Accidental poisoning (gopher poison) around the age of 3, which was near death, and I had an out of body experience, and I didn't want to go back into my body.

Rattlesnake bite around the age of 4, and my leg swelled up horribly. That experience gave me nightmares throughout my childhood until the age of 16 when I confronted my fears and killed a rattlesnake and made a necklace with it's rattles.

The near death experience set me on a path to try and figure out what I'm doing in this reality, and after 60 years of practical research, energy seeing, healing arts, past life meditations and research which includes shared memories with many people, I haven't discovered an answer as to why I create lives in this reality, and not just on this planet.