I'm on an empathic rollercoaster and just want off

Y'all have read my threads lately I'm sure.

Anyway, all things aside, I feel like I'm gonna puke.

Things are just so up and down lately it's making it so hard to focus and ground oneself.

If you aren't as affected by it, I both envy you and encourage you to stay in that mental place if you can.

It's what's happening all over the world, in relationships, life changes, everything. I can't really think of anything that is "normal" anymore.

People say "tune out", turn off the TV, get off GLP for awhile.

I've done all those things.

But that's the curse of an empath. I don't need to see or hear about everything and I still just know. My mental state often is a mirror for humanity and those around me. Melancholy, silent, introspective, philosophical constantly.

When you take 1 of 2 paths, seems there's no turning back.

How nice it must be to have just remained asleep.

"Everything's fine. You're overthinking things! Why don't you just be positive?"

I've explained myself.

I'm both a sponge and mirror for all things.

Even when I'm alone in nature I feel it.

Like impatiently waiting on an elevator... I just want out...



Never thought at 29 I'd be so down, so chaotically disposed, alone and so internalized that my entire potential is tarnished.

I don't fully believe Psychics, but I will say this one wonderful woman years ago that I had a session with was pretty damn spot on about everything, up to today.

Her final warning: The world needs you. Don't become a hermit!

Fuuuuck fine!

I'm here!

Now what?



Last Edited by eyeDR3 on 09/02/2021 03:16 PM