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2nd NIGHT IN A ROW WAKING UP SHIVERING, FRIGHTENED, AND WORRIED

 
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I don't know what's causing it. I don't remember my dream. All I can remember is waking up so fast I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to yell out but can't for a few seconds, can't move.

I then shoot up and I just sit there and tremble. What is happening? My life is good still, I have nothing hanging over my head that could be affecting me. I have a clear conscious. I'm not really a dream tard but something is up.

The only thing my wife and I can come up with is her Ex. He did a lot of business with cartels. He is half Mexican. He does practice Santeria. He did try to kill her. He and I have had arguments especially one that got physical right after he got out of prison 4 years ago and showed up at my old house unannounced to 'see his daughters' who hate him.

Recently I finely gained full custody of MY daughters from him. He gave up his parental rights willingly though so he could be released from child support.

I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now and this is the first time this has ever happened.

I don't know. This isn't my wheelhouse. I just know trees, doom, loving my kids, and trying to be a decent dude.

Anyone got any suggestions? I honestly feel like I've been spiritually attacked as I sit here at freaking 230a in the morning.

Ugh....

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"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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Maybe I'm subconsciously picking something up in the æther? Is this a spiritual attack? My God I can't even believe I'm even having these thoughts.


Just a really morbid, dark feeling of foreboding. As I type this in feel like something really dark is around me.

I have recently moved. I've been in this house for not quite a year. It's an older home built in the 30s but has been revamped to be completely modern.

I'm in the middle of a National Forest here in Florida by Ocala and there is a weird military bombing range/electronic warfare pracfice base within a few miles of me. Could this be something it's doing?

I don't know. But even as I type this theres just a really crappy presence or feeling I can't shake even with all my lights on and I've completely awoken from my sleep.

This really sucks.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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You could try to cleanse your house with sage. Sorry OP I have no other ideas. Maybe someone else will. Good luck!!
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Alright, I'm going to put on some coffee and watch some damn funny animal videos. See if this helps. I guess I should also maybe pray. I just don't know. I can't believe I'm feeling this. I've never been sensitive to things like this nor really believed in this stuff, but man, at this moment all I can keep thinking is something really dark attacked me and is still around me.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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You could try to cleanse your house with sage. Sorry OP I have no other ideas. Maybe someone else will. Good luck!!
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That's a really good idea. My wife is from Peru and they always clean their homes with sage and have it blessed when they move in.

Maybe this is needed again. Thank you.

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"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

ENFJ
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Alright, I'm going to put on some coffee and watch some damn funny animal videos. See if this helps. I guess I should also maybe pray. I just don't know. I can't believe I'm feeling this. I've never been sensitive to things like this nor really believed in this stuff, but man, at this moment all I can keep thinking is something really dark attacked me and is still around me.
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Never a bad idea to pray for protection.
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Get a perimeter alert system for around your property, Dakota Alert is a good brand.
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Get a perimeter alert system for around your property, Dakota Alert is a good brand.
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I have a security system. It's pretty top notch. That's a big deal to my wife since she's a victim of a super violent crime.

This doesn't feel like it's based in the material. This feels way different. This feels more along the lines of energy or a presence.

I don't really know how else to describe it my man.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

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"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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Alright y'all I'm gonna leave this alone for the night. I'm not really worried about tons of responses or bumping this. I just wanted to make a notation per se of what I experienced while it's still fresh.

Thank you Butch and skinny chic for your concern. I shot you both some green for just being cool.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

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"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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Does he got a crystal ball? A million dollars? He spend it all?

Dont think twice, stick that barrel straight down Sanchos throat.


Ok enough jokes, sorry, sublime is my favorite band. You did set me up for it in all fairness.


I’ll pray for you man! If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me!!! Take care of yourself and be safe!!
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Submit yourself to God.
Ask Jesus to come help you. When you resist and then pray using Jesus' name - the dark force will flee from you.


[link to youtu.be (secure)]

The guy in the video has a few other videos for deliverance prayers and ways to deal with this stuff.
Read the transcripts he provides.
This guy knows how to deal with heavy stuff.
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Your welcome OP. Wish I had more for you but since this is new, start with process of elimination. Pray, Sage, house blessing, etc. Keeping a record is good. Maybe it was something you ate. A rare bad dream that’s hard to shake. Maybe you are picking up on what’s going on in the world….we all know shit is gonna get worse before it gets better (ex: economic collapse). Let’s hope for a one time weirdness. But if not, it will be easier to figure out a pattern if you update the thread.
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You got to plug into your own 'mongrel', everyone has one.
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Give it a go.

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That happened to me before my gut blew up with all kinds of issues, once I got my stomach under control it stopped watch what you eat your last meal and don't eat past 6pm
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Frankincense.

It does amazing things to one's attitude.
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I don't know what's causing it. I don't remember my dream. All I can remember is waking up so fast I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to yell out but can't for a few seconds, can't move.

I then shoot up and I just sit there and tremble. What is happening? My life is good still, I have nothing hanging over my head that could be affecting me. I have a clear conscious. I'm not really a dream tard but something is up.

The only thing my wife and I can come up with is her Ex. He did a lot of business with cartels. He is half Mexican. He does practice Santeria. He did try to kill her. He and I have had arguments especially one that got physical right after he got out of prison 4 years ago and showed up at my old house unannounced to 'see his daughters' who hate him.

Recently I finely gained full custody of MY daughters from him. He gave up his parental rights willingly though so he could be released from child support.

I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now and this is the first time this has ever happened.

I don't know. This isn't my wheelhouse. I just know trees, doom, loving my kids, and trying to be a decent dude.

Anyone got any suggestions? I honestly feel like I've been spiritually attacked as I sit here at freaking 230a in the morning.

Ugh....

1dunno1
 Quoting: Just Passing Through.....




Spirit of fear? Cause of this in the home'see his daughters' who hate him. Teach the girls not to hate. It will consume the home. Hate will invite these kind of entities. Hope you sort it out.
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I went through.tjis for a few years back in 2008 2009 2010..


It's a battle for sure.

I would play pastor Murray from Shepard's Chapel every night from 2 am to 6 am. He would read a chapter of the bible for 45 minutes straight.


It pissed the demons off. They attack's intensified be because they are testing your faith. They can't stand when you read the bible out loud. I think it burns them. Stay the course they will leave and when.it does it will go out with a bang.

The night it left it blew out our transformer.
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I went through.tjis for a few years back in 2008 2009 2010..


It's a battle for sure.

I would play pastor Murray from Shepard's Chapel every night from 2 am to 6 am. He would read a chapter of the bible for 45 minutes straight.


It pissed the demons off. They attack's intensified be because they are testing your faith. They can't stand when you read the bible out loud. I think it burns them. Stay the course they will leave and when.it does it will go out with a bang.

The night it left it blew out our transformer.
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I went through.tjis for a few years back in 2008 2009 2010..
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It's a battle for sure.

I would play pastor Murray from Shepard's Chapel every night from 2 am to 6 am. He would read a chapter of the bible for 45 minutes straight.


It pissed the demons off. The attack's intensified b because they are testing your faith. They can't stand when you read the bible out loud. I think it burns them. Stay the course they will leave and when it does it will go out with a bang.

The night it left it blew out our transformer.
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I went through.tjis for a few years back in 2008 2009 2010..


It's a battle for sure.

I would play pastor Murray from Shepard's Chapel every night from 2 am to 6 am. He would read a chapter of the bible for 45 minutes straight.


It pissed the demons off. They attack's intensified be because they are testing your faith. They can't stand when you read the bible out loud. I think it burns them. Stay the course they will leave and when.it does it will go out with a bang.

The night it left it blew out our transformer.
 Quoting: starrlynn


I went through.this for a few years back in 2008 2009 2010..


It's a battle for sure.

I would play pastor Murray from Shepard's Chapel every night from 2 am to 6 am. He would read a chapter of the bible for 45 minutes straight.


It pissed the demons off. The attack's intensified b because they are testing your faith. They can't stand when you read the bible out loud. I think it burns them. Stay the course they will leave and when it does it will go out with a bang.

The night it left it blew out our transformer.
 Quoting: starrlynn


Always started it's shit at 3am
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Talk to Jesus Christ and ask him if it's a sign and if it is what should you do? Ask him for his help, guidance and protection.

To me, what I would do is obvious, but I've had practice dealing with dark crap.

What I would do is begin looking for anything wrong I might have said or did according to Jesus' Holy Bible and confess it. If I feel I'm caught up in that area then I'd look for recent faults I may have committed. I'd ask Jesus to help me and break the power and works of Satan in and on and over and against me and my family and my enemies and cast all demons associated with those works (of Satan) into the lake of fire. I'd ask Jesus for help and guidance to what I need to be right with him, blessed and protected. If ask for his blessings and cleansing and protection and to cast all demons that have every come against me into the lake of fire.

I wouldn't assume that nothing is up spiritually. If this is allowed to happen to you then that is not a good sign. Ask Jesus to forgive you of all your sins and fill you with his Holy Spirit and then do the rest of the requests.

I would not, if I were you, think of a physical reason such as looking to the military to blame for what you're experiencing. To me every bad thing is spiritual. And while some people can perform curses, a curse is only a demon and they are cast out in the name of Jesus. But if you are walking in the ways of the Lord then they can't bother you spiritually, they would have to use people to bother you physically, trying to get you to mess up so they can bother you spiritually. They want you to sin and die in your son's so you'll end up in hell and destroyed forever with them. Jesus wants you to live forever with him.
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You need to use this time to get closer to Jesus by talking to him and if need be reading his words. You need to know your Maker better and know what he said and requires of you. Repent of anything you know you're doing that is wrong. Gear your mind towards the Lord by listening to Christian music instead of Satan's music. Watch wholesome things. Speak about good things.

Ask Jesus to break the works and power of Satan over your home and all ties to demons to it and you and your family and possessions and property and to cast those demons into the lake of fire. Trust in him because that's all you need to do is trust him if you ask for it. He is light, demons are darkness. They are forced out when you trust in Jesus. Trust in his name. Trust in his presence. Trust he is good. Trust he can hear you. Trust he wants to help you. Then why wouldn't he?!
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Performing rituals instead of trusting in Jesus is not the right way to go. Distracting yourself is not smart either. You are aware of the presence of Satan for a reason. It's a warning system. Go to Jesus in prayer. If I pray for you which I would if you want, if the Lord answers me and you don't learn, would it truly be a benefit? Some people just need prayer, but some, like you, need to make a choice. So what will it be, animal videos and sage and other plants on fire, or the Almighty God and knowing him better through confession of sins and repentance and asking for his ever-present Powerful help?

Or asking for others to pray for you to make your symptoms go away so you can keep living in falsehood, not learning, dying in sins and being destroyed for them?

Be brave, trust in Jesus, because you're only dealing with Satan and demons. While sometime demons and Satan have killed people, it's time to grow up towards the Lord and use that faith muscle.
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As someone said, and as Jesus said, forgive others to be forgiven. Pray with your family together to Jesus to have mercy on the ex, and on you all, and help him, and help you all, and to give him a better life, and you all, and to help him be a better person, and you all, and to forgive him of his sins, and you all. Neutralize hatred/unforgiveness with prayers.
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Using God as a last resort after watching funny animal videos is a real slap in the face for Him, wouldn't you agree?

"I guess I should maybe pray" says it all right there.

I can see how you got into this situation.

You need to pray to give thanks, not just when things aren't going well and you need something.

God wants to be a part of your life everyday.
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I don't know what's causing it. I don't remember my dream. All I can remember is waking up so fast I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to yell out but can't for a few seconds, can't move.

I then shoot up and I just sit there and tremble. What is happening? My life is good still, I have nothing hanging over my head that could be affecting me. I have a clear conscious. I'm not really a dream tard but something is up.

The only thing my wife and I can come up with is her Ex. He did a lot of business with cartels. He is half Mexican. He does practice Santeria. He did try to kill her. He and I have had arguments especially one that got physical right after he got out of prison 4 years ago and showed up at my old house unannounced to 'see his daughters' who hate him.

Recently I finely gained full custody of MY daughters from him. He gave up his parental rights willingly though so he could be released from child support.

I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now and this is the first time this has ever happened.

I don't know. This isn't my wheelhouse. I just know trees, doom, loving my kids, and trying to be a decent dude.

Anyone got any suggestions? I honestly feel like I've been spiritually attacked as I sit here at freaking 230a in the morning.

Ugh....

1dunno1
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Stop shooting up. That can’t be good for you.
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Lorazepam and a heated blanket. Problems solved!!!
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I don't know what's causing it. I don't remember my dream. All I can remember is waking up so fast I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to yell out but can't for a few seconds, can't move.

I then shoot up and I just sit there and tremble. What is happening? My life is good still, I have nothing hanging over my head that could be affecting me. I have a clear conscious. I'm not really a dream tard but something is up.

The only thing my wife and I can come up with is her Ex. He did a lot of business with cartels. He is half Mexican. He does practice Santeria. He did try to kill her. He and I have had arguments especially one that got physical right after he got out of prison 4 years ago and showed up at my old house unannounced to 'see his daughters' who hate him.

Recently I finely gained full custody of MY daughters from him. He gave up his parental rights willingly though so he could be released from child support.

I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now and this is the first time this has ever happened.

I don't know. This isn't my wheelhouse. I just know trees, doom, loving my kids, and trying to be a decent dude.

Anyone got any suggestions? I honestly feel like I've been spiritually attacked as I sit here at freaking 230a in the morning.

Ugh....

1dunno1
 Quoting: Just Passing Through.....


Stop shooting up. That can’t be good for you.
 Quoting: TrueNorth



Quit projecting your shortcomings as a human onto me homeskillet.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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A few nights ago, my whole household had nightmares... everyone, the same night.

Was surreal, as it’s so rare for any of us...
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I don't know what's causing it. I don't remember my dream. All I can remember is waking up so fast I'm in sleep paralysis. I try to yell out but can't for a few seconds, can't move.

I then shoot up and I just sit there and tremble. What is happening? My life is good still, I have nothing hanging over my head that could be affecting me. I have a clear conscious. I'm not really a dream tard but something is up.

The only thing my wife and I can come up with is her Ex. He did a lot of business with cartels. He is half Mexican. He does practice Santeria. He did try to kill her. He and I have had arguments especially one that got physical right after he got out of prison 4 years ago and showed up at my old house unannounced to 'see his daughters' who hate him.

Recently I finely gained full custody of MY daughters from him. He gave up his parental rights willingly though so he could be released from child support.

I've been with my wife for almost 10 years now and this is the first time this has ever happened.

I don't know. This isn't my wheelhouse. I just know trees, doom, loving my kids, and trying to be a decent dude.

Anyone got any suggestions? I honestly feel like I've been spiritually attacked as I sit here at freaking 230a in the morning.

Ugh....

1dunno1
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Spirit of fear? Cause of this in the home'see his daughters' who hate him. Teach the girls not to hate. It will consume the home. Hate will invite these kind of entities. Hope you sort it out.
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Well, considering they saw their own father beat, torture, rape, and try to kill their mother over a 30 minute span and that was the finally of several years of beatings, emotional abuse, killing 3 of her dogs, and scaring her so bad she was afraid to tell anyone for fear of their daughters saftey. They have alot of strong emotions towards him.

Its taken years to get their anger and fear under control. They hate him. I don't blame them. He's a piece of shit and an absolute monster.

My oldest step-daughter called 911 (she was 8) and probably saved her life. Actually I know she did. My wife wasn't conscious when the police arrived. He was switching off between beating and kicking her and choking her.

He originally got 15 years (should be been life) but won an appeal somehow and did only 7. I have alot of grief with the judicial system for this. The Victims Advocate didn't even alert us of his appellate decision nor his release from prison.

I hear what you're saying but sometimes hate is hate. How would YOU tell them to not hate something like that?

Maybe one day they can unpack their emotions enough to turn it off. I just give them unlimited love and attention and letting them know their safe and hope it heals and hopefully God and time can do the rest.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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A few nights ago, my whole household had nightmares... everyone, the same night.

Was surreal, as it’s so rare for any of us...
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Yeah that's wild. Alot of intense energy everywhere. I'm pretty aloof to these energy things normally so if I'm feeling it, I can't imagine what empaths feel.
"She isn't real.....I can't make her real"

"Somewhere between the sacred silence and sleep...Disorder, Disorder, Disorder"

"The World is a business Mr Beale..."

"You depend on our protection yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth......"

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I used to wake up every night at 1 or 2 for no reason and was wide awake. Used to be a great time to watch my fav you tube channels or catch up on reading.
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