What's your earliest traumatic memory? | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 82316399 United States 06/15/2022 12:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 82837727 06/15/2022 12:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | -regular 'testing'/'training' at Camp Hero, Montauk Air Station sometime before 5 years old -regular 'testing'/'training' at Astor Program for the 'Gifted' -forced to eat shit by grandfather (US Mil) around the same time -raped by same and his brother and friends around same time, more than one occasion -trance induction and lost time/memory as orchestrated by grandmother -moving away from my dad and his side of family at 6, to be with above predators and mother who allowed, enabled, and ignored all of it Scarce few memories prior to age six other than the above. |
Undestroyer
Truth User ID: 82155266 United States 06/15/2022 12:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was running around in my walker and flew off the staiirs hitting my head at the bottom. I was about 2. I still remember how much fun it was to fly down the stairs and i remember how it felt when i hit my head the pause then the crying. You cannot destroy my vision when you see my vision undestroyed because I am just an undestroyer. Thread: Food Combining Made Easy by Herbert Shelton a progenitor from the Natural Hygienist Movement "I am a hunter of peace, one who chases the elusive mayfly of love... errr something like that." -Vash the Stampede |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 10511121 United States 06/15/2022 12:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | all I know for sure is this generation went from birth to death and the worse thing they can remember is parents getting divorced, or someone touched their pee pee. the next generation's traumatic memories are going to be shit like watching their mom scorched from nuclear blast, gettingcut up and eaten by gangs, imagine those kids in syria, watchiing their mom's get gang raped by psychotic globalist mercs, watching their houses get blown up, having to trek across the desert, to Europe, what if Europe hadn't been there to take them in? hopefully they are all ready to kill the people who did this to them |
Doxie-Love
User ID: 82050069 United States 06/15/2022 12:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1974,,,3 years old,,, seeing a dude smoking a blunt who looked EXACTLY LIKE Chong (but of course at that time had no idea who he was) in the bathroom with me and my moma. My moms wouldn’t even let family babysit me so don’t even say some shit like abuse or something….Any and every time I’ve asked about who that man was who looked like Chong, no GD body knows what the fuck I’m talking about! Doxiemom |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 79546208 United States 06/15/2022 12:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The psych community all agree most memories rehashed are wrong, or skewed with fiction. However, judging by what I am reading, the sheer clarity and mindfulness tell me most of you are not lying. We are a sad, happy bunch. |
T-Man
Entitled title User ID: 47885652 Netherlands 06/15/2022 12:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1974,,,3 years old,,, seeing a dude smoking a blunt who looked EXACTLY LIKE Chong (but of course at that time had no idea who he was) in the bathroom with me and my moma. My moms wouldn’t even let family babysit me so don’t even say some shit like abuse or something….Any and every time I’ve asked about who that man was who looked like Chong, no GD body knows what the fuck I’m talking about! Quoting: Doxie-Love So youre not even sure it really happened? Or you are 100% but no one will confirm it?! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76258093 United States 06/15/2022 12:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I remember getting a spanking for eating dirt. And, I didn't even LIKE it! Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76258093 youre the adventures type huh? tried any hard drugs later in life? :P or maybe youre just like me and love food? :D Oh, tried everything. Now I pay for "dirt" when I buy multi-vitamin & minerals. Take that Ma! Can't hit me now that you're dead! Sorry. Other traumas followed the first... |
Anonymous Survivor User ID: 82899410 Russia 06/15/2022 12:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | -regular 'testing'/'training' at Camp Hero, Montauk Air Station sometime before 5 years old Quoting: Anonymous Coward 82837727 -regular 'testing'/'training' at Astor Program for the 'Gifted' -forced to eat shit by grandfather (US Mil) around the same time -raped by same and his brother and friends around same time, more than one occasion -trance induction and lost time/memory as orchestrated by grandmother -moving away from my dad and his side of family at 6, to be with above predators and mother who allowed, enabled, and ignored all of it Scarce few memories prior to age six other than the above. Hello, fellow traveler. I hope you are in a safe place now. Someday we'll have the opportunity to be part of the cleaning up of this mess. It is folk like us who will be needed to say who must die and why. Hang in there, keep your conscience clean and your sword sharp. |
T-Man
Entitled title User ID: 47885652 Netherlands 06/15/2022 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I remember getting a spanking for eating dirt. And, I didn't even LIKE it! Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76258093 youre the adventures type huh? tried any hard drugs later in life? :P or maybe youre just like me and love food? :D Oh, tried everything. Now I pay for "dirt" when I buy multi-vitamin & minerals. Take that Ma! Can't hit me now that you're dead! Sorry. Other traumas followed the first... |
Doxie-Love
User ID: 82050069 United States 06/15/2022 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1974,,,3 years old,,, seeing a dude smoking a blunt who looked EXACTLY LIKE Chong (but of course at that time had no idea who he was) in the bathroom with me and my moma. My moms wouldn’t even let family babysit me so don’t even say some shit like abuse or something….Any and every time I’ve asked about who that man was who looked like Chong, no GD body knows what the fuck I’m talking about! Quoting: Doxie-Love So youre not even sure it really happened? Or you are 100% but no one will confirm it?! Who knows but in my memory I remember it like it was yesterday…no one can tell me any different. He was propped up against the wall, smoking holding it between his thumb and forefinger just standing there leaned up… I know I was 3 bcuz we didn’t move out of that house til ‘76. That why I’m certain of my age Doxiemom |
T-Man
Entitled title User ID: 47885652 Netherlands 06/15/2022 12:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1974,,,3 years old,,, seeing a dude smoking a blunt who looked EXACTLY LIKE Chong (but of course at that time had no idea who he was) in the bathroom with me and my moma. My moms wouldn’t even let family babysit me so don’t even say some shit like abuse or something….Any and every time I’ve asked about who that man was who looked like Chong, no GD body knows what the fuck I’m talking about! Quoting: Doxie-Love So youre not even sure it really happened? Or you are 100% but no one will confirm it?! Who knows but in my memory I remember it like it was yesterday…no one can tell me any different. He was propped up against the wall, smoking holding it between his thumb and forefinger just standing there leaned up… I know I was 3 bcuz we didn’t move out of that house til ‘76. That why I’m certain of my age Do you remember your mother interacting with him?! crazy to think he might have been someone that lived there before. assuming theres something to ghost stories. |
Doxie-Love
User ID: 82050069 United States 06/15/2022 12:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1974,,,3 years old,,, seeing a dude smoking a blunt who looked EXACTLY LIKE Chong (but of course at that time had no idea who he was) in the bathroom with me and my moma. My moms wouldn’t even let family babysit me so don’t even say some shit like abuse or something….Any and every time I’ve asked about who that man was who looked like Chong, no GD body knows what the fuck I’m talking about! Quoting: Doxie-Love So youre not even sure it really happened? Or you are 100% but no one will confirm it?! Who knows but in my memory I remember it like it was yesterday…no one can tell me any different. He was propped up against the wall, smoking holding it between his thumb and forefinger just standing there leaned up… I know I was 3 bcuz we didn’t move out of that house til ‘76. That why I’m certain of my age Do you remember your mother interacting with him?! crazy to think he might have been someone that lived there before. assuming theres something to ghost stories. Moma says no one fitting that description would’ve been there, let alone in our bathroom Doxiemom |
T-Man
Entitled title User ID: 47885652 Netherlands 06/15/2022 12:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: T-Man So youre not even sure it really happened? Or you are 100% but no one will confirm it?! Who knows but in my memory I remember it like it was yesterday…no one can tell me any different. He was propped up against the wall, smoking holding it between his thumb and forefinger just standing there leaned up… I know I was 3 bcuz we didn’t move out of that house til ‘76. That why I’m certain of my age Do you remember your mother interacting with him?! crazy to think he might have been someone that lived there before. assuming theres something to ghost stories. Moma says no one fitting that description would’ve been there, let alone in our bathroom yea thats why i asked if she interacted with him in your memory. if she didnt and it was a ghost that you saw, but she didnt saw, that would be interesting for fans of the paranormal |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 82837727 06/15/2022 12:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | -regular 'testing'/'training' at Camp Hero, Montauk Air Station sometime before 5 years old Quoting: Anonymous Coward 82837727 -regular 'testing'/'training' at Astor Program for the 'Gifted' -forced to eat shit by grandfather (US Mil) around the same time -raped by same and his brother and friends around same time, more than one occasion -trance induction and lost time/memory as orchestrated by grandmother -moving away from my dad and his side of family at 6, to be with above predators and mother who allowed, enabled, and ignored all of it Scarce few memories prior to age six other than the above. Hello, fellow traveler. I hope you are in a safe place now. Someday we'll have the opportunity to be part of the cleaning up of this mess. It is folk like us who will be needed to say who must die and why. Hang in there, keep your conscience clean and your sword sharp. Journey Well. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 82581251 United States 06/15/2022 12:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 3166408 United States 06/15/2022 12:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Urawc
User ID: 75598953 United States 06/15/2022 12:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was 3. Had an ear tag. I remember being held down on the hospital bed, lime green walls, and the med team shoving a black mask over my face to put me out. Quoting: uhhuh They say mental illness is spawned from trauma. I was 4-5ish and heard my parents arguing. I went into their room and found my mother sitting in the edge of the bed crying with a bloody nose. My father standing in front of her with a shotgun. I got in front of my mother and said "please don't hurt mommy, I love her" and he stood there with the shotgun pointed at us for what felt like an eternity Last Edited by Urawc on 06/15/2022 12:30 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 3166408 United States 06/15/2022 12:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was 3. Had an ear tag. I remember being held down on the hospital bed, lime green walls, and the med team shoving a black mask over my face to put me out. Quoting: uhhuh They say mental illness is spawned from trauma. PRETTY SURE I WAS UH CHILD OF RAPE..WITHIN UH MARRIAGE..UH LOVELESS MARRIAGE..MOSTLY..MOST-LY...BUT, IT WAS STILL A FAMILY WITH LOVE...AGAIN, MOSTLY...'THE TRAUMA' WAS ALL THE FORCED PRETENDING AROUND ME AND THE ...'DONT ARGUE IN FRONT OF THE CHILD' SHIT...MOST OF YOU MUST KNOW 'THAT' STORY..CAPMAN.. |
GoliadFlag
User ID: 81006427 United States 06/15/2022 12:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Slamming my finger in a door. Must've been no older than two. Probably my earliest memory. Sic Semper Tyrannus! "When injustice becomes law, resistance becomes duty." --Thomas Jefferson “Hard pressed on my right. My center is yielding. Impossible to maneuver. Situation excellent. I am attacking.” - General Ferdinand Foch |
Doxie-Love
User ID: 82050069 United States 06/15/2022 12:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Doxie-Love Who knows but in my memory I remember it like it was yesterday…no one can tell me any different. He was propped up against the wall, smoking holding it between his thumb and forefinger just standing there leaned up… I know I was 3 bcuz we didn’t move out of that house til ‘76. That why I’m certain of my age Do you remember your mother interacting with him?! crazy to think he might have been someone that lived there before. assuming theres something to ghost stories. Moma says no one fitting that description would’ve been there, let alone in our bathroom yea thats why i asked if she interacted with him in your memory. if she didnt and it was a ghost that you saw, but she didnt saw, that would be interesting for fans of the paranormal It’s the only thing really that makes sense. Thank u for your interest;) Doxiemom |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 81680631 United States 06/15/2022 12:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | all I know for sure is Quoting: Anonymous Coward 10511121 this generation went from birth to death and the worse thing they can remember is parents getting divorced, or someone touched their pee pee. the next generation's traumatic memories are going to be shit like watching their mom scorched from nuclear blast, gettingcut up and eaten by gangs, imagine those kids in syria, watchiing their mom's get gang raped by psychotic globalist mercs, watching their houses get blown up, having to trek across the desert, to Europe, what if Europe hadn't been there to take them in? hopefully they are all ready to kill the people who did this to them Why don't they go to Saudi Arabia, Dubai, Jordan, Egypt, Turkey, Indonesia or some other significantly Muslim nation? "kill the people that did this to them"- They will probably grow up to transfer any trauma to the Europeans. |
GoliadFlag
User ID: 81006427 United States 06/15/2022 12:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was 3. Had an ear tag. I remember being held down on the hospital bed, lime green walls, and the med team shoving a black mask over my face to put me out. Quoting: uhhuh They say mental illness is spawned from trauma. I was 4 and heard my parents arguing. I went into their room and found my mother sitting in the edge of the bed crying with a bloody nose. My father standing in front of her with a shotgun. I got in front of my mother and said "please don't hurt mommy, I love her" and he stood there with the shotgun pointed at us for what felt like an eternity I am so sorry you lived through that. As an adult I hope you've beaten the shit out of your "father". Or more accurately, your sperm donor who abused his family. If he's dead, too bad you didn't get the chance to beat his ass. Find solace that he's getting pineapples shoved up his ass backwards in Hell. Sic Semper Tyrannus! "When injustice becomes law, resistance becomes duty." --Thomas Jefferson “Hard pressed on my right. My center is yielding. Impossible to maneuver. Situation excellent. I am attacking.” - General Ferdinand Foch |
Mr Rainey
User ID: 9090795 United States 06/15/2022 12:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Urawc
User ID: 75598953 United States 06/15/2022 12:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
uhhuh
(OP) User ID: 79546208 United States 06/15/2022 12:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83620842 United Kingdom 06/15/2022 12:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Grandma9
User ID: 45409368 United States 06/15/2022 12:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76099143 United States 06/15/2022 12:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Accidental poisoning (gopher poison) around the age of 3, which was near death, and I had an out of body experience, and I didn't want to go back into my body. Rattlesnake bite around the age of 4, and my leg swelled up horribly. That experience gave me nightmares throughout my childhood until the age of 16 when I confronted my fears and killed a rattlesnake and made a necklace with it's rattles. The near death experience set me on a path to try and figure out what I'm doing in this reality, and after 60 years of practical research, energy seeing, healing arts, past life meditations and research which includes shared memories with many people, I haven't discovered an answer as to why I create lives in this reality, and not just on this planet. |
uhhuh
(OP) User ID: 79546208 United States 06/15/2022 12:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Accidental poisoning (gopher poison) around the age of 3, which was near death, and I had an out of body experience, and I didn't want to go back into my body. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76099143 Rattlesnake bite around the age of 4, and my leg swelled up horribly. That experience gave me nightmares throughout my childhood until the age of 16 when I confronted my fears and killed a rattlesnake and made a necklace with it's rattles. The near death experience set me on a path to try and figure out what I'm doing in this reality, and after 60 years of practical research, energy seeing, healing arts, past life meditations and research which includes shared memories with many people, I haven't discovered an answer as to why I create lives in this reality, and not just on this planet. John? uhhuh |