Being molested by a neighbor when I was was 3. Him doing other shit to me, kicking my step dad in the nuts for hitting my mom 4 so he picked me up by the throat and chocked me while her and my sister ran out.

4-5 A needle going in my palm getting stuck in it, nail in my foot.

Dad beating me throughout my kid years for dumb shit, Being molested again at 12, before that losing my grandparents who loved us.

Seeing bodies in caskets, Father gave me a knife to kill myself.

Joining the Marines going to Iraq.

A lot of things to list but I feel bad for those who've had it way worse.