Some of us have checked off our bucket list, twice even.

I got to live out my fantasies... accomplish my dreams and goals, been married, have a son, owned businesses.

Made money, lost money, made money again and as for porn, I've enjoyed it, shot it professionally and even disgusted by what it's become and yet, I don't care to ever have another relationship again as I'm uninterested in investing my heart and energy into another human being ever again.

I'd rather give my money to my son and those I truly care about. Besides, it's cheaper to rent a woman and use her as you will, live out any sick fantasy you like and then pay her to leave.