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Only Me
(OP) Strawberry Girl User ID: 81130680 United States 12/08/2021 08:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. Drink acid water it will help.. LSD? Goodbye, halcyon days... There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory mentioned, which states that this has already happened. |
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Only Me
(OP) Strawberry Girl User ID: 81130680 United States 12/09/2021 02:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm sticking around later than usual to fight any hostilities you need me to. You have us. Quoting: pool You are too kind! I have a much more optimistic mindset tonight, fortunately! I'm so glad whatever that was didn't last very long. So strange, getting walloped like that by some sort of negative energy. That was intense and frightening! Let's pray whatever that was goes away, or maybe picks a more deserving victim, like a tax collector or some such! Goodbye, halcyon days... There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory mentioned, which states that this has already happened. |
wkk
User ID: 81469847 United States 12/09/2021 02:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for writing this. Same type of thing happened to me today. Like you mentioned, I feel like I do a pretty good job keeping my emotions in place, but today ways just an emotional mess. Waves of sadness. Thanks for you post. It helped me remember that we are not alone in the things that are happening. wkk |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 14546829 United States 12/09/2021 02:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. :slappy734: Ok. It's probably not hormones. Might just be you have a guilty conscience over something you just refuse to give up that you know you should? :idk: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 80073096 United States 12/09/2021 02:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for writing this. Same type of thing happened to me today. Like you mentioned, I feel like I do a pretty good job keeping my emotions in place, but today ways just an emotional mess. Waves of sadness. Thanks for you post. It helped me remember that we are not alone in the things that are happening. Quoting: wkk I hope you feel better tomorrow. Most things are in perspective after a good sleep, thus allowing us to find solutions. |
Only Me
(OP) Strawberry Girl User ID: 81130680 United States 12/09/2021 04:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. Ok. It's probably not hormones. Might just be you have a guilty conscience over something you just refuse to give up that you know you should? What, like caffeine or something? Goodbye, halcyon days... There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory mentioned, which states that this has already happened. |
Only Me
(OP) Strawberry Girl User ID: 81130680 United States 12/09/2021 04:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for writing this. Same type of thing happened to me today. Like you mentioned, I feel like I do a pretty good job keeping my emotions in place, but today ways just an emotional mess. Waves of sadness. Thanks for you post. It helped me remember that we are not alone in the things that are happening. Quoting: wkk I hope you feel better tomorrow. Most things are in perspective after a good sleep, thus allowing us to find solutions. I'm still wide awake LOL Goodbye, halcyon days... There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory mentioned, which states that this has already happened. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 60004392 United States 12/09/2021 04:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for writing this. Same type of thing happened to me today. Like you mentioned, I feel like I do a pretty good job keeping my emotions in place, but today ways just an emotional mess. Waves of sadness. Thanks for you post. It helped me remember that we are not alone in the things that are happening. Quoting: wkk I hope you feel better tomorrow. Most things are in perspective after a good sleep, thus allowing us to find solutions. :omluvkats: I'm still wide awake LOL Glad you're feeling better! |
Grove Street (revived)
User ID: 80882194 United States 12/09/2021 04:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it happens especially in the last two years with all the obvious evil pouring out through the lands of the world it's hard not to notice. there's a dark spirit over the world right now with what's going on. and some sheep are aligning with it. the ones who aren't are feeling all the negative energy of the 'dark side' they are losing slowly if we don't give up.. |
Only Me
(OP) Strawberry Girl User ID: 81130680 United States 12/09/2021 04:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | this is just a random, btw, but at my local Indian food store you can get saffron for much cheaper than anywhere else. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 80464001 There have been real double blind studies regarding saffron and depression in both men and women, and it turns out that minuscule amounts have a genuine benefit to people suffering from depression. Search the nutritionfacts. org youtube channel for more info. I don't think I have ever even tried saffron. I'll check it out. Thanks! Goodbye, halcyon days... There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory mentioned, which states that this has already happened. |
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MySoul
User ID: 81299022 United Kingdom 12/09/2021 10:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. Not Hormones Only me. It is the state of the world. We are meant to be social creatures and we are mostly locked away. How many friends have you socialized with in the last two years? I bet it will be a lot less than before this COVID thing. What choice do I have but to be myself? Everyone else was already taken. Develop a nostalgia for the future - Maxwell Maltz MySoul |
MySoul
User ID: 81299022 United Kingdom 12/09/2021 10:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I seriously believe we get pinged by entities that feed off our negative emotions. Quoting: Swamprat True or not, it helps. I won't give the bastards the satisfaction... Frankincense helps, but I don't understand why. Thank you for that. Will try it. What choice do I have but to be myself? Everyone else was already taken. Develop a nostalgia for the future - Maxwell Maltz MySoul |
StellaBlue
User ID: 81107817 United States 12/09/2021 10:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. You could be a sensitive I've been getting this off and on for a while but it's ramped up lately. So many people in despair right now, the holidays magnify it Last night was really strong. I felt moved to lift these people up to God. Prayer helps. Lifting you up too, OP. It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man. -Psalm 118:8 No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper. -Isaiah 54:17 If I disappear from this forum, aliens didn't take me- Jesus did! Give your heart to him today! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 81124351 United Kingdom 12/09/2021 10:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | IS THAT FOR EVERY HORRIBLE WAVE OF DARKNESS YOU ENDURE YOU LATER ALWAYS GET HIT BY A MASSIVE WAVE OF BLISS TO EVEN THINGS OUT... (1) WHEN YOU GET HIT WITH DARK WAVE OF DEPRESSION (2) YOU CAN LOOK FORWARD TO A FOLLOWING WAVE OF BLISS THAT IS "THE DIVINE PATTERN". |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 81124351 United Kingdom 12/09/2021 10:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | BY DECEMBER 2003 I HAD FINISHED GOING THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT THE MAJORITY OF MANKIND IS ONLY NOW BEGINNING TO GO THROUGH! BY DECEMBER 2003 I HAD FINISHED GOING THROUGH MY (DARK FORCE/DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL) "ASCENSION SYMPTOMS". "The Dark Night of the Soul" is a term that is commonly used to describe a period of spiritual transformation.. During this dark period, one feels depressed, lost, and lonely.. Everything seems meaningless, hollow, and empty. Near the end of the purgative stage, we experience a type of dark night — a time of trial and affliction where it feels as if God no longer loves us. This dark night, however, is not the dark night of the soul. Rather, it's the dark night of the senses. In the dark night of the senses, God purifies us of our attachments to the things of the world — physical comfort, physical pleasure, material success, popular acclaim — as well as of our consolations in prayer. Sorrows afflict us, and things that used to comfort us — food, sex, shopping, compliments, even the liturgy — no longer do. Through this dark night, God prepares us for the illuminative way and a deeper, more contemplative life of prayer. The dark night of the soul occurs at the end of the illuminative way, as we prepare to enter the unitive way. During this dark night, God roots out our deepest attachments to sin and self, and the desolation that accompanies that rooting out is overwhelming and crushing. More than just a lack of consolation, this dark night plunges a soul into an abyss of darkness and nothingness, essentially revealing to us what we are without God and preparing us to not only carry our crosses, but to love our crosses and carry them joyfully in union with Christ. It isn't depression From the outside, depression and the dark night of the soul bear a striking resemblance to one another. And they're not entirely separate things. As St. John of the Cross noted long ago, depression (or as they called it in the 17th century, melancholia) can go hand in hand with a dark night, whether by exacerbating it or resulting from it. But while clinical depression is triggered by an objectively sad event (losing a loved one, fatal illness, etc.) or by a biochemical problem, the dark night of the soul is purely an act of God; it is God working in our souls to draw us closer to him. Likewise, while depression weighs down both body and soul, eventually rendering those who suffer from it unable to go about the normal business of their life, throughout the dark night, the spirit stays strong, and those suffering through it can perform great works of charity and service. They remain active and don't experience the same temptations to total self-loathing or suicide that those struggling with depression suffer, nor do they lose their faith in the midst of the dark night. Belief remains. It isn't evil The dark night of the soul is not an evil to be endured; it's a good for which we should be grateful. Of course, it doesn't always seem that way. The thought of plunging into a spiritual abyss and losing all the sweetness in our relationship with God strikes few as appealing. But neither does surgery. Having cancer removed from our bodies isn't a fun process. Nevertheless, we submit to the surgeon's knife readily and quickly, knowing that the sooner we have the surgery, the sooner we can live a healthy, full life. What's true on the natural level is true on the supernatural level. If we want to become the people God made us to be and live the lives he made us to live, we must let him excise sin and unhealthy attachments from our souls. There's no getting around it. Before we can enter heaven, it has to happen. It can happen in this life or it can happen in the next — in purgatory. But here is better. For the sooner we let God root out unhealthy attachments, the sooner we can get on with the business of being saints. And there's no better business than that. |
~Aruna
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 10648024 United States 12/09/2021 10:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. :slappy734: Have a Bourbon, a Big one, then have another, and then another. Wash all of that Bullshitydah away and think of the Greatness You will eventually become! Listen to your favorite music during this time as well. Sometimes, shit happens, this will get you back on track. good way to get demons attached to your soul. don't wash away your problems with alcohol. it leads to hell. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79543875 United States 12/09/2021 11:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wow! I'm just sitting here working away and BAM I feel like crying uncontrollably and possibly rocking myself in the corner like a child. Where did that come from? How does that even happen? It doesn't even feel normal at all. I have done a pretty good job (I think) at keeping a handle on my emotions. I guess I still am since I am not crying or anything, but ... ugh Quoting: Only Me And if any one of you tell me it's hormones, I'm gonna smack you. :slappy734: I was in the grocery store and almost lost it there. Had to get out and get to my car and just cry. I have read that crying is good for the brain. It lets out a lot of stress. And we are all under it. Such an evil world we are seeing. You are not alone. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79543875 United States 12/09/2021 11:29 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There's an actual mental disorder where people wake up feeling depressed and suicidal, but the feeling goes away later in the day. Maybe you've got it. Quoting: kabartanto If that’s the case then you acknowledge it and then wait for it to pass. I’m ok in the mornings. It’s the later in the day when it gets me. So I keep things calmer then. We all have something wrong with us. Don’t fight it so much and it gets better. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77772761 United States 12/09/2021 11:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sounds like mind control attack Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77772761 Maybe you know why you might be targeted This is exactly one of the effects mind control weapons have long been able to induce They may still not be able to control thought But EMOTIONS they've long been very capable of influencing She says it didn't feel natural possibly it wasn't |
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