I've been comtemplating the events of the last several weeks, specifically the state of the church and the amazing (to me) direct answer to prayer. The prayer was simple and specific. "Show me the state of the church in terms of spirit, and show me how far they have progressed towards the last-day messages of warnings which must occur before the end comes.

I now know what must be done. The Lord showed me SPECIFICS. The EVENT which I have FANTASIZED about over a period of 50 years, is about to be COMPLETELY FULFILLED. It terrifies me, and thrills me, and awes me--and boggles my mind. The person HE used to FULLY express the NEED of the church and its awful condition was a man who had always stood and proudly spoke of his membership, as did his father and his grandfather before him--proudly proclaiming the Sabbath and a variety of SDA doctrines unique to separatist Sabbath believers. That man stood in front of an entire church and with sagging shoulders, admitted that he did not know what our message was in this last day--and he did not know if there was a message at all. He literally could not understand why we were still here--let alone why we are here without knowing the reason why we do not have a grasp on the message the world needs to "wake up".

That is the "straight and true testimony" of just one man, picked by God to answer a straightforward prayer and expose the very points that need to be addressed by any last movement of God. Not a single voice was raised in agreement or dissension. I was praising God throughout and comforted for the spiritual battle to come. I know what needs to be done. I know what needs to be said. I know what will happen. HE is calling it forth. HE is saying it is the time. He is saying HE will perform it. All I have to do is step forth and it will begin.

Now I have to find an appropriate time when all the "big guns" are present. Everybody young and old must be present and everyone given an opportunity to go forward into eternity or "receive of the plagues." As God is forming His forces, the forces of the enemy are fast working towards their own "massive revival" of spiritual awakening and physical healings. The battle lines will soon be formed--and God's "army" will be vastly outnumbered.

On the home front, my youngest daughter is
CLEAN--two weeks clean of drugs and alcohol. She has rediscovered her faith in her Creator and she and her five sisters are reconnecting on spiritual levels not seen for a long time. Putting things in God's hands WORKS. Praying WORKS. Stepping out WORKS. WE WORK. All we have to do is let Him show us how.

Life happens in the midst of it all. There is still eating and drinking and giving in marriage. My grandson will be married in June and I foresee all 18 of my grandchildren present, and the great grandchildren as well. The Sanctuary and the mysteries are still a large part of my thinking and plans--not just for here but for my own church as well. It IS at the center of our theology, after all. I just want to see them fall in love with it all over again.

Several years ago, the Lord woke me up at 3:00 in the Am and told me that as the result of the "events" at specific places and for specific people, people would come from all over the world to witness it and fill up the roads all leading to the "place" where He would reveal Himself unequivocally. He said from this beginning that it would travel over the entire world as it did in the beginning when the "imminence" of the return of Christ was preached throughout the entire world by several people simultaneously--and not connected to each other in the 1800's.

The door is wide open.