She is initiated, but only at a superficial level. What she knows is merely the scraps of distorted truth handed down by her masters (or handlers, more appropriately). Pop stars these days are made, not born, and they must have the prerequisite mental and spiritual conditioning installed in order to serve their controllers most effectively. They are taught that they will be given the chance to become physical gods if they obey, but they will be discarded like the useful fools they are at the end. It's sad, as many of them have endured unimaginable abuse and trauma as a part of their initiation process. They have been infected with a memetic virus that uses them to propagate to their fans.