Cleaning Your Consciousness Clock

I'm asking you to all do this before reading this thread, every time: Pull yourself up, from the inside, give yourself a little jiggle and a shake, and take a few deep cleansing breaths. I want you to relax, and not be stressed while reading and participating on this thread. Always keep a thought on remembering to breathe correctly, deep into your abdomen....well, you should be like that all of the time, breathing like a baby, like the day you were born. But when the consciousness is in a crisis-like situation, we hold our breath, and that’s not good, at all. It shuts us down. Be mindful of your breath-work while cleaning yourself up, and always.

You see, I want you to bring your spiritual maturity to this table. It is going to make more sense to you and will be easier to accomplish in that state....it’s hard to connect with your spirit while you’re stressed, and I want you to get the most out of this you can.

What is Consciousness Clock Cleaning? It’s a title I created for an intelligent and intuitive, physical and metaphysical, effort by a person to “scrub clean” all the “darkling parts” inside the subconsciousness, bred from millennia upon millennia of lifetimes. Perhaps some subconscious “scars,” deep wounds, are from lifetimes outside of Earth, or 3D. Perhaps it’s only your childhood experience in this life producing the darkling parts....heh, but you’d be a lucky one if that’s all you’ve to scrub.

What I hope you find at the end of this consciousness cleaning, as you look back over the process is, “Wow, I did it. I walked through my own fire....and it was sooo worth it”.....and you’ll do a happy dance inside. It will be animated dancing with ease, and will be colorful....because no more darkling parts stealing your vibrancy of being.

What are darkling parts, you may ask, because you’re not quite sure? They are parts of our experiences (this life, and/or others) that are so difficult, even so brutal....they’ve become “unsightly”, and have been stuffed down into your “dark quarter,” your subconscious, out of sight. Your Shadow Self is tied up with these darkling parts. The process of cleaning your consciousness clock can lend to the process of integrating your Shadow Self. It did for me. In fact, I think it's an obvious outcome of cleaning your consciousness clock.

Harhar, and I can hear it, “What in the PEE WELLING HELL are you talkin’ ‘bout, cosmic, integrating my Shadow Self?” all spooked-like....heh, and some of you are the ones who want to kill it!

Your ego too, some of you, lawdy. Your only answer to your ignoble* ego is to kill it...."Kill it with FIRE!"....lol, you dodo brains wanting to kill an irreplaceable part of your psyche! What are you thinking?

You NOBELIZE your ego, YOU become what you want it to be. Just be a person who practices integrity in everything you do, and you’ll see, you’ll have one noble ego to operate with. Blaming your ego for your bad behavior or anything is such a cop out, ffs....I can't even with that malarkey.

Your Shadow Self and ego are parts of you you cannot kill or just drive out, like they’re bums. They are not. Start thinking about your Shadow Self as if it’s a savior, because it’s holding all those incidents you just could not handle, that would most likely have you wanting to kill yourself. It’s doing you a service.

Make love, not war within yourselves, eh?


*Ignoble--not honorable in character or purpose.

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/10/2021 04:50 PM

Because the cleaning of your consciousness clock is not going to happen while you are not having complete, unfaltering unconditional love for yourself, find this love for yourself NOW....and I mean right in this moment. Go offline after you finish reading this, center yourself, and find that unconditional love for yourself, if you don’t already have it. Then come back, and begin reading again. If it’s that hard to find unconditional love for yourself, then you’ve got big problems, eh?....

....hmmm, okay my expanded self is correcting me saying, “You will be able to unconditionally love yourself once you’ve finished the cleaning”.

So, lol, I’m going to tell you to “fake it until you make it”....but you’ve got to love yourself throughout this process.

There may be things that come up that have you wanting to hate yourself. You can’t do that...there is no judgment in cleaning yourself up....lol, there may be plenty of crying, but judgement shouldn't even be a part of this.

You’ve got to “fix it,” and not compound the issue deeper down, with self loathing. Remember, those darkling parts are not in this moment, they are from the past....and they are now influencing your decisions and your life every single day.

And if you've never thought about that, and this is the first time, that should scare you half to death.

Who's in charge of you?....you. Do you know yourself well enough, ALL of you, to be comfortable with that?

Heh.

Prepare yourself to practice copious amounts of forgiveness, for yourself, for others, and for processes.

For me, that was much of my conscious cleaning struggle, getting to and through all the forgiving. Forgiving some things, especially about myself, got convoluted and hard. It didn’t have to be that way, eh?....this is because I wasn't forgiving processes, too.

I’m now learning to forgive the processes that had me doubting myself, that I should’ve before done. I have to say, it is forgiving the processes that is the hardest for me. Forgiving them is having to go deeply within myself, to find the TRUST to forgive them. I’ll get there....heh, "let go and let God, cosmic".

So, you've been forewarned, bring that love of yours for yourself to the table that says....


“I am prepared and ready to forgive. I will flow with this consciousness clock cleaning process with ease”


....knowing while saying that, that you are not going to fight against the tide of yourself....heh, looks like a good affirmation to me, and could be easily changed to an afformation....


“Why am I now prepared and ready to forgive? Why am I now flowing through this process of cleansing my consciousness clock with ease?”


....I always like an afformation for something I’m seeking, which is just about always. It’s only very recently I’ve thought to once again formulate an affirmation for myself.

You’re all welcomed to use those two afformations, or you can make up your own, but ask yourself this multiple times a day. It gives your subconsciousness something new to work with, on, and for, rather than playing with the same old darkling parts.

Just asking yourself, "Why am I now so happy?" is a perfect step in the right direction.

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/10/2021 01:25 PM

Are you able to accept that you are a teeny, tiny part of all this here, all the while you are also everywhere in creation?....this I have been able to do. I have known, even since before my clock was all the way cleaned, this to be true...."I Am Perfect in My Form"....I don't need to ask myself this in the form of a why question afformation, because I KNOW THIS to be true.

Start saying aloud....


“I am perfect in my form”


....despite how nearly all of you may scream BS, do this, because it is true. You’ll eventually “get it.” You are so much more than your body. Know this, live this.

How are you supposed to rise above if you’re believing you’re nothing but sin, born in sin and dying a sinner?

Perhaps you are a “sinner” while alive, but you are also not a sinner outside of this body, eh?

Know this, or be destined to perhaps not rising above....it is that important. Nobody has more power than you to save yourself....and why should any other care, if you don’t care, eh?

“God helps those who help themselves”....very wise words I have embraced wholeheartedly since waking up.

The past few days I have struggled with my abilities of visualization and message receiving, because I know that doesn’t happen for some of you....and I know some of those want that, incredibly so........and I don’t want to be any part of sowing any seeds of discourse in any other person on this thread. It’s almost kept me from writing it, and posting it here on GLP.

I finally arrived to knowing that I needed to step aside that "misfit" struggle, because–

1) If you possess a soul, then you have an expanded self (aka, Higher Self)....you just haven’t met it yet, but it is IN you, as well as outside of you. ANYONE with a soul has the ability to commune with their expanded self, eh? That communion is just buried under piles of covert and out in the open negative messages you’ve accrued that says us human beans are of little value. Don’t believe that for a second.

2) And so, maybe you don’t “get it”, what I’m writing, from the perspective I do. Maybe only one or two or three people will “get it” - and regardless they don’t have the knack of intuitiveness - and clean their consciousness clock. While I want a whole host of people to “get it”, a few is better than none.

If I don’t write this out, then no one will know how I creatively cleaned my consciousness clock, and I didn’t come back to this hell hole reality to not share what I’ve learned. There has been far too much holding back of pertinent information, for millennia, information much better related, and far more profound than mine.

Even so, if I am not sharing my experiences, then I become stale in my spirit, and that’s a gacky feeling for me....can’t have that now, can I?

Two books I can suggest for reading. The first is in the case you haven’t yet recovered your ability to see through your third eye, and the second one....because WOW!

The very first metaphysical book I ever read was Shakti Gawain’s Creative Visualization. Here is a link to the full book, and links to download it....heh, it’s never too late to learn, especially if it doesn’t cost you a dime–


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Is that what made the difference in me being able to “see”?....I’m not sure. I couldn't "see" before I woke up, didn't get any messages, and the book closely coincides with when I woke up.

I am a Wanderer, so I know that helps too, due to my soul experience and awareness. But it was the very first book I read, and I couldn’t have chosen a better one.

Funny note: The second metaphysical book I read was Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah, by Richard Bach. The very, very last part of that book had me to throwing the book against the wall. Little did I know that I would come to embrace that kind of mindfuck, harhar.

The last metaphysical book I’ve read, just finished it up, was Kryon and Lee Carroll’s The Twelve Layers of DNA (An Esoteric Study of the Mastery Within). Here is a link where you can purchase the book, and it’s worth every single penny spent–


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And I know the Kryon book is 11 years old, but it didn’t make it to me until now, to my very good fortune. It’s timeless (relatively) old news for me.

Between these two books, I see how far I've come, looking at it now.

Creative Visualization may be a 101 book for you, so what? It’s a great text that may help you to begin “seeing” what you would otherwise not see.

Heh, I’m late to the party on the Kryon DNA information....I mean, I coulda had a V8 while reading this book. It’s not that I didn’t know DNA was everything, didn’t know that it was of the utmost importance....I just didn’t understand how it worked, why it worked or isn’t working. I do now.

I can’t suggest enough everyone reads the Kryon book. Even if you have a problem with channeled material, consider setting it aside to read this information. And it does not fly in the face of God....since reading it, I’m actually now fully able to embrace God. The book helped me to bring myself to love God, unconditionally.

No one but me knows what a huge achievement that is....it's a MAMMOTH achievement.

Very profound book, I tell you. I do so hope you all read it.

But I also want you all to know, that for most of my pathwalk since waking up, I read very few books. I didn't want to be influenced by another. I wanted to make my own way, and I did.

Finally, at the end of writing out all the ways you might prepare yourselves, I'm thinking, 'Wow! Had I of had this information of how to go into this before I did?....it would've been a hella lot easier.'

Just mastering those things would be great!

As well, I just know that the following conversations and questions that may happen will bring an out-coming article to complete form....for that I want to thank you all in advance.

I can’t wait to dig into this. I want to learn more myself, and I know I will....heh, "Learning is Fun!"

We just might create something of value together, eh?....


So, my introduction to Consciousness Clock Cleaning is finished....now to get to it.

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/10/2021 02:04 PM

I'm listening to this right now.

Pretty good!

Like happens with some, I had to have a bonk to m’noggin to begin waking up, a bad five car pile up on the PCH. I was the middle car, was stopped, and got hit from behind at 55 mph. The hit was so fierce, it knocked my driver's seat out of its holders holding it in place (!!!). I had no seat belt on, and I was told that was most likely for the best, because otherwise the hit probably would’ve snapped my neck. I had two horrendous whip lashes, and a concussion. I was projected to be off of work and in physical therapy for two years.

Now, I had already read the Creative Visualization book, and put what I learned in there to good use, although I was so going by the seat of my pants.

I visualized little blue and gold robots to go into the areas torn up, to “tinker” with me, and to restore my back and neck to something usable. I would see them in there, just working away.

I was in physical therapy for only EIGHT months, and was released to work. My back had improved by leaps and bounds...."imagine" that!

What I didn’t know at the time, is that blue and gold are colors of healing and health, among other supportive things. I just choose them. So, where did that choice come from?....I’m going to say my expanded self, even if I didn’t yet know my expanded self.

BUT, there is more to this story, the very important part. While I was able to work, my upper back, neck and shoulder were still a mess....there was something “underneath” that hadn’t yet been resolved, and I didn’t know this. I thought it was all structural damage. It was not. The damage was done long, long, long ago.

Years later I was being worked on by my beloved massage therapist. He was the best! He had this machine that would pound on locked up muscles.... that’s right, pound. My muscles were so tight, so unresponsive to massage, that he got that to use on me. I hated it, it was awful (very important, that part).

At one point, this thing is pounding on my rock hard arm muscle, and I just started crying, he stopped, then I was sobbing....and I felt so very lost, like I was in a very dark space, and alone.

My vision then skewed, and I saw an other lifetime of mine. I was a young Chinese child forced, a slave, to work in a dirty, disgusting laundry room, no parents, no family....often walloped by a stick on my back, constantly being yelled at that I was worthless. It was a most miserable existence.

My issues in that part of my body simply went away after I remembered the other lifetime, like a switch had been turned off....like “magic.” The only thing I could feel after “seeing” that, was compassion. Compassion is an awesome attribute to healing the subconscious. Like I said, you’ve got to love yourself.

How many of you have issues with your body? Would you believe me if I told you those issues are there to remind you you have another issue, an issue that goes deeper than you yet know?

To know yourself, all of yourself, is to heal yourself....and I pushed myself, and I even (unbeknowingly) allowed others to push me, mercilessly, so I could know myself.

I didn’t like it, it wasn’t a conscious thought of mine to be in a bad car accident, but it did allow me to get at the heart of one of my most deep seated and painful issues, being a slave. It’s an issue for many of us, and the reason why I chose this first because–

That tortured child was still alive in me, unseen....can anyone say “victim”?

You clean your consciousness clock, and you’ll no longer feel as much a victim. I can promise you that. Victimhood is something we human beans will wear like a badge of honor, “Look at me! I’ve been hurt horribly! Feel sorry for me! I’m a VICTIM!!!”

For crying out loud, stop that malarkey! You have a soul, act like it!

Sometimes, like in this example, it’s just finding the issue, and POOF! All gone, that subconsciousness pain that translates right into your body!

For the same reason, you’re going to stop blaming others for what’s happened to you....yup, you are.

As unusually cruel as it sounds, everything happens for a reason (it took me a couple of years to understand this). Most of the reasons are so we wake up, and clean up. With regards to your consciousness health, stop continually blaming for the same thing over and over, or you’ll likely never get where you want to be....whole and happy, living a life realized.

I mean, it’s a good thing to recognize you’ve been done dirty, but just know it, and move on....it’s hugely debilitating to be someone always blaming. Blame has a base emotion energy that will take you nowhere good fast....like you’re an engine, without a car, you see?

Forgiveness is usually the key, eh?....and that doesn’t mean forgive, then forget, and allow whatever to happen again. You get at the underlying issue that is drawing you into the life scenario you need to forgive yourself or someone else for, so it doesn’t happen again....so you don’t have to have an “accident” that sets you down with nothing to do but think, think, think.

And it will happen again, you’ll have the same experience again, if you don’t “fix it”. You’ll have to come back here for a next time around, to see if you’ll “get it” for the 5th or 10th or 100th or 1000th time.

I know it’s unseemly to “threaten” someone while trying to have them see a truth...but I’m not sure what will serve as a better gentle threat than having to come back here, to do it all again.

As far as your expanded self is concerned? It has endless time to “drive you around” until you’re awake, aware, and cleaned up, being able to get down the road on your own.

It’s up to you, here and now, to take care of cleaning your consciousness clock....and it’s my belief that there is nothing as important as this to do in your life right now.

Go do your jobs. Raise your families. Be responsible that way, too....but you can make some time each day to get to cleaning. Saying you have no time for it to me is like saying you don’t give a damn about yourself....that you don’t have any fucks to give on your behalf.

Is that too blunt for you? Too bad, care about yourself to take time with yourself every day. Period.

Because what’s best for you, is best for all of us.

It’s the greatest Service to All to clean your consciousness clock, okay?

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/10/2021 05:50 PM

Oh WOW! Thank you!....

Of course, the greatest thing of all would be for you to get an instant “pass” into your subconscious....but if you're like me, then you have got to want it, like you’ve wanted nothing else. I cannot make this point enough. And you can’t give up, and you’ll likely want to at one point or the other.

How sad would it be for you to give up, the moment right before a BREAKTHROUGH?

Never give up on yourself.

You may not get instance results, and you may....me, it wasn’t so instant for me. I remember being on the floor, bawling with rage, demanding with my fists up, “I WANT TO KNOW MY TRUTH, NOW! GIVE IT TO ME NOOOW!”

Drama queen, yes....but we are in a dramatic situation here, and I had to have it known, that all I wanted and needed was my own truth.

Heh, sometimes we have to scream for it, just for the message to get through all the layers of gack between ourselves and our expanded selves, you see?

If you want to clean your consciousness clock, then YOU have to make it happen. YOU have to go ALL IN....and scream and yell if you have to, eh?

But I think the starting of this cleaning now might be a bit easier than it was for me then, because...

1) Time is moving faster....or our consciousnesses see it as moving faster. You can see that as there's no time for it, or as being able to getting through it quicker....perspective can be a cow, or it can be a butterfly.

2) The energy on the planet, its vibration, is much higher than when I did my work, this will be supportive energy for you. I'm very happy you have this supportive energy.

3) Wherein many of us think we're at the end times, it's bringing all "home to roost", so to speak. There's so much help "out there"....tap into it, if you're comfortable with that, and you're careful.

Heh, don't ever doubt that we are being watched. There are many not in human form waiting to see this play out. Many of those are rooting for us!....

And I'm going to say it: I want for nothing more than you to read the information I'm posting, and it all flows for you in a moment, and you've become clean.

If but only I had that power....

And because I just posted that last post on another thread of mine, , it's time for me to stop today....I've reached my wonky point.

But I'll be back....


My heart to all youse guyses, I love-love you....

Nice thread op I come to glp to empty my cup off bs...


And now I am all sparkly and clean...


'happy dance inside'

:Smiley:

Thanks Op!

Actually, I'm going to pin it, or it'll get buried....

Great idea for a thread and a fantastic delivery cg! Lightening the load we carry around and being at peace in this moment is the ONLY way to fly.

Sending a whole bucket of love and some green your way!

Simply chant Hare Krishna. That is all that is needed.

Thank you for caring about everyone, all the heart and soul it took to write these posts cosmicgypsy.

So many stars from me!



Nobody has more power than you to save yourself....and why should any other care, if you don’t care, eh?

:hearts2:

From a post a couple of posts back--





I want to come back to this. I've often wondered why it's the worst of things to bring resolve. Another example--

When I was much younger I did cocaine for about a year, and then moved on to crank for a half-year. There's something that happened with my son that freaked me right the fuck out (he wasn't hurt though, okay?) and I stopped my use in a moment. Just like that, no more for me.

Well, I'll tell ya, I had awful nightmares for six years wherein I was standing in front of big mirror with a large pile of cocaine, and a big fat line made up, just waiting for me to use.

I never used in those dreams, month after month, year after year. I'd wake up in a sweat, just wishing they'd go away, it was hard....but I had done it to myself.

I was in a Abnormal Psych class -- heh, of all classes -- the class hadn't started yet. I sat down away from everyone, and set my books on my desk, waiting.

There was a group of people talking about Jeffery Dahmer, he had been killed in prison that day, and they were talking about him being a cannibal. I don't think there's anything more offensive to me than cannibalism, physical or spiritual.

I was so grossed out about what they were talking about, I put my head to my books, gently hitting it on them, saying quietly, "No, no, no, no". I didn't want to hear it.

I lifted my head up, and there on my book was a little pile of white powder....oh yeah, big as day, sitting right there.

Heh, I went from zero to freak out in no time. I incredulously put my index finger into the pile, and rubbed the powder between it and my thumb. They almost instantly started going numb. I smelled it, but no smell.

My blood was rushing so wildly, I couldn't hear anything. I got up and left the class as the prof was walking in. I walked around in a daze for three days....because it so warped my perception of reality. I spent numerous three days in a haze, because of the high strangeness happening around me back then....

But you know what?....I've never, ever had a cocaine dream since. Not one. And what an outstanding relief that was! It was like "magic" eh?....imagine that, won't you.

What is it though, that makes the worst thing we're thinking or hearing or reading, to bring up things otherwise buried?....like that machine pounding on my arm, and me hating it so much. I think it's because like attracts like, and I had already begged and pleaded and bargained as much as I could....the knowings had to be given to me, the consciousness healing had to happen.

I hated the pounding machine, HATED IT, but it brought up my most difficult lifetime to be seen, and for the healing from it to happen.

Only 1.5 years of cocaine/crank use caused me unholy hell while I slept....but the subject I despise the most, cannibalism, brought it out of hiding, and for the healing to happen.

And I had the knack of "seeing", while some of you don't.

Does it make you wonder what's going on inside of you?

I think I need new glasses.

This is the second time I misread a title here.

"Cleaning Your Conscience Glock"

Yeah, that happens to me, too....it's funny.

Thanks for the information Cosmicgypsy!

Bump

Youse guyses, thanks for the love you're giving me....

*jiggles self*

To know your shadow self you have to know what it is in the first place.

I suggest the Gene Keys. I have used it on tons of people and it is absurdly accurate.

You can just go to the website and put in your birthday and time of birth. Out plops your chart. It is free. You can buy the book if you want to really get into it.

...or just know your shadow.

Bumping for when I have time for this later.

thank you so much for this thread. It is much needed at this time!