These emails were shared back in 2004, not 2007 as I had believed. This just scratches the surface, but it is an indicator of the depth of research that was going on by this group. In any case:

xxxxx wrote:

Though I find that xxx is very reluctant to believe in G-D. He tends to shy away from humiliating or associating himself in anyway with religion. Not totally, but inadvertently...BTW I thought the Celestene Prophecy stunk! And I certainly wasn't in favor of the concept.

Zerubbabel replied: Interestingly, he has been very forthcoming about his Christianity with me. He is a strong believer. There are also elements of New Age with him such as the Celestine Prophecy. As to this book, I read it years ago as well as some of the sequels. What it clearly draws upon is the "experience" of the "60s". You really had to be part of that generation to really understand what was going on in the "underground". There was definitely a "mindmeld" of sorts going on. It centered on the brotherhood of man although there was also "us-them" going on as evidenced in the song by Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young--"singing songs and carryin signs, mostly saying 'hooray for our side'. What was really striking was the amount of "syncronicity" happening that accented the "consciousness expansion" that was occuring--mostly through the use of hallucinagens (especially mescaline, psylicibin, and the earliest versions of orange sunshine{Owlsley's}, purple haze, wonderland and various microdots). There was a very definite "vibration" about the whole thing. "They" recognized each other all over the country and would immediately "bond". By and large, the movement was "cosmic" secularism. There was little patience with organized religion. Those who recognized a higher power went deeper underground. The secularists began to see themselves as "gods" within themselves. This is the group that most resonates with the Celestine Prophecies. They perceive themselves as saviors of sorts and trying to reach guru status. The last book I read on the series was of "reaching" Shambala via changing vibrations to enter into the heavenly realm located in Tibet. It was a bunch of crap.



<<In any case, I will be a great-grandfather and a grandfather again in about two months. If I had any sense in me, I would give up on the world and just enjoy my grandchildren. My wife and my oldest daughter were both pregnant at the same time so my daughter xxxxx and my grandson were both born within a month of each other. Their children will also be within a month or so of each other. My youngest daughter xxxxxx who is 16 is an aunt to my grandson who is now 19. Pretty cool huh? I have been blessed in many ways.>>

Zerub, just thinking about that is incredible! You have accomplished incredible feats in your time and at your age. And have allot of things to represent you, such as your children. How do you find time for everyone? And have you shared with your family anything that we have discovered?

Our children truly do carry on our heritage. I am at peace with their characters. They are all kind and gentle and have always sided with those less fortunate in the area of heart and mind due to the madness in the world. I could ask for no more than that my children were compassionate and loving. As far as sharing esoterica and science, I never considered this an area that would interest them nor did I feel it was necessary-especially when they were young. I was much more concerned about them being children and doing and thinking as children should--playing, learning exploring, and getting along with their own sisters(not always an easy thing to accomplish). Hopefully, we will be able to share some of those things when the time is right--which I see approaching. Just to be able to share Christianity is a miracle in itself. I am biding my time on all the rest.

<<I raised all my children as Christian and they all went away from it but are now all choosing their own churches. That is definitely cool. I have visited all their churches and it has been quite an eye-opening experience. I have learned a great deal of tolerance for other beliefs. Although I am VERY conservative in my demeanor, I have learned to appreciate the need of others to be expressive of their faith--especially in the Pentecostal church that two of my daughters attend.>>

xxxxx wrote: As for my family, they are your typical Jewish family. Well maybe not so typical in the respect that they really don't talk much about religion, infact they are rather quiet about it. My Dads the one that I'm most like. He likes to talk about religion and science, I consider him BRILLIANT! But even he has a falling away (sort of atheism) from any Gd figure. My family stubbornly rejects Jesus but they are certainly open to the ideas and concept of Christianity.

Zerub said: Well, I now know where you got your intelligence from. I would have loved to have a father to talk to. Mine died when I was three. My stepfather who was not an evil man, was abusive and judgemental. He always resented my intelligence (he was a laborer and auto mechanic). Drunkeness and violence were reminiscent of my early childhood. I certainly do not judge any "falling away". In fact, I can empathize with it. I have a great deal of respect for those who can still hold onto their sanity without a "source" to gain strength from. Family, friends, and sometimes jobs can substitute in some ways, but in the end, we still live within our own minds--which can be a lonely place.

<<I am still a little curious about what your "project" is all about. Good luck with your new job!! You are often in my thoughts.>>

xxxxx wrote: Well I haven't shared it with you as of yet because I suspect that you might be a little disappointed with me and my direction. Playing around with such forces...

I've been heavily experimenting with remote viewing as I have mentioned in my past emails. And have become quit successful with it. I've enlisted myself in a little experiment/project which has become intently interesting.

Anyhow, have you ever considered the possibility that through remote viewing we could see at the cellular/molecular level, we could view inside the human body and prevent diseases with early diagnoses AND HEAL! We could better learn about Cancer, Diabetes and Aids and how to prevent/treat them. This is the new direction my heart is leading me...This is "really" what has been taking up most of my spare time.

You know xxx, its quit possible that Jesus himself healed with remote viewing techniques. Of course being Gd and all, he had this super advanced knowledge of seeing in the ether. That would have to be my best conclusion and scientific explanation...

I suspected that your project was about remote viewing. You know how I feel about it, but that doesn't mean it is not for others to explore. As a matter of fact, it is probably because of my inherent weakness that I perceive it as dangerous. It is dangerous to me. As we have talked about, there are different forces about--some clamoring for attention. I am not confident in myself that my "sinful nature" would be able to withstand "temptation"--especially by placing myself upon dangerous ground. For example, I do not need another to make a Ouja work. Just my hand alone will make the puck move. I definitely have a "sense" in me that awakens me to the proximity of evil. Jesus had this sense and escaped out of the hands of evil many times until he deliberately placed himself into those hands. That "sense" screams in me if I even think about it. My only attempt at RV immediately placed me on that dangerous ground. I would love to hear of your experiences. Maybe it would explain some of my "phobia" about it. As far the healing part of it is concerned, I have no problem with that at all. As a matter of fact, I have experienced it. Through the use of xxxxxxxxx over 50 years ago, I was able to literally see inside the body and into the mind as well. I found that I could manipulate the environment--right down to the cellular level as you mentioned. I learned how to "touch" the mind. I still do it unconsciously all the time. I could spend hours talking about how it has affected different people in amazing ways--at least to me. For example, influencing the most jealous of husbands to trust me with their wives, or turning the most violent men into lambs and expressing their deepest pain with me. It is still an enigma to me even though I have "some" understanding of it. I sometimes felt the deepest pain when I could not affect the physical pain of others--even though I could alleviate their "psychic pain". I have always considered this a balancing of forces, because if I could alleviate physical pain, this would be an overpowering temptation. I suspect that I will never receive this gift that others will simply have. No one has all the gifts. I have to trust in the biblical worldview of the "body" being made up of many parts. Perhaps this is your destiny?

xxxxx wrote: Well, I hope you like my post to you on the forum about the Holographic/Flat universe? When I began to thinking it struck me rather oddly.

And now Zerub, for something else that has still been puzzling me. Still after all this I have been studying Stan Tenans Phi model that generates the Hebrew letters. It definitely has Phi growth but the thing that is most puzzling is the shape:


Stans model of continuous creation.

Notice the extended back part and how it bends/arches up. It is this back-part that actually pronounces/identifies/creates the Hebrew letters. So my question is, what on earth is this back-part, and its purpose???

I've finally come to the conclusion that it definitely has something to do with space and time considering the source (G-D)...

Could it possibly be folded time? This is my little pic that I drew in accessories/paint on my computer: If you cant see this picture below, I'll sent it in a separate email.



As the ol saying goes, two heads are better than one, especially yours! :)

So what are your thoughts?


I hope you didn't mind my taking this onto the forum. It immediately struck my mind and thought it pertinent enough to bring to other views. That shape has been hanging in my head for weeks now. It fits so perfectly into our "scheme" of things that I'm amazed we didn't think of it before. Looking into that picture that I use as an avatar, I could literally see the Hebrew letters forming--not just visually but deep in my mind as well. Now I understand what it means to "meditate" upon the Hebrew words and letters. Perhaps this is the only way to not only navigage the time streams but also to avoid all extraneous influences. It really fills a "blind spot" in my perceptions. Talk about language of light! I see connections with the breastplate and how they flashed light--obviously in a literal language that the high priest could understand--for why else would God communicate in this way if no one understood the language. I would LOVE to learn this language--literally--not just spiritually although spiritually is nothing to sneeze at! Folds in space/time? You betcha!! I really do believe that this IS the changing structure that xxxxxxxx BRILLIANTLY came up with by adding "el" to those word structures. Talk about particle entanglement! While I was reading your post about particle entanglement, I had part of my post which followed yours on the screen showing my avatar. I was literally watching the particle entanglement as I was reading your post--and it was like watching it on the quantum level. I wonder if maybe there are people out there who already know this and are using the principles involved? There is a great deal of "synchronicity" that seems to be going on about this--not least about what we are discussing on the forum. What a time we live in!!

Your friend,