Have anyone of you waited for this moment in time all your lives.

When I was 10 I was riding my bike, fishing in the creek, climbing trees and wishing we might one day get a color TV.

i remember watching star trek w my dad ; it was a new series on tv. i remember asking my dad how are 'they' going to make our current life into star trek kind of life? it was in the general time when we had that gas shortage & could only get gas on certain days depending on what ur license ended with. he looked at me kind a funny & said he didn't know, but it had to be big.
some of us have been primed for this (i agree with) .i don't know what's really coming, but imho, it's going to be big!

Fuck yeah! I was born and raised to be precisely where I am right now. Ready for battle and ready to help others

You mean time to disappear?

christ december seven
signs

Why do I keep getting this date?

I remember when I was about 5, I was outside kneeling on the cement on my bare knees praying for something.

I don't remember what I was praying for but maybe it was for these times to be swift & easy.

I remember I knew since 3 or 4 years old the reason I was born here. It was both a curse and a blessing, having an extremely sharp intelligence than the other kids around me, overanalyzing everything, seeing people behind their mask and their true motives of every action.

Everytime I was ill with high temperature, I had the same vision, falling down with unresisting unreal gravity force to this planet and then screaming to my mother, if she could see that.

Growing up I was fully suspicious with everything and everyone, then a dramatic family event led me to depression and anxiety with suicidal thoughts till I was forced to see a psychiatrist because I was called for my army duty and I was unable to go there. 10 years later, now 30, I m drug free of the medication 1 year now, medicines did a lot of good and bad, it was my own strength and decision to stop them. Doctor helped me much on sessions to realize who I always was before that dramatic event and understand how human psychology and brain works. So I m ready to execute my mission, having accepted who I always was.

Never give up, we all came here for a reason, don't betray your true self, that's all it matters after we depart from this shithole.

Nope, that is for the moment I die and instantly wake up in the perfected version of this shit-hole.

Yes, I've had the impression that something big was going to happen in my generation since I was a kid, you're right OP

Me too...I have always felt that I was living in what I have long called "the terminal generation" and while there are 2-3 generations now behind me, my age group are the grown ups running this shit show now, so I guess it has meant we would screw it up so much that we terminated things for everyone.

And so it seems we have.

I have always been fatalistic, and nihilistic to some extent, so yes, I have been awaiting that something really bad was coming, and it seems to be here and that I have to live with it/through it somehow.

Sitting in an empty room,

Trying to forget the past;

This was never meant to last,

I wish it wasn't so;

Ah no

Yup, awlays felt something.

Phagg3try glp investigating

its just a tuesday

yup

only a little surprised who turned out to be the good and bad guys in all this.

What does that mean? I have an important appointment on December seven.

Are we dreaming again or is it real this time.

find the head kkiikkee and end him

Nobody ever told me about any of it. I figured it out when I was around 12. Then at 13 I discovered GLP and at that point my horizon was forever expanded. It’s a shame it’s all going to shit. We really need to fight it. They’re using US as the weapons FFS.

...the actual begins life as abstract...then it gets personal...

I had an epiphany in 1970 that I would live to see a truly world changing scenario in my lifetime. Bad part is that it took so long to get here. I try to stay sharp, fit, and in touch with reality, so I can participate as much as possible for an old man.

Fucking bastards waited 10 years too long to get the ball rolling.

I have been interested in this stuff since I was 7. I remember that once I learned how to read, one of the first things I read was the Book of Revelations. Of course, I didn't understand almost anything, but sure I was interested in this since I was a child. that was like 30 years ago BTW.

When I was 10 years old my favorite magazine was Soldier of fortune, and I was on paladin press mailing list...so yeah





ETA: My initial awakening was when I read the Turner diaries

Last Edited by Don Of N*******t on 12/05/2021 03:23 PM