phase is just a vapor, a small segment of time to get you ready for the rest of your time in eternity. That's all this is. You, the software of what is you, continues on after the body dies. The software never ceases to exist and never ceases to be conscious.

We are all deciding now in this mortal segment where we will spend that eternity. I implore you who do not know Jesus to earnestly seek Him out and He will find you. I don't say this for my sake, but for yours. Join us in Heaven. Imagine being able to joyfully help and serve others without ever tiring. Imagine meeting Jesus face to face and enjoying friendship and fellowship with every believer for the last 6000 years. No more death, no more crying, no more pain. Who would not want that? (Besides the guy who said it is better to rule in hell than to serve in Heaven)

A lot!

However I have been surrounded with death since 2020. Lost my brother in law who died in his sleep, then wife got cancer, survived. Then father in law got cancer, still alive now but doesn’t have a long survivability.

Been a rough couple years.