I went to sleep "as happy as larry" no problems whatsoever... then this morning came i woke up with a deep sense of depression, like everything is lost, pointless.

i don't understand it. it's not like me, i don't get depressed like this or at lease i have never done before.

i don't know why i feel this way and i can't explain it at all, it's left me confused and at a loss mentally.

i'm not concerned about the way i feel or that i am depressed in this moment, what is concerning me is why?

what do i subconsciously know? what is coming today?